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My mind keeps playing tricks on me. I keep thinking that the universe tries to tell me something, but then go completely opposite in a quick second. Giving me happiness and confidence and then just yank it all away and leave me feeling worse than before. But that's just how it is.

It's December, almost Christmas. What a year it's been. I've accomplished a lot and I've learned so much. I moved out, recorded an EP that should be released next year, and I'm still employed as well at a really good job. I'm still not over that one person, but I have a good feeling that once I actually tell her all my feelings and just try to be on the same page as her, it'll all be okay again. Confrontation is scary especially with the encounters that I've been with :/ Social anxiety really sucks

Well, I've returned for an update I guess, not that I think anyone is really reading these or checking up on me. Life has really changed in the last couple of weeks. I moved out with 2 of my most wonderful friends back in early September. Since then I haven't really talked to anyone, received texts, calls, or invites on hanging out. It's been really lonely. I get into my mind a lot and have been reminiscing on older days. Great memories. But it's just been making me upset. I've come across some really cool people and some I'm still scared and nervous to ask to hang out. I honestly just always want company around. I hate being alone. I just want to be around my friends and have a good time, but with all this work and friends having different schedules, it's been difficult. I miss my friends so much. If you know me, please feel free to message me whenever and talk to me about whatever. Always welcoming new friends too, please.