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“Forgiveness doesn’t excuse their behaviour. Forgiveness prevents them from destroying your heart.”

As the rain reached the concrete

...and dear god, give him happiness and if sadness still lingers in his eyes; give him whatever happiness is left of mine.

“You don’t get to do that. You don’t get to just walk in and out of my life that. You don’t get to come walking back in like nothing happened and pretend everything is ok. Because it’s not. You promised to stick by me through thick and thin. But where the fuck were you when I was at my worst, Screaming, Crying, Where the fuck were you when I needed you the most?”

“I’m sorry I gave you everything I had without making sure you wanted it.”

“I’m still coughing up the smoke & lies you told me.”

You’re no cannibal but you still chewed up my heart and then spat it out.

“I’d give anything for you to look at me again the way you did back then.”

Everytime you look at me I see regret in your eyes

“You were like a drug with two eyes and a painfully twisted soul. And I knew right then that I would die trying to bring it back to the state where I could finally recognize it again.”