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I ship Sephiroth with nearly everyone. Cloud, Tifa, Angeal, Genesis, OC, Reader? All good. He just needs love. Someone give him a hug.
I don't even need him to even get shipped. He can get non romantic/sexual love. Idc which version of Sephiroth it is too. EC, CC, AC you name it. Let someone adopt him. I'd be content with him getting adopted by a herd of chocobo.
Hell, let a ZOLOM find him and adopt him as baby.
Did Sephiroth create a false explanation for the red string on Nameless?? (Or did some outer force put this image in his head? 🤔)
I see,
組みひも
“kumihimo”
“braided cord”
Is this a reference to the traditional Japanese craft of “Kumihimo?”
Note the red cords on the helmet!
I cannot tell if Nameless is decorated with a plaited cord or if it is a ribbon…
The concept art shows what looks more like cord to me!
I am not able to reach my Japanese source at this time so if anyone has thoughts on the possible “kumihimo” reference please share with me!
From a speculation angle, I would not be surprised if the loss of his photo of “Jenova” has made Sephiroth desperate for some connection to his mother. If that is the case and this red braid is the item referenced in the dream, then he could have told himself that it was a gift from his mother. That way he could feel closer to her. That depends on if my guess is right though!
“Obedient Soldier”
[A phrase uttered by Sephiroth in Scene 07-06. As this line indicates, Sephiroth in BC (Before Crisis) was regularly obedient to orders, such as defending the Mako canon and protecting Hojo. Therefore, Shinra valued the worth of Sephiroth's loyalty and treated him like a hero.]
-Keyword Collection, CC Complete Guide, p. 285
“Until then, I will be an obedient soldier of Shinra…”
He uses the term “従順な“ which is described above. He willfully submits himself to Shinra’s authority regularly in spite of inner turmoil and reluctance much of the time.
I see more of this with every update in The First Soldier. Sephiroth calls it his only job. You would say then “Yes, and he is paid for it and treated like a hero! That is why he obeys!”
First. Where is this interest in money? And who is to say he receives it? He was raised and trained by Shinra from his boyhood days. His lack of interest in money is said clearly.
Angeal might have partially misjudged him for it too in chapter one of episode 2 when Bachman asked Sephiroth’s opinion on the situation in Robio:
Sephiroth: “Search for the missing troops. Don’t interfere with the filming. Anything else is not my job.”
Angeal: “You’re a stingy guy.”
Sephiroth: “What?”
Angeal: ”There’s no harm in experiencing things. Don’t just consider profit gain and loss.”
Sephiroth: “That’s not the reason.”
Angeal: “Then tell me what it is.”
Sephiroth: “….”
(Japanese translation) (*Note about the nuance here at the bottom of the post!)
There is another reason Sephiroth focuses so narrowly on his job but he does not want to state it. He does not want to explain why he focuses on nothing else. Why?
His disinterest in money itself was more obviously stated in episode one:
Matt: “We'll have to talk about the distribution of the reward money… fortunately, he (Sephiroth) doesn't seem to care about money.”
Money is not the reason for Sephiroth’s loyalty to Shinra then. You might then say it’s because they treated him as a hero! Like as it was said in the Guide, they valued his loyalty and dealt with him as a hero. But where is it stated that Sephiroth wants that either? No, it is the opposite.
Sephiroth: ”I don’t want to be a hero. I want to live a normal life…”
Glenn: “What did you say?”
Sephiroth: “Nothing. It’s never going to happen.”
But Sephiroth! Since you are a hero, Shinra must spoil you and treat you well? They must give you so much! Is that why you stay with that defeated resignation?
Perhaps you have authority and respect within the military! The fandom has always called him the General….
Ignore that you see the cameras he hates, the false propaganda he knows about, his low sense of self-worth, how he sees himself as a cyborg killer that does not deserve friends. He never experienced the sensation of joy and fun with others until he met Glenn’s team. Ignore that he was trained to be afraid and heartless. Forget that he has memories of Hojo’s pain and training.
