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i’m going on vacation after work tomorrow so i probably won’t exercise for a few days but that means i can eat even less 😋

gonna have a coffee in the morning then fast hopefully as long as i can without anyone noticing 😵‍💫

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“It gets better I promise”

NO!!!!!!! IT!!!!!!! DOES!!!!! NOT!!!!!!!!!

hell0f4tty

anyways my one friend clearly doesn’t want me in his life anymore so i am filling the hole in my heart with my ed 🖤

and maybe if i get skinny enough he’ll care about me again and want me to move back in with him 🥹

not that anyone is gonna read this but i am 100% at the lowest point in my life. i moved in with my abusive bf which i now regret obviously but i can’t move back to my old place bc my friends got a new roommate so now i have to see them hang out without me all the time while i’m here at my new place isolated and lonely, i broke up with my bf but he hasn’t moved out yet and he’s just harassing me 24/7.

i spent last week in inpatient at the mental hospital and when i got out all my friends that were so “worried about me” won’t even talk to me anymore. one of my old roommates said he needed space from me an he cancelled on this trip we were supposed to go on together.

on top of all that i missed a lot of work while in the hospital so now i am pretty low on cash and might have to cancel the tattoo appointment i had coming up :/

honestly the thing that sucks the most is how all your friends will say they’re always here for you, but when you actually start showing severe signs of mental illness and really need your friends, that’s when it gets too much for them and they leave you alone when you need them most..

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so i’ve been pretty much maintaining 116-122 lbs all summer, i’m currently at 116 lbs and i’ve just started to lose again. my entire life went to shit and i’m on new meds that make me have no appetite and my depression has been so bad lately.

at this rate i will for sure reach my goal weight but i just can’t bring myself to care anymore. everything just feels so pointless, i don’t even have the energy to count calories anymore but i’m for sure eating under 800 a day. probably under 500 most days lately too.

thank god i’m too depressed to eat 😐

i’m down to 115 lbs 💕

i haven’t shit in three days this is awful

#eating disroders #anorexya #eating disoder tw #thiiiinspo #tw ed thoughts

took the batteries out of my scale so i’m not tempted to weight myself for a whole week bruh the daily weight fluctuations stress me out

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so close to my next gw 😰

cw: 116.2 but i look so damn chubby today wtf

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why am i bloated 24/7 🥴

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oh yeah i have ibs that’s why lmao

5/6/22

cw: 117.2 bmi: 19.5

been eating around 900-1100 cals a day lately my days usually look like this:

breakfast: 350 cals - need enough food to have energy for work🙂

lunch: 200 cals - usually a yogurt or fruit or something small i can eat on my break

dinner: 350 cals - sometimes a little more if i have a drink or two with it

also i’ve been getting into weight lifting which is actually really fun lol. when i was at my lw i NEVER ate over 800 cals a day but i was always tired so yeah i feel good where i’m at with my daily intake rn. also i very rarely binge anymore 🙅‍♀️

leg check 5’5” 118 lbs

#body ch3ck #ugw #eating disroders #personal #tw ed thoughts #weigthloss #anorexya

next goal is to be under 115 lbs by the first week of june for my camping trip :)

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some body checks from this week. cw 117.8 lbs. height: 5’5” bmi like 19 or 20 idk. excuse my fat fingers lol

cw: 118.4

only 10 more lbs to my previous LW 😌🤞

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