dianne

I need to stop crashing tf out and lock in. It’s not even funny at this point like….well it was never funny but I just—what the scallop

BUT ON A BETTER NOTE THE HUZZ TEXTED ME ON SNAP 🫣 Shes so nice and pretty and AHHH I WISH SHE WENT TO MY SCHOOOOOL 😔

IM LITERALLY SO UNSURE ON WHAT TO DO NEXT YEAR UGH

…our last Astronomy Club of the year is tomorrow.

Apparently one of the guys girlfriends really didn’t like me even though we barely know eachother—started a whole plan for weeks for all of them to just leave the groupchat, some even blocked me. Now I’m just trying to pick the pieces back together, again.

I’m really, really tired. I’m trying my hardest to get all A’s, finals are coming up, of course, but I think the combined stress of home life, school life, friends—I don’t have the brain power to keep track of it all. I feel like I just—collapse under pressure, I’m irrational, I spiral, and I’m loosing the motivation to keep my head above water.

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I met an amazing person named Willow a couple days ago. We’re only talking, but I genuinely think I’m falling for them…and they’re interested in me too. BUT NONE OF US ARE READY TO DATE YET! AUUUGH!

I’m totally fine with waiting, I want to respect their decisions, but they’re just genuinely so pretty and awesome and I’m new to all of this stuff so idk AHHHHH

Today is earth day! As a avid space lover you know I couldn’t NOT post 🤭

School is structured in a way that we value grades more then we value learning. That’s why kids cheat on tests.

I love crying during the middle of lunch and the super supportive “friends” I have paying no attention and instead joking about gender reassignment surgery. Like HELLO? I sit right next to you?

It’s actually so unfunny how one of them even turns around to face the other (sitting right next to me) saying “are you okay? I know you’re not but you’re clearly not okay” while I’m fucking crying my eyes out right next to them. It’s like okay, yeah sure I’m bawling but go ask the person NEXT to me if they’re okay cause they’re clearly in need of more rn.

(Not saying this person didn’t need help, but it feels really fucking ironic that a single word was not spoken to me by these two the entire time)

I feel like I’m always there to let people have a shoulder to cry on, but when I start having a crisis nobody does jack shit.