And authority?
“Very sorry. We cannot follow orders from others outside of the normal chain of command.”
These are just infantrymen.
Sephiroth’s ability to refuse orders in Crisis Core was also an unofficial privilege that existed under Lazard’s generous command. If it were Heidegger, no privilege like that would have existed and Sephiroth would have had to kill Genesis and Angeal in Banora. Lazard, a man already disloyal to Shinra, had to be in command for that point in Crisis Core to exist.
“Also, there may or may not be a right to veto orders...It seems to be just unofficial though..”
-Kunsel to Zack, CC DMW flashback
Angeal Hewley is also made team leader over “Shinra’s hero” in episode 2 of The First Soldier. Years later Angeal still gives orders to Sephiroth that the hero follows. Sephiroth’s authority inside Shinra is not like a general or even a captain.
Not that then. Perhaps you are living a lavish lifestyle, hero?
….ah, but do I even need to explain why this one is nonsense when this boy was isolated and brought up by Hojo?
”Mom? Why are you in my bedroom?”
-Sephiroth, chapter one, The First Soldier Episode 2, Japanese.
A lab cell near to where Aerith and Ifalna were held as prisoners?
“I’ve never had many opportunities to interact with people.”
-Sephiroth, chapter five, The First Soldier Episode 1, Japanese.
He would not have in the environment Hojo gave him.
“I am a SOLDIER that was raised to stand on the battlefield. SOLDIERs are worthless unless they are strong in body and mind.”
-Sephiroth, chapter five, The First Soldier Episode 1, Japanese.
“You and I grew up in different worlds. The day we understand each other will never come.”
-Sephiroth to Angeal, chapter one, The First Soldier Episode 2, Japanese.
Hojo is who raised him like this! In isolation and cruelty!
“I am the only one who can speak to Professor Hojo freely at any time, who researches the limits of our SOLDIER abilities…”
-Sephiroth to Angeal, chapter one, The First Soldier Episode 2, Japanese.
Did that Halloween event not show us the deeper horror beneath these other horrors? And who they were connected to?
Hojo: “Endure the pain, Sephiroth. You’re not at your limit yet. The more you endure, the more of your hidden strength will awaken.”
Glenn: Hey! Hang in there!
Sephiroth: “I’m sorry. I was suddenly in a lot of pain, but I’m alright now.”
Glenn: “Don’t be so strong!! Rest! Rest! Don’t push yourself so hard just because you’re the team leader!! Just relax!
Sephiroth: “….I’ve never heard anything like that before. It’s just the reverse of what the professor said…”
(Japanese translation)
Who would have ingrained such deep loyalty into the world’s strongest SOLDIER so well other than his father Hojo? Sephiroth does not speak of leaving Shinra until he is close to 25 years. He was shaken when Elfe questioned why he fought and if it was for any reason. He responds to a command from his friend Genesis on immediate instinct.
He is conditioned. That is why he was an obedient soldier to Shinra and why he stayed with them even when he hated his life. He was afraid. Of them and of Hojo!
The First Soldier will only keep showing this. Sephiroth’s friends were his chain to mental stability. When they left and died, he became vulnerable again and Nibelheim was timed just right. How much grief and anger must he have felt learning about how deep the use of his body and mind had gone? Enough to hate Shinra and soon everything.
Shinra is run by greedy pigs who have their dogs and sheep. They have their SOLDIER recruits, their Turks, their Deepground prisoners, their clueless employees. You will find that among these pawns, there are many who try to leave or question the power keeping them in check and that is because Shinra was not so careful enough to condition and lie to them.
They were careful with Sephiroth though because disloyalty from him would be so dangerous. The story shows this well enough.
Out of all of their abused pawns and attack dogs, Sephiroth was the one chosen to be exploited in front of the world and decorated in hero’s ribbons to cover up the scars. He was lied to about the depth of his abuse and given false hope in his two dear friends. He was trying to claw his way to the light and find himself so that he could be a real hero and protect others but there was no hope for such things. His cage was gilded and when he became aware of it, that boy’s heart was filled with sadness and then anger and then hatred.
