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Unfortunately, Odysseus (ao3) is trapped at sea (not working AGAIN) so Penelope (tumblr) must face the suitors (real life)

this is very selfish of me, but I want to see a bipolar ilya rozanov. I don't just want him despondent and depressed, I want to see a mixed episode where he calls the police on himself because he can't stop thinking about all the worst things he can do to himself. it's like a storm of thoughts bombarding him, and he can't make it stop without taking dramatic action, and he's scared of himself and what he might do. I want to see him knocking loose his own support system because his brain won't let anyone help him. I want to see his manic side winning and winning and winning during the playoffs. I want to see him chase the highs because he deserves them, because that's the real him, because he isn't real if he isn't dancing and singing and platonically kissing his friends because his heart is so so so full because only he can love everybody this much and nobody understands just how much he can feel. nobody could ever touch him here, and fuck you if you think you know better than him. fuck you if you think he won't win because he already knows he'll win because he just knows these things. fuck you because fuck you. go fuck yourself. he feels fucking amazing, he is fucking amazing. he's a fucking god

I might write this. maybe.

Love how Ilya just adopts Troy. Hey lonely little gayboy with a bad father I clocked you from a mile away do you need a wingman

i know that in role model/the long game troy and ilya mostly bond over secretly being nicer and softer and gayer than people realise, BUT i choose to believe that one day (maybe post the stanley cup the centaurs win with the power of friendship) the team all goes out to the club and there’s throwback edm hits playing and troy and ilya’s fuckboy party personas activate like fucking sleeper agents and they have the biggest night of their lives together