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asks: huh.. stella anon is going crazy (whose fault is that.. lol) uhh let me see 5 ask just now.. that 1 from a year ago (..lol....) and a trade with linlin (that i dont know when is going to be done)
trade with lina mutual! (kurode, hallritt, arupek) (yeah we are going to trade again lol. only next month though!)
(an old stella anon ask... that im not answering just yet) (dont worry stella anon i like the spamming. also i was not expecting that much, it was a pretty lengthy ask huh..! you know i love to see it! but also you really are spiraling (haha spirals)) (anyways this is dangerous because now i feel like writing so many things for the twins...) (i remember!! the idea i wanted with idol louter!!! makeup artist reader w idol louter.. my beloveds... thats the vibe i wanted with the jill collab. he looks like a jewel, dazzling and sparkling but very fragile)
updated : 03/2026
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whoops i lied im not answering stella anon soon..! nothing serious but my wrist does hurt a bit (enough to not write as much as i normally do..! and since it is an extremely long ask! you get it) though it was going to take a bit longer regardless since i started today and theres a lot i want to write so
not only that i was organizing some stuff and starting to write some official posts for the aus (i guess the masterlist at some point too..) but now! yeah im taking a break (well deserved in my opinion! i wrote a lot already! dont worry, at the time it wasnt hurting but right now at the moment it is a bit)
heyaaa thank you both for the tag <33 !! i don't have many to tag but let's do this!
yes i've been on WhatsApp but i only use it for talking with my parents and the groups of the cinema i work at, and yes i fainted, it was once during a blood exam some years ago </3
OUH HII thank you for the tag gulp im not sure who to tag but uh uh
Oh gosh,, gah Yes!! I have posted on YouTube Gukp,, i actually have a channel!! Its centered around twisted wonderland but i do wish to start posting about Fragaria soon🥹✌️
Let’s see,, never have I ever stubbed my pinky finger on a chair or table
@nikkippy @liqulin @reincarnated-star @kuronotes GAH tagging whoever I’ve interacted with the most on here.. im not sure whoo to tag gulp🙁🙁
huh..! i have done most of those..! and i am not elaborating any more than that haha! (wait almost all my mutuals are already tagged... w. im going to tag someone again lol)
ah hmm.. im not very good with this type of thing... never have i ever. had a tiktok account. or spotify
@liqulin @toxickurwllceo @kuronotes (hope you guys dont mind me tagging..!)
Nikki you don’t understand what you’ve done to me ever since you brought up idol au Klark that’s all that’s been living in my brain I’ve been daydreaming hallucinating lightly pondering about it ever since oh my it’s actually consumed all my brain power
Ok wait let me comment on everything else first and I’ll get back to that MODERN AU LOUTER ok I feel like he would definitely have his meet cute in a sense maybe somewhat related to his condition/being weak bodied…like maybe you’re j. The same class but his seat is always empty and one day for a group project you’re paired with him and the Prof sends reader to like the infirmary or something to find him like “oh yeah he practically lives there” OR what might be even funnier is meeting via Klark…maybe in that scenario reader is classmates with Klark or maybe ok student council? And Klark is whisked away by an important emergency but also needs to get louter his medicine/supplies/idk something so he begrudgingly sends reader as one of his few trusted “friends” (aka only person he’s willing to even sorta trust with the job) and despite having worked with Klark and heard about his brother reader has never met louter at all…alternatively imagine maybe stuco! Reader or maybe editor! Reader…something that requires organizing visuals and promo poster designs etc who stumbled upon a student art gallery and is mesmerized by Louter’s work but despite being on student council (I’m going with this idea) reader has never seen this “Louterstella” and begins searching for him to ask if he’d design a visual for some event or something (a dance? Hehe or something else idk lol) but the school is large and it’s Reader jumping through hoops and it even reaching klarks ears only for reader to one day get a nosebleed or something minor and walk into the infirmary and start making small talk with Louter without knowing that that’s HIM haha wow I got carried away I can expand even more on this if it tickles your fancy
Yess also referencing your tags I actually didn’t even know there was a difference I thought it was just a synonym for college oops or whatever happens after high school lol also double oops I think I meant like a physical workshop like where Klark goes to work on machines I forgot it can also mean like a one day event but I meant like maybe uhhh carpentry as an example if you get what I mean lol but yes club works well!! Omg pestering him to tutor you would also be so funny also I love misunderstandings as well they’re like my bread and butter the misunderstanding snowballs and there’s no going back so reader and Klark have to just keep pretending they’re together…masterpiece very excited for what comes out of this
Wait this is one scenario I thought of too like imagine manager reader