notryan-blog

why do i always have to fake so much it gets annoying and then people always treat me like shit and no one cares so y should i

Does anyone have any recommendations for a free VPN i can use please

what i hate most is i feel wierd ever showing my "real self" infront of anyone eccept for a few people but if someone i trust with my "real self" is there with me but someone i dont trust with it i will mask like i usually do there are very few people i trust with it but what i hate most is that when i mask people hate me but thats not unexpected alot of people hate me like alot and idk why but its life ig <3 idk why im "venting" here tf is wrong with me #everything

im challenging myself for whoever sees this post i need someone to leave like a general idea of someone and i WILL make a picrew of the one i choose just leave a discription of someone in comment <3

There is someone in my life who does do sh quite a bit and yet still n matter what i try to do they dont even attempt to stop and it makes me kinda sad but i still really like it when they tell me when they did it, it may make me kinda sad but atleast i can try to help them <3 and im clean 1 week and ima see how long i can go <3 :)

alot of people ask me why im doing sh and wanting to kms but then they dot realize what im been through in my life and what "friends" and family do to me ALL THE TIME it gets annoying and sometimes its the only thing that can relieve my pain i just wish i wasnt here to begin with <3

i wish i could help one of my friends from doing sh and all my efforts have not paid off but im going to keep trying to help her no matter what ill be there for her :)