nyny

Yea let’s talk about that bc I’m avoiding my english essay right now

SO UMM WHERE DO I START

so first things first, I am not gender expert, if you think that Alucard is a cis man with shaved balls and a huge cock that’s fine, but please just do not hate. I might get some things wrong because… *checks notes* english isn’t my first language? Yes, I can write all of this but I cannot write a basic ass introduction for my uni homework. Also, fuck gender. It’s too confusing.

I want to start by saying that I don’t really share the headcanon of Alucard being gender fluid because hmmm idk I don’t hate it it’s just that, I wish there were more things about him that screamed “gender fluid” instead of just him turning into a little girl to tease the shit out of Walter.

So as you guys know Alucard doesn’t give a single fuck about his physical form, he can become shadows, vlad dracula, girlycard, a dog even ? Yea, that’s cool, but I think that’s the exact reason he might be Agender. He simply doesn’t care.

Think about it, Alucard doesn’t identify or feel as a girl when he was girlycard, he just didn’t care as long as he annoyed Walter, he didn’t care when he was Vladcard as long as he.. uh, I don’t really remember why he turned into Vladcard, but I’m sure the reason behind wasn’t because he felt like a man in that moment. Not even when he’s in his more “Alucard” form, you know, red trench coat, black hair, etc, etc.

I think that every time he shape shifts he just doesn’t give a shit about the gender. It’s like it’s a completely secondary thing that happens when he just do his thing nevertheless if he’s a man, woman or a dog.

Like, if Integra needs him to.. idk let’s say infiltrate into a convent, what would be the most convenient thing to do ? Turn into a woman I guess. He’s appearance shifts into a fem presenting one not because he wants to shift his gender as well, he does it because it gets the job done.

This also applies to his Alucard form —I’m so sorry that’s such a stupid way to say it— he just doesn’t give a fuck if he’s masc presenting as long as he gets a physical form aaaand also he gets into those damn clothes, he really wanted that red coat.

I could say he’s agender because I believe he doesn’t want to limit his physical form nor his existence as a vampire into a binary or, dare I say human thing. Of course there’s a agender humans out there! But, imagine an agender vampire, that’s mind blowing.

Alucard accepts his nature as a monster and lives his truth as one, even if he hates with his guts being a beast —Oh, that might be a good reason you can headcanon him as gender fluid perhaps, didn’t think about that one!— And we can see that, his connections to gender are just not the most important thing to him. If he uses his gender, it might just be because of his selfish reasons or his job. I mean, do you see Riocard? Damn.

I think I could add more things but I don’t know how to express those words in english. If I said something wrong or that could be transphobic, please let me know, I know I’m not the most educated person about this topic, but I know I can always do better.

I did it.

Yes I got lazy with Vlad, yes that flower is a png, yes I didn’t render his hair, yes they’re MARRIED. Might draw their rings later.

Based on that drawing, I think you can guess it.

This is my first time drawing a man, be nice please, I’m a homosexual, I only know how to draw pretty women :(

Also, does she looks like Tegra? I think curly/wavy hair suits her ! And also forgot to draw her eyepatch… and which eye got shoot.