Remade

It's been a minute, so I figured I'd come check in so y'all don't think I've disappeared into the bog(I wish lol)

So in the past month(s) I have:

- Seen giant statues that include but aren't limited to the following: three giant cows, a giant solo cup, King Kong on a building (and his hairy booty cheeks), TWO tow maters, another big jeebus, cows getting electrocuted, a skeleton family, and a giant disco ball.

- Been trying to take care of myself a little more and that includes setting boundaries even when I'm uncomfortable.

- Got hit by an uninsured driver on the way to work(she cancelled her insurance @ the accident) so now I'm fighting w insurance 🥴 THEN on our way back from driving around Gatlinburg, we hit a God damned deer in the GR going literally 45mph. 😭 So now we're out two cars, driving around a shitty rental jeep(sorry jeep lovers but this is ass it sounds like it was built w legos)

- I've also permanently deleted everything that is even close to relevant to a person who serves no purpose in my memory.

- Went and saw Winona Fighter for the second time this year (photos above, not pictured: my busted arm that probs needed stitiches from giving into my impulses while staring in a mirror while getting ready) and got into a pit for the first time in 4 months.

- went to a different driftwood beach around Edisto island and it was BEAUTIFUL 🥰

- I FINISHED SCARLETT'S LETTER AT 125K WORDS?! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK Y'ALL Getting it ready for beta readers makes me feel some type of way. That's a lot of words.

So, I guess things are looking a bit better and while I'm still struggling with my internal monologue, I'm dealing with it and that's all I can do.

Bonus pictures from this morning for those that read this far bc the others are from a month ago and I felt p okay this morning ok byeeeeee

A lot has happened (as always) but I've kinda crawled out of my hole (mostly on other platforms) 🫣

Over the past (insert time frame), I was able to go see PUP and Jeff Rosenstock when they FINALLY made their way down south 🥴 screaming along to Alanis Morrisette with my favorite band was literally cathartic and felt like it was meant to be, given my life for the past year.

Then some lady decided she was gonna run me off the road at 6am and side swipe my car while I was passing her and then try to fight me before a cop had to explain how roads work to her, so now Appa is not safe to drive and I miss my car 😭 also!!! She was uninsured!!!! So now I'm fucked!!! ☺️

Anyway, I've only got ten chapters to go until my beta draft is done for Scarlett's Letter, I don't have friends irl anymore because I've set boundaries and maintained them, I've been taking (a lot of) mini trips with the mans, idk I what color my hair is anymore, I've spent too much money on Halloween decor, I've really been enjoying the show Helstrom, i watched The Substance last night and now my heebies are jeebied, ummm what else???

Oh yeah, love ya 🖤

(bonus video of me screaming along to you oughta know for your viewing pleasure sry for ur earholes)