the sun will rise and we will try again

there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

my heeaaaaaart huuuuuuuuurts 

at least theres still listening to music while staring at the ceiling

the way i want to love and be loved is so unbearable

”once, I saw a bee drown in honey, and I understood.” -Nikos Kazantzakis

When i get hurt, something inside me just shuts off

I miss everything and will never get any of it back. whatever

how do you just get up and deal with the fact that there’s a last time for everything. there was a last time you sat on your dads shoulders and there was a last time your mom tucked you into bed. there’s going to be a last time you kiss your sister on the head and there’s going to be a last time you hug your best friend. there’s going to be a last time you feel exactly as you feel right now and there’s going to be a last time that person says i love you. i need to lay down

please be nice to me, i'm in my twenties. do you know what that does to a person

when someone loves you - really loves you - treat them gently. text your best friend back when you can. tell your mother you noticed her haircut and that she was right about that recipe. tell your grandfather that the boats in his bottles are the best things you’ve ever seen. be good to the people who are good to you. it’s the least you can do.

Hand kisses

hey when the fuck are things gonna get easier