Welcome to my personal blog, where I post whatever and then some!
I am Cyana and use she/her pronouns. Weird aroace lesbian thing, probably. Resident cat-robot-doll-slime-fox-dragon-mermaid-spider-elf-fairy-vampire-monster-thing-girl, all at once until observed. I'm a compsci grad tinkering with tech and code, and I also make art sometimes. Expect 20 posts in a row about a new rabbit hole I just found.
^ me reminding myself not to buy any more figures before they arrive, yet I did it again :}
Nonstandard DNI applies. Roll initiative.
Here are some common tags I use:
#[trigger] tw (Plain Text: #[trigger] tw): trigger warning format I use.
#cyana.png (PT: #cyana.png): for all my art.
#cyana.txt (PT: #cyana.txt): listen to me rambling on about everything and anything
#cyana.odt (PT: #cyana.odt): all my writing can be found here, not that it is that much.
#cyana.recipes (PT: #cyana.recipes): a collection of recipes.
#cyana.zip (PT: #cyana.zip): all my archived collections sorted by topic. See the archive master post.
#cyana.ask (PT: #cyana.ask): all my answered asks.
#cyana.crafts (PT: #cyana.crafts): all my crafts.
#cyana.add (PT: #cyana.add): my additions to other people's posts.
#cyana.fig (PT: #cyana.fig): all my rambles about figures.
btw these tags are custom coloured in my blog theme how awesome is that!
That's all!
Much love ๐
Cyana
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some miscellaneous tags I use (mostly for myself as a ref)
Biology/Nature:
- #biology - the science
- #nature - photos of nature
- #animals - pictures of animals. Common specific animals are sometimes only tagged with their own like: #cats #doggos #spooders #duckies #birbs #foxes #froggo
Art:
- #art - art tag
- #artist: X - the artist X. Also: '#artist: source' if op is not the artist. '#artist: unknown' if the artist is not known/clear. '#artist: deactivated' if the artist account is deactivated. '#artist: historic' if it is an old painting/artwork.
- #character design - art of characters posing, character refs, art primarily focused on characters, etc.
- #beastfolk - non-human characters, furries, kemonomimi, etc. (See also #dragons), unless tagged with one of the following three below. If kemonomimi/furry fashion, see #f: beastfolk. For beastfolk figures, see #fig: beastfolk.
- #oceanfolk - same as beastfolk but specifically for ocean-dwellers
- #robotfolk - robot characters or tech associated with that
- #dollfolk - doll characters and talk about being a doll
- #slimefolk - child tag under #beastfolk; slime characters
- #aestheticposting - aesthetic photos
- #street art - art, graffiti, and stickers on the street
- #graffiti - all graffiti
- #stickers - all stickers (or art i want to save to possibly sticker-ify)
- #cyana.png - my art tag
- #cyana.odt - my writing tag
- #cyana.crafts - all my crafts
- #crafts - crafts posts (see also #embroidery, #knitting, #sewing, #origami, #calligraphy etc.)
- #comics - comics
- #manga - Asian comics (I know it is only Japanese; Chinese is manhua etc. Tag is used as a catch-all, and if needed the actual name is also tagged)
- #story rb - short stories/writing
- #poetry - poems
- #art advice - advice about creating art / art techniques
- #art resources - resources to be used when creating art
- #writing advice - advice about writing / writing techniques
- #writing resources - resources to be used when writing
- #music - all music posts
- #fashion - fashion/clothing posts. See also #jfashion #lolita fashion #punk fashion #decora fashion #goth fashion, #f: beastfolk, and the wider tag #kawaii, and more
Queer/LGBTQIA+:
- #trans - trans stuff
- #lgbtqia+ - general queer/lgbtqia+ stuff
- #aro - aromantic stuff (sometimes double tagged as #aromantic)
- #ace - asexual stuff (sometimes double tagged as #asexual)
- #lesbian #yuri #gay #intersex etc. - other queer tags
- #queer history - information about queer history
- #trans science - science articles about transgenderism, debunking transphobia, etc.
- #pride flags - pride flags, or pride-themed artworks with versions for a lot of queer identities (and Coleman)
Books:
- #cyana.epub - books I want to read later
- #books - stuff about books that doesn't fit into the above tag
Tech and web:
- #tech - tech posts
- #programming/#code - posts about programming
- #firefox - Firefox/browser propaganda, ad blocking, privacy stuff
- #internet - posts about the internet in general
Miscellaneous:
- #to read later - posts to come back to and read linked articles/post itself
- #yy - posts to come back to
- #yy.inspo - saved for inspiration
- #to be archived - posts not yet sorted into the archive
- #archived - posts added to the archive
- #fav - my favourite posts
- #polls - all poll posts
- #tag for when sad - cute/funny/positivity stuff
- #science - science posts/research
- #figures - mainly anime figures and ball-jointed dolls (see #bjd, #anime figures, #dolls, or sometimes #plushies). For my own posts about figures see #cyana.fig.
Tags generally for (but not limited to) specific figures/dolls: #fig: fox miko, #fig: eve, #fig: sina, #fig: panda, #fig: red elf, #fig: white elf
More tags: #me #mood #this is gender to me #gender envy #meow #maids #witches #vampires #sex ed #trainposting #motorbikes #public infrastructure #blahaj my beloved #patches #buttons #internet #web 1.0 #88x31 buttons #graphics #guitars #knights #swords #skateboards #swimsuit #lingerie #bunny suit #pyjama #.d (for tumblr days of the week) #nudity #shibari (also for general bondage) #bodyhacking #glasses #umbrella #wagasa (japanese umbrella) #plushies #cyana.hrt #text posts
fandom tags i use or have used in the past (if perhaps only in passing) below.
