Nix.The.Neg

Yesterday I had such a good day. I'm not sure why it was good, maybe it's because I managed to take a shower, and get dressed, even though I have been feeling a bit under the weather for the last couple of days. Mental health is such a stigmatized thing, and it isn't quite looked at in the sense that physical health is. I've missed two days of work, and I can barely leave my chair. I find myself opening my eyes in the morning and then I cannot wait until it's time to shut them again later that night. My medications make me vomit constantly, and I am tired of being a constant giunea pig for the doctors. I feel like this never ending battle will never stop. I am a very upbeat person, but these mental issues I battle with myself everday threaten to take away the one thing about myself that I like, and that's my inner peace. Today, the only thing I can really do is just decide to not give up...today. <3

Drunk thoughts, what yall got for me? I have plenty. Always.

I'm from a small ass town. And I have wanted to get out of this god forsakin town since I was 15 years old. I am almost 30. I love the south, however refuse to move to Florida for personal reasons. What would you all recommend? Also, I want ferrets. Need some advice on that as well.