sea storms & thoughts

one of my sexual fantasies is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.

if i’m ever brutally murdered and everyone feels like they need to do something productive in my memory, all i want is for you to pass legislation banning LED headlights in my name. regardless of how irrelevant it is to my murder. it’s relevant to my heart.

no one gets me like my customized chill playlist on spotify

“One day I will be able to wake up and create art with every breath I take. I will paint. I will write until you slip you hands around my waist from behind me. You will kiss my neck and we will look out the window upon the mountains or the sea. Whichever you prefer. I have no preference. You will hold my stomach and we will talk of a child that may not be born for another ten years. But we want one someday but not today. Today we will be young and smoke and create something that might last longer than we do. Today we are free.”

That's all kinds of clever

It’s a cold and it’s a broken mamma mia

hallelujah, here i go again