Do you ever feel like no one will ever be on your level? Not in a narcissist way. Just like no one will ever share your passions or goals with you or have the drive to keep up with you? I do sis.
Small biz owner, blogger, student, artist, and part time employee over here just trying to find a friend or partner who doesnât go âthatâs coolâ and move on when I talk about my life.
People my age (Iâm not even 20 btw) are not as emotionally mature or have as much experience as I do. Nothing wrong with that, kind wish that was me sometimes, but my life circumstances said âthatâs toughâ. Iâm grateful for my accomplishments, but I resent them sometimes because itâs alienated me from ppl my age & those who used to be my ride or die best friends.
Thatâs why I want to have someone âon my levelâ just so I have company and actual support. Real support. Not blanket encouragement or congratulations. Those things are nice and appreciated, but they donât help practically. Kind words donât help me manage my business or research or write. Kind words donât pay the bills and keep me from burnout. I need someone on my level, to keep up with and help me. But canât find anyone. Never have and Iâm afraid I never will. Iâm afraid not finding that person is gonna be my downfall.
People can say âall you need is yourselfâ but that toxic encouragement and downright wrong. Everyone needs help. Kpop idols have a whole team of people helping them day on and day out. CEOs have assistants and board members. Motivational speakers have editions, trainers, and event managers. Everyone needs help. I just hope I can find mine.
