Birthdate: 9th February 1987 (31)
Gender and Pronouns: Male, he/him
Hometown: New York City, New York
Neighborhood:Â Manhattan, New York City
Occupation: Actor
Faceclaim: Michael B. Jordan
Trigger Warnings: alcoholism, drugs, overdose
Noah Scorsene was born in New York City, but given up for adoption only three months after his birth. He was lucky to be adopted by a young couple that had already adopted a boy his age, and later on adopted a younger sister for him as well. They were your average happy family next door, and looking back at his childhood, Noah knows he has nothing to complain about. There was love, fun and happy memories all around. Yet growing up, Noah soon realized that he wasnât really good at much except working out â and looking good. He failed at school, he failed at learning an instrument, he failed at most hobbies that he tried throughout his life. In contrast to his siblings, he had nothing to show. With seventeen, he started modeling a little on the side after someone approached him on the street. After graduation, thatâs the career he pursued. While his parents werenât entirely happy with it, they supported him either way.
His modeling career eventually got him into acting. In his mid twenties, Noah actually went through the roof â not something he or anybody else expected. But he starred in several huge movies and was nominated for several big awards. But Noah was only ever second place. He never won the award, he was only the guy politely smiling on the sidelines. The pressure became more and more with every good role, and also every missed award. Thanks to said pressure, he lost himself in a whirlwind a lot of celebrities lost the fight to already â drugs and alcohol. Parties were his second home. He often woke up in beds of strangers, already aching for the next drink.Â
Noah only woke up from his mess when he opened his eyes in a hospital room after an overdose. The result of his latest fling dumping him because he was so dependent on his ways to numb his pain. His sister sat by his side, crying, begging him to go into rehab before he ended his life too soon. And although he didnât want to admit it, he went through rehab regardless. Once he was done with that, he lived in Sweden for a year, in a small house by the ocean. He was on his own most of the time, just sitting on his porch, looking out on the ocean and wrote a lot. Word documents full of his personal thoughts. After a year of doing that, he returned to his home in New York though.
Noah was dying to be close to his family again, but New York was full of the things that got him into the addiction in the first place. Unsure what to do with his life now, the pressure is back, knocking at his door. Noah isnât sure if going back into the acting business is a good idea, but at the same time, he doesnât think heâs good at much else. Afraid that he will not succeed, afraid of failure and afraid that he wonât find his way back into a good life, Noah feels as if heâs stuck.
( + ) hard-working, passionate, charming
( - ) thoughtless, impulsive, possessive
