clusterfuck of homos

robin hobb talking about how the fool was only supposed to show up for one scene, say a single line and disappear, but when she started to write he refused to leave….he wanted to stay…….‘when he suddenly declares, ‘we’re here to save the world, you and i’ i’m going i have no idea what you’re talking about’…….‘he’s one of those characters that has no respect for an outline, no respect for the plot’…….if i think at all about beloved fighting tooth and nail scratching and biting to stay, to stay by fitz, to not be left behind, in and out of the story i break my own heart in a million little pieces. my curiosity has always been greater than my wisdom. but largest of all is my own loneliness………

me at the convent: no god for me thanks i'm just here to fuck the nuns

i understand why some people arent into them but i personally will never be sick of internalized homophobia subplots i love shame i love it when characters experience shame