Vocaloids: #vocaloids #hatsune miku, <(โ ย โ โโ โฟโ โโ ย โ )โ โก, #kasane teto, #akita neru, #kagamine twins, and some more names (all tagged under #vocaloids)
Miku is also tagged with: #strawberry miku #sakura miku #rabbit hole miku #hagane miku #symphony miku #world miku #hachune miku #rotten girl miku #vampire miku #paint girl miku #cherry miku #pyjama miku #ribbon girl miku #world is mine #magnet miku #monitoring miku #deco*27 #retry now miku #calne ca
Anime/manga: #sousou no frieren, #the witch from mercury #the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all, #dungeon meshi, #bocchi the rock!, #danganronpa, #oniichan wa oshimai!, #sailor moon, #ttigraas, #ruri rocks, #my dress up darling, #lucky star, #little witch academia, #precure, #the apothecary diaries, #all purpose cultural cat girl nuku nuku, #symphogear, #golden boy, #ranma 1/2, #witch watch, #sao, #yuru camp, #jellyfish can't swim in the night, #yokohama kaidashi kikou, #monogatari, #nichijou #fantasy bishoujo juniku ojisan to, #skip to loafer, #studio ghibli, #dirty pair, #asumi chan is interested in lesbian brothels!, #maid to skate, #witch hat atelier, #kuma kuma kuma bear, #destiny unchain online, #set it and forget it, #akebi's sailor uniform/#akebi chan no sailor fuku,
Other: #spiderverse (#gwen stacy), #nimona, #good omens, #mlp, #may i ask for one final thing, #ddlc, #tamen de gushi, #infinity nikki, #oneshot, #deltarune, #undertale, #minecraft, #columbo
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Today a random clip of a F1nn5ter Q&A stream found its way into my feed.
Someone asked F1nn why it was that on her larger branded social media accounts she still listed herself as a femboy in some places while in more intracommunity spaces she more readily and comfortably identified as transfem.
Now, depending on who you ask that kind of question to you'll probably get a meandering answer on the complexities of how one defines their own identity. But instead F1nn gave a very quick and simple answer.
She gets less death threats or other general threats of violence from people when she calls herself a femboy vs calling herself transfem. It wasn't any deeper than that, and some people in her audience understood that, while others were confused that femboys were more palatable to cis people than transfems.
Another Clip of F1nn made its way across my feed today, she she mentioned a little bit more on the difference on being known as a Transfem streamer vs her old Femboy days.
"As soon as I came out as trans, it felt like everyone was an asshole and I had to adapt to it again...I don't know, people just don't like it if you're not [just] some funny guy."
It was kind of incredible and sickening to witness how the wider internet shifted its opinion on F1nn when she came out. I went from seeing clips of her everywhere, to seeing clips of her talking about coming out, to not seeing anything. Soon after all I'm seeing about F1nn is that she's problematic, stupid drama being spread around for no reason. Even other transfems flipped on her, criticizing everything she does, saying she's bad for the community because she's a sex worker and other bullshit. She set up a thing to try and help people in the UK get hormones and somehow got hate from trans people about it. (I haven't looked into it that much, I could not care less what's happening on those islands.)
I've talked about it before but F1nn5ter is a pretty textbook example of how trans women are hated more than "femboys" and how even other trans women can be transmisogynistic to those they deem valid targets.
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Hey kids! Don't smoke. Just don't do it. It affects your body in the worst ways possible, even if you never get cancer.
Hey kids who smoke! You are still fucking worthy of love, dignity and respect and anyone who mistreats you because of your addiction alone is a fucking cop.
There is hope for you, and hope beyond coping with smoke. Specifically, the younger you are, the safer you are to quit. Specifically, even if you cannot quit, you are not wrong. You are not evil or gross.
Smoking is a vice. Vices can be managed, cut back and replaced.
If anyone tells you go cold turkey on most drugs in a high stress period of your life if they are not causing insane self harm or harm to others, they are like a puritan and a cop who is going to inadvertently hospitalize you or give you a stress attack. Quitting cigarettes cold turkey while braving exterior stress can make your health worse should you relapse.
Consider counting cigarette intake down before quitting entirely. So you don't have intense panic attacks.
You often need to be stable to quit. It is okay when you aren't.
Working an office job will truly make you have the wildest enemies, bc why is my nemesis rn a woman Iโve never met and who exclusively haunts me by sending diabolical emails, and also a specific guy who left my company before I even worked here and made the system so fuckass that it ruined procedures for like a year
Yesterday my nemesis (woman Iโve never met and whose face Iโve never seen) sent my office an email so rude, basically saying we had fucked up every project she ever ordered from us, one of the worst emails Iโve ever read in my life.
And it pissed me off so badly that I spent the ENTIRE WORK DAY today compiling evidence from every project my team has ever done for her, pulling past emails sheโd sent us, putting together an entire case proving that she had been the problem all along. That she got projects mixed up, that sheโd made requests that were nonsensical, literally everything you could possibly imagine. Screenshots of emails, reports weโd submitted, EVERYTHING.
This woman in particular has been terrorizing my team for years, her name is almost a slur in my office, I had simply had ENOUGH of her.
I put all of this evidence together and sent it to all of my bosses at 4:30pm. Then I took a long break to eat a sweet treat and drink some tea.
After my break, my bosses all called in an emergency meeting with me and they said they read my report and fucking loved it. And I sat on a teams call with my bossโ boss as she wrote my nemesis the scathing email I had always fantasized about sending, using the evidence Iโd compiled, and hit send.
It was the most satisfying workday Iโve had since I got hired.
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