His life was DESTROYED by Shinra from the start. His loyalty was sown into him mostly by Hojo. This new episode of The First Soldier has brought this truth further to the light and I do not think it was will stop.
Thank you to those who helped me with this post in DMs!
Notes:
*Angeal’s words in chapter one of FS Episode 2 about Sephiroth’s “stinginess” do have a nuance that I do not want to ignore. He can be talking about money gain/loss but also a whole mindset! His words are broadly referring to a narrow-minded and “Scrooge-ish” view of things where there is not much room for anything outside of Sephiroth’s thin focus. That thin focus is Sephiroth’s assignment and the gain of completing it, which could include profit from Angeal’s perspective and would be a reason to complete a mission if we remember his scene with his parents where that is a discussion. The point is to say that Angeal is not only talking about money, but for this post I focused on that aspect of it because of Sephiroth’s response against the entire assumption and his formerly mentioned lack of interest in money.

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Saw your post about having strep throat :(( hope you’re feeling better. Here’s a doodle of cozy miniroth and soup 😌
Unfortunately my tablet pen decided to die on me today and my new one doesn’t come in until the 26th so I’m stuck drawing traditional for the next few days 😂
OMG that's so SADFGHJHG
I love love LOVE what you did with his expression here. I'm having so many emotions right now sadfghfds and unfortunately I'm currently stuck in bed having to DEAL WITH THEM BECAUSE HE MAKES ME SO UPSET 😭
I hope that for all his tears, the pumpkin soup is at least very tasty. He deserves it so much. Thanks again for the well wishes. I'm always happy to see your art!
AU where Sephiroth has Black Hair? Would it affect his life? How would it affect Vincent?
RIP "Silver Elite" because nobody wants "the most common hair color on the planet elite" as their fan club name. Chairwoman H would probably just continue the Golden Child title through the now "Golden Elite".
Sephiroth may subconsciously feel a little more normal than he feels in the original game, but now he looks less like his mother and more like Hojo in his own eyes. He still wishes he had brown hair like her.
Not much would change in terms of interactions since he still has slit eyes.
But poor Vincent would see himself and Lucrecia. It hurts like hell to admit and then explain "He might be my own." No one wants to believe him.
No one at all.
Did they really change "I am your master" to "I am your everything"?
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He looks like he’s on his way to tell his mom he threw up 💔 ANYWAYS HI GUYS school’s been kicking my ass lately but it’s being dealt with (thank god) overall I’m doing pretty good though, but here’s a silly Cloud 😋‼️
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If they didn't have the budget to have Genesis fall off a dinky little platform how the hell are they going to tackle Cloud literally chucking Sephiroth down the reactor shaft?
....Maybe Sephiroth is just gonna get the Genesis treatment while Cloud Ides of March's his ass.
"Sephiroth isn't gay!" Then half of his scenes in Final Fantasy 7 media is just watching Cloud, pouncing on him and touching him gently.
I don't get people who say that Sephiroth doesn't actually care for Cloud and is only using him. Like, why else would he put the effort in to convince Cloud to join him?. Without Cloud in his world, he'd be all alone. It's not like Jenova is real company for him and he realises that.
Wanted to add a bit more to the Cloud and Sephiroth dating before Sephiroth went insane since Cloud does get his memories back with Tifa’s help. Cloud having to process that Sephiroth was in fact not lying all those times he claimed they dated. They really were dating, and they were also each other’s first love! Sephiroth was the even the person Cloud had his first kiss with! And from what Cloud can remember the relationship was good, Sephiroth never tried to coerce him into doing anything he wasn’t comfortable with, they were both just happy to have each other. Upon finding out that Cloud remembers their relationship Sephiroth is very happy and thinks that Cloud will finally join him and they’ll be together again! But obviously Cloud is not going to take him back, he loved him and maybe deep down there’s a part of Cloud that still does, but he’ll never willing be with Sephiroth after what he did. And of course Sephiroth is blaming everyone else but himself for this.
