Welcome to my personal blog, where I post whatever and then some!
I am Cyana and use she/her pronouns. Weird aroace lesbian thing, probably. Resident cat-robot-doll-slime-fox-dragon-mermaid-spider-elf-fairy-vampire-monster-thing-girl, all at once until observed. I'm a compsci grad tinkering with tech and code, and I also make art sometimes. Expect 20 posts in a row about a new rabbit hole I just found.
^ me reminding myself not to buy any more figures before they arrive, yet I did it again :}
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Here are some common tags I use:
#[trigger] tw (Plain Text: #[trigger] tw): trigger warning format I use.
#cyana.png (PT: #cyana.png): for all my art.
#cyana.txt (PT: #cyana.txt): listen to me rambling on about everything and anything
#cyana.odt (PT: #cyana.odt): all my writing can be found here, not that it is that much.
#cyana.recipes (PT: #cyana.recipes): a collection of recipes.
#cyana.zip (PT: #cyana.zip): all my archived collections sorted by topic. See the archive master post.
#cyana.ask (PT: #cyana.ask): all my answered asks.
#cyana.crafts (PT: #cyana.crafts): all my crafts.
#cyana.add (PT: #cyana.add): my additions to other people's posts.
#cyana.fig (PT: #cyana.fig): all my rambles about figures.
btw these tags are custom coloured in my blog theme how awesome is that!
That's all!
Much love 💜
Cyana
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some miscellaneous tags I use (mostly for myself as a ref)
Biology/Nature:
- #biology - the science
- #nature - photos of nature
- #animals - pictures of animals. Common specific animals are sometimes only tagged with their own like: #cats #doggos #spooders #duckies #birbs #foxes #froggo
Art:
- #art - art tag
- #artist: X - the artist X. Also: '#artist: source' if op is not the artist. '#artist: unknown' if the artist is not known/clear. '#artist: deactivated' if the artist account is deactivated. '#artist: historic' if it is an old painting/artwork.
- #character design - art of characters posing, character refs, art primarily focused on characters, etc.
- #beastfolk - non-human characters, furries, kemonomimi, etc. (See also #dragons), unless tagged with one of the following three below. If kemonomimi/furry fashion, see #f: beastfolk. For beastfolk figures, see #fig: beastfolk.
- #oceanfolk - same as beastfolk but specifically for ocean-dwellers
- #robotfolk - robot characters or tech associated with that
- #dollfolk - doll characters and talk about being a doll
- #slimefolk - child tag under #beastfolk; slime characters
- #aestheticposting - aesthetic photos
- #street art - art, graffiti, and stickers on the street
- #graffiti - all graffiti
- #stickers - all stickers (or art i want to save to possibly sticker-ify)
- #cyana.png - my art tag
- #cyana.odt - my writing tag
- #cyana.crafts - all my crafts
- #crafts - crafts posts (see also #embroidery, #knitting, #sewing, #origami, #calligraphy etc.)
- #comics - comics
- #manga - Asian comics (I know it is only Japanese; Chinese is manhua etc. Tag is used as a catch-all, and if needed the actual name is also tagged)
- #story rb - short stories/writing
- #poetry - poems
- #art advice - advice about creating art / art techniques
- #art resources - resources to be used when creating art
- #writing advice - advice about writing / writing techniques
- #writing resources - resources to be used when writing
- #music - all music posts
- #fashion - fashion/clothing posts. See also #jfashion #lolita fashion #punk fashion #decora fashion #goth fashion, #f: beastfolk, and the wider tag #kawaii, and more
Queer/LGBTQIA+:
- #trans - trans stuff
- #lgbtqia+ - general queer/lgbtqia+ stuff
- #aro - aromantic stuff (sometimes double tagged as #aromantic)
- #ace - asexual stuff (sometimes double tagged as #asexual)
- #lesbian #yuri #gay #intersex etc. - other queer tags
- #queer history - information about queer history
- #trans science - science articles about transgenderism, debunking transphobia, etc.
- #pride flags - pride flags, or pride-themed artworks with versions for a lot of queer identities (and Coleman)
Books:
- #cyana.epub - books I want to read later
- #books - stuff about books that doesn't fit into the above tag
Tech and web:
- #tech - tech posts
- #programming/#code - posts about programming
- #firefox - Firefox/browser propaganda, ad blocking, privacy stuff
- #internet - posts about the internet in general
Miscellaneous:
- #to read later - posts to come back to and read linked articles/post itself
- #yy - posts to come back to
- #yy.inspo - saved for inspiration
- #to be archived - posts not yet sorted into the archive
- #archived - posts added to the archive
- #fav - my favourite posts
- #polls - all poll posts
- #tag for when sad - cute/funny/positivity stuff
- #science - science posts/research
- #figures - mainly anime figures and ball-jointed dolls (see #bjd, #anime figures, #dolls, or sometimes #plushies). For my own posts about figures see #cyana.fig.
