a little bit of me

im having a crisis the girl i like. shes fantastic. i think about her all the time. over analyzing just about every confrontation weve had. she doesnt know. shes pretty much as straight as they come. and no i havent asked her about it - how could you do that casually - and yes i understand everyone is a lil gay but just not her. and the saddest part is that she think anyone actually likes her much at all. she doesnt think she deserves love. she is completely blind to the caring she deserves. and i dont know what to do

I haven't written in ages. I've been keeping myself too busy. But I have started daily vlogs for the summer. So don't expect too many logs from me, because they probably won't be coming. There's so many things I want to have documented, but I'm too far behind now to catch up. That's okay. I'm starting something new