I think I ought to write a little ficlet for this!
When the Lockhart girl repairs Cloud's mind, Sephiroth feels a slight twinge of hope.
He'd rather the girl had failed, of course. Although he knows that with time he will be able to sneak past Cloud's new mental security and control his puppet once more, it's still incredibly frustrating to be blocked from Cloud's mind. And for the one to have stolen Cloud's mind away from him to be the damned childhood friend?
Tifa Lockhart will suffer a thousand deaths before Sephiroth forgives her.
Still, despite all the downsides of Cloud's mind being repaired, Sephiroth can't deny that he's not entirely upset by the outcome. Because with his memories returned to him, Cloud can no longer deny that they were are dating.
It could almost not matter that he can't control Cloud anymore because Cloud remembers that they are in love. Cloud remembers him--their joy and their happiness and how perfect they were--and Cloud will be his again!
"I don't belong to you," Cloud growls.
"What?"
If Sephiroth was capable of it, he thinks he might cry.
"I don't care if we dated once; I'll never join you, and I most certainly will never belong to you!"
Cloud is....lying. He's lying or confused or just spewing whatever nonsense his so-called friends forced him to say!
"You don't know what you're talking about," Sephiroth says very carefully as he slowly approaches, "You remember everything Cloud--you know that we are dating."
Cloud doesn't move from where he's planted his feet, even as he subtly shifts his weight as if he's preparing for a fight.
"Were," Cloud corrects, "We were dating. Like, past tense, no more, never again! The moment Nibelheim started to burn we broke up."
Sephiroth doesn't respond, instead closing the last bit of space between them as he wraps his hands around Cloud's wrists while leaning in for a kiss.
It's a beautiful moment, even as Cloud knees him in the groin.
"What the hell! Were you even fucking listening to me?" Cloud demands when Sephiroth stumbles back.
Truthfully, he stopped listening the moment Cloud stopped making sense. They're dating, and there is nothing Cloud's "friends" can make Cloud say or do that will ever change that.
"Do not worry," Sephiroth promises as he unfurls his wing, "I will deal with those who get in our way. Soon your "friends" will be gone and we can continue our life together."
"Don't you fucking dare!" Cloud screams.
Sephiroth merely smiles.
Soon. Soon he and Cloud will be together again.
Hit it with my Father going,
"The Sephiroth I loved Died along with Nibelheim and Me along with him! I'm not the Cloud you once knew and you aren't the Sephiroth knew Either. We've both changed."
Hit my parents with emotional damage hahahahaha, is that what it's called?
This is gonna hit Papa Sephiroth so hard in the guts of that universe you speak of.
He's just a kid who needed a hug
Also, First Soldier's story is so good and it's a crime it's only a mobile game. You won't change my mind.

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got him
The reason why Tifa can suplexed things that shouldn't be suplexed is due to mako micro dossing since childhood. Like there no way nibelhiem well isn't contaminated with all that shit.
I love how this is a totally plausible crack explanation for why Tifa and Cloud are so strong pre-Nibelheim incident lol.
*Going down the mountain after coming back from the reactor, Sephiroth stops*
Zack: What's wrong?
Sephiroth: It appears I have sprained my foot, and am unable to walk. Just what I needed. Yet another misfortune to add to this abysmal day.
Tifa: Don't worry, I got you!
*Tifa lifts him up and carries him on her back*
Zack: !?
Sephiroth: Not only do I suspect my whole life has been a lie, but now my body is beginning to betray me as well.
*Tifa shifts him to her hip*
Zack: !!???
Tifa: I'm sure everything will be fine.
Zack: Hey Tifa...my foot hurts too.
Cloud: Say no more.
*Cloud lifts him up*
Zack: WHAT—