We need name for
term that is something like guilty-pleasure, but it is *this* feeling when you feel good, disgusted, question how society and economy still works; and how dissecting everything into some kind of morale render us incapable to do anything that is not (in) any sense "bad"...
if you get this; what i wanted to say
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"Lametha"
(new term · noun)
feeling, as when you discover new song/thing, but (you) are too afraid it will become your obsession again - which will but dissipate nevertheless and will be replaced by another one; and, you feel guilty for those feelings (to that)
"Deulo" (n. [new term]) {to be changed}
feeling of: guilt(y pleasure), (morbid?) curiosity, disgust, denial and fear...
"2007 positivism …" (goofy name, should be better at this, to be changed)
When youve got this urge to yell for/from full lungs "wtf happened to Old Web!", watching as people share their most vile, insane bs publicly , at times in full names, proudly, and they mean it...
All those things that were "forbidden" on interwebs, in Olden days... Full names, private photos, talking to randos, and celebrating own stupidity, when i look, it seems.
And fake-good 00s-10s critical thinking skills lessons. One ear in, other out(?)… "I find it kind of funny, a funny kind of sad", how opinions change like that, more so, without second thought. Path of least resistance innit…
Privacy gone, but you wanted that. If no one, me neither, as it is fine. «Poop alone > poop with friends»
it is surely easier to convince openness over security, than to make people responsible for mistakes from early age, or something similar…
<no names. Just unwritten basis on common sense [hello, do you copy, someone!?] (yeeeeeah, BC I forgot - C.S. was sold over to people who don't give a f + that they therefore don't clash with others much, as those types of people could instead of those who got this habit in actual…
- what the eternal dilemmatic tragedy , when cheap points are more than priceless (surplus) points on morality [or call it as you wish, if you, after all this walltext, can still follow up/me thru]>!
Lol. What else piss me off a little and should not is, how "newbies" , instead of lurking as in times of Old Web, sought to be banned at the first try as they spam and annoy the way in entrance/scene. Rude, if you ask me. Where is fear XD?! Respect. Humility??
No clue if you ever noticed that, or it is just nostalgia and anemoia speaking from me. If it is real issue, struggle - or I am just "old school" (2007/08 on). Imagine that; either ｄａ ｗｅｉｚ changed. Or we were like this too. No memories of me being like that tho - or it is just wishful thinking of me, looking from perspective of present day. Either way, got the feels I ever predate that.
Not the Culture, be it y2k, Eternal september, or even before that. What I am talking about is, my idea is, - my politics, ways, views, align more with 60s and 80/90s max 10s, than with situations nowadays. -
On and on, - as bad as it sounds, - what is normal for one is bigotry for another. Simplifications and generalizations surely don't help that. - Mentioning the before about critical thinking, cheap points, "children bad" morality security, so on.
(Worst thing is following The Current thing without further deeper thoughts!!)
spiritually (no Boomer) Hippie DGAF "old soul"
I must've made dozens of "good-faith" fallacies by now XD. Hopes you got me!
