suguru

relapse or wait this out🤔🤔🤔

im vomitng i cant do this shit why cant i just stay regulated through anytjign why cant i just not be fuckin angry for once. for just a second let me feel anything but anger and arendaline. i hate myself for every word that comes out of me nobody deserves to know of my existence

i feel disgusting everytime i go to talk or make any sound at all it comes out as nothing but small whispers. i can hardly breath and i feel super sick. i just want to like disappear dude idfk i hate everyone i know except like 2 people. i feel like the whole world is against me which i wouldnt be fuckin shocked but whatever. i deadass hope i dont get sick if i do i will break down

im overthinking so bad someone just nerf me

im gonna vomit i hate everyone youre all assholes

yeeeh im relapsing 🥹

id prefer hell than silence

i hate everything i say. use it all against me so i learn to keep my stupid mouth shut. i can learn, i know i can.

i told myself id never be vulnerable again, here i am. im fucking pathetic kill me. im not sure if i want you to take advantage of that or not

god no matter what it is i fuck it up. i need to yell and scream at someone

i need to be mad i need to yell at someone i feel disgusting when im not miserable. i want to hurt people like they hurt me, i need to prove there is no good in this world. i crave the adrenaline of being pissed off