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On Digital Decluttering
I had over 4,000 books on myĀ Want to ReadĀ list on Goodreads, and that number was giving me anxiety.
Letās do the absurd math. First, we need an average reading time per book. Letās say the average book is 300 pages long. Reading speed might be 250ā300 words per minute, which lands most people at 6ā10 hours per book (and thatās totally hypothetical). Letās be generous and say Iām a caffeinated speed-reader (fun fact: I always go for decaf coffee, but thatās not the point): average = 8 hours per book.
So, 4,000 books Ć 8 hours = 32,000 hours. If I read 24 hours a day (assuming Iām a vampire who doesnāt need sleep, food, blinking, or basic maintenance), then: 32,000 Ć· 24 = 1,333 days = ~3.65 years nonstop.
So yeah. I eventually realized that wasnāt going to happen anytime soon. Besides, when I added all those books to my list, I was a different person. My taste in books has changed a lot lately, and Iām pretty sure many of those titles were never going to be read by 2026-Nessy (or even future me).
I went through the process, which took quite a few days, of reviewing my list and deleting the books I knew didnāt fit my reading taste anymore. I couldāve been more thorough, read every synopsis, and probably reduced the number even more, but letās be real.
Anyway, I managed to get it down to a still-large total of 2,827 books. Not ideal. But satisfying. I probably wonāt read all of them, and Iāll have to make peace with that. Still, Iām proud of this small decluttering session. And now I feel like decluttering my other social media apps, my phone gallery, and anything else Iāve been hoarding digitally, because all of it takes up mental space on top of being unnecessary.
Clearing digital clutter wonāt magically fix life, but it does make the mind feel lighter. And lighter minds make better choices.
Back to Writing - Day 1 :|
Hey, you whoās reading this. Nice to see ya here! I finally decided to take matters into my own hands and go back to writing. I have a shameful number of books I started and never finished, and some that I did finish but still need heavy editing. Plus, I really miss writing. The thing is, I have to admit Iām rusty. I genuinely feel like I forgot how to be a writer (yes, after writing and publishing 2 books a couple of years ago).Ā So, today I set up some writing prompts and picked one just to try. I knew it would suck, but I also knew I had to push through and write it anyway. I kid you not when I say that I stared at the screen for several long minutes just trying to figure out how to start. It was supposed to be a 10-minute writing session with a specific theme, and I couldnāt even start the timer because I felt like I needed a plan before typing a single letter. I realized, my friend, that I was just avoiding the discomfort of failing. I kept fooling myself into thinking I had to come up with something creative, that I had to visualize the whole story before starting, but I completely missed the point of the exercise: just freaking write something! I ended up writing something. I hated it, but it was freeing. Because, well, I DID WRITE SOMETHING! Thatās just a snippet of the predicament I put myself in today, but I think you get the picture. If you, like me, want to write a book or finish the ones youāve already started, try adding āwrite anything for a few minutesā to your daily schedule. Trust me, weāre walking this path slowly but surely. Letās be honest and accept that weāre not going to jump back in and write a whole book overnight. But commit with me to taking baby steps toward becoming a writer again, okay?