Tags generally for (but not limited to) specific figures/dolls: #fig: fox miko, #fig: eve, #fig: sina, #fig: panda, #fig: red elf, #fig: white elf
More tags: #me #mood #this is gender to me #gender envy #meow #maids #witches #vampires #sex ed #trainposting #motorbikes #public infrastructure #blahaj my beloved #patches #buttons #internet #web 1.0 #88x31 buttons #graphics #guitars #knights #swords #skateboards #swimsuit #lingerie #bunny suit #pyjama #.d (for tumblr days of the week) #nudity #shibari (also for general bondage) #bodyhacking #glasses #umbrella #wagasa (japanese umbrella) #plushies #cyana.hrt #text posts
fandom tags i use or have used in the past (if perhaps only in passing) below.
Vocaloids: #vocaloids #hatsune miku, <( ◜‿◝ )♡, #kasane teto, #akita neru, #kagamine twins, and some more names (all tagged under #vocaloids)
Miku is also tagged with: #strawberry miku #sakura miku #rabbit hole miku #hagane miku #symphony miku #world miku #hachune miku #rotten girl miku #vampire miku #paint girl miku #cherry miku #pyjama miku #ribbon girl miku #world is mine #magnet miku #monitoring miku #deco*27 #retry now miku #calne ca
Anime/manga: #sousou no frieren, #the witch from mercury #the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all, #dungeon meshi, #bocchi the rock!, #danganronpa, #oniichan wa oshimai!, #sailor moon, #ttigraas, #ruri rocks, #my dress up darling, #lucky star, #little witch academia, #precure, #the apothecary diaries, #all purpose cultural cat girl nuku nuku, #symphogear, #golden boy, #ranma 1/2, #witch watch, #sao, #yuru camp, #jellyfish can't swim in the night, #yokohama kaidashi kikou, #monogatari, #nichijou #fantasy bishoujo juniku ojisan to, #skip to loafer, #studio ghibli, #dirty pair, #asumi chan is interested in lesbian brothels!, #maid to skate, #witch hat atelier, #kuma kuma kuma bear, #destiny unchain online, #set it and forget it, #akebi's sailor uniform/#akebi chan no sailor fuku,
Other: #spiderverse (#gwen stacy), #nimona, #good omens, #mlp, #may i ask for one final thing, #ddlc, #tamen de gushi, #infinity nikki, #oneshot, #deltarune, #undertale, #minecraft, #columbo
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from the amnesty report: "The concept of ‘gender ideology’ is used by actors that oppose rights related to bodily autonomy, gender and
sexuality, defend patriarchal gender norms as natural and positions the patriarchal family as the norm, and all other forms of family life as ‘ideology’. This concept is used by secular proponents as well as religious actors, and by some groups that identify as leftist or feminist. Anti-rights actors construct ‘gender ideology’ as an attack on the nation and traditions, as well as an attack on the family, marriage, and religious freedom."
i am pleased that there is a growing understanding of what "gender ideology" is as a dogwhistle, and that people who use it are not defending women but are doing all of the above!
also here on rowling offering to fund people to, as the above points out, sue amnesty international with a handy reminder in it that she also funded the group Sex Matters at the high court case in which not a single trans person was allowed to speak
i note there has already been an effect, in that amnesty initially had a list of organisations who were anti-rights (a term i hadn't come across before and is to the point) and the "gender critical" backlash caused them to take that list down, but it directly linked Alliance Defending Freedom (the far-right American organisation) with anti-trans organisations in the UK... so they are being seen for what they are, the mask (always slapdash and relying on a lack of scrutiny) is slipping and even though the list is down, Sex Matters and The LGB Alliance are still talked about alongside ADF in the report itself
being a kid and hearing adults say stuff like "woah 2011 was 4 years ago haha" didn't really convey the fucking horror of a youtube video crossing my recommended labelled "9 years ago" and it's from 2017. that's not true. 9 years ago is 2010 or something. don't lie.
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(spent too long on Tumblr voice) actually the status quo is okay! It's okay to be the status quo! you don't have to be anything besides the status quo! #statusquoaffirmation #statusquosafe
also, fun fact: I identified as non-binary when I coded this flag and when I took this picture. Since then I got hit by another identity bus, so I'm now a (binary) trans woman.
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Okay like heres the thing to me. If we are going to conceptualize transmasc and transfem to mean "people who transition in a masculinizing way" and "people who transition in a feminizing way" respectively, then we have to also be okay with the fact that its intrinsically connected to assigned gender at birth. Which is fine, and even important when we're talking about transfeminism and transfemininity and the tma/tme dichotomy. Theyre useful words that define trans people in a mostly coherent (if imperfect) way, and lets us talk about how agab affects how you move through the world as a trans person. Like, all things being equal, a hypothetical transmasc they/them and a transfem they/them that look exactly the same will still carry with them different baggage from the gender they were assigned at birth. I hope this makes sense.
My point is, even if these agab-relevant definitions of transmasc and transfem are useful in a transfeminist context, we still have to be mindful of the fact that nonbinary people have spent a long fucking time trying to communicate that they shouldn't have to be coerced into another binary in their daily lives. Like, is an agender person who was assigned male at birth technically transfeminine even if they do not identify with femininity, and the very idea of being thought of being thought of as feminine evokes dysphoria? Yes. But i think going around calling them a transfem is, like, rude at best. Like, i dont blame anyone for seeing the tma/tme dichotomy and getting "what's in your pants" vibes. Again, i understand the usefulness of these definitions, but i do think we need to be mindful about how we use them interpersonally.
