That if you talk enough sense, then you'll lose your mind..

My point is, yes I'm sure its very fucking annoying to hear someone consistently apologize, but know, that they only do it because they're worried that they’re bothering you. Or they’re worried that they’re unintentionally annoying you. So instead of being a jerk, maybe try to understand when someone is coming from? Do you think I enjoy having to apologize and worry that every word out of my mouth is wrong? I really don’t. I wish I was confident enough to be like yeah okay my existence isn’t bothersome yay people might actually like me and want to hang out with me.

But I’m not. And as much as this will make me self loathe, if you can’t deal with how annoying my apologizing is then I don’t want you in my life. I’m a work in progress, I’m so flawed, and so aware. But if you’re here to make me feel worse about myself, tbh you’re probably an unhealthy thing in my life and need to fuck off.