I think that the words TMA/TME are good signifiers of transmisogyny dynamics because they allow for naming who experience transmisogyny structurally without calling someone fem or masc, and while including nonbinary folks in this intersectional theory, as long as every party involved has an understanding of these dynamics. But once you need to explain why, the entire class of cis people aside, you will inevitably land in a conversation of the societal violence of CAGAB and effect of the direction of transition thereupon. Thus you will need some way to describe the direction of transition to describe that dynamic.
My gripes with the terms transfem/transmasc are that they can mean two things—in transfeminist context they refer to direction of transition away from CAGAB only, but common use outside of that is also the direction towards a gender or a label for a (group of) gender(s) itself. The latter use obviously leaves nonbinary people out who do not identify with femininity but are affected by transmisogyny. In your example of the 'transfem' agender person, that direction is away from CAMAB, but not towards femininity. So yes again it would be accurate in transfeminist context, but it is also rude to apply gendered terms to someone agender in its other common use. A dilemma.
Would we need to? Outside of transfeminist theory, never. Simply not relevant, and rude. But otherwise, it comes down to replacing transfem/transmasc in transfeminist context with new terms that still succeed to describe the dynamic while avoiding above problems. I've heard about the term transfeminised which implies the involuntary basis the dynamic happens on, which I believe might be the alternative. It does not do away completely with a gendered term but I do not believe that is possible without losing the ability to describe the gendered social dynamic in the first place.
"TME/TMA is about genitals" people have yet to address that this makes it sound like they genuinely believe that cis men all have pussies and trans women all have dicks. Neither of which is fucking true.
I mean this in, the kindest way possible, this is one of many reasons why TME/TMA is important to discuss. The idea that nonbinary people cannot be transfem is a result of the massive amount of erasure of transfem nonbinary folk due to transmisogyny.
whether 'intending' to or not, the anti-TMAs are trying to kick butch and nb transfems out of the transfem umbrella and erase the fact that we were ever there. "honeybee transfem" is the same
this has been a very hard decision to make, but I need to pause transfem voices project
when I started it three months ago I genuinely did not expect it to reach the size it has. I've been told by a lot of people who do this kind of work professionally that it's very taxing and that, with the volume I've been taking on, I need to make sure to take care of myself. I figured I would go until something gave, and something giving is where I'm at now
I don't regret a second of it, because it's clear now more than ever that this is work that needs to be done, and I love every one of my transfem sisters. it's vitally important that we have spaces and resources like this to heal from our sexual trauma, and there are dangerously few of those in the world. that's why it's been so hard to decide to take a break, and I want to truly apologize that this resource will spend some time closed off
I'm going to be exploring options for making this work more sustainable when I open the project back up. I've been discussing the possibility with some transfeminist friends of bringing on additional people to help process submissions, and moving the project to a sideblog to facilitate this. that's one possibility, but I'll explore other possibilities as well during my break
I apologize, but I'd like to request that submissions are not made during this break. I still have a few submissions to process, so those will go up soon, but those will be the last submissions until the project is opened again
here are some stats: the project started on April 9th, 2026, and has run for 94 days. it has had 330 submissions, for an average of 3.5 submissions per day
finally, I want to make a call to action. sexual abuse resources for transfems need to exist much more than they do now. they need to exist far beyond the scope of me or this one project. there's nothing particularly special about me that has allowed me to do this. I realized there was a need for it and I started doing it. you can do this too. if you're reading this and you have the capacity in any way, please consider looking into what you can do for transfem survivors of sexual abuse. there are so many of us, and rarely ever do we get any of the support we need
Horrifying that the TVP got so many voices (although it was statistically to be expected) - but it really shone a light on how common it is and how alone each and every one of us isn't. Seeing how common my experience was changed my shame into anger, a far healthier emotion to have about SA. But having mediated conflict in my community, it is absolutely not a one-woman job and cannot be done alone without risking vicarious traumatisation.
All the stories about how strange, surreal and 'not real' SA feels - how many of us don't feel like 'actual' survivors - is a direct outcome of transmisogyny which tells us we cannot be survivors, we're 'meant' to be perpetrators. It was immensely validating and healing to know I wasn't alone, even if it was confronting to read so many stories.
We need resources now. I wish I had a support group or something for it. We need action. We need to destroy the fundamental mechanisms of society that make it possible. And in my case, we need the state to stop routinely sexually humiliating and raping women in prison.
Anyway: thankyou, OP
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This is our Really Big Coin. It is big because it makes other things look small when photographed next to it. Actually, it is a 20:1 replica of the EUR 50-cent, you see it being milled out here. We needed to do quite a bit of sanding, lacquering and smudging to obtain the desired look and some climbing to get into required shooting position (you need to get up real high to take good pictures). The result is a short series of photographs, attempting to visually scale down real-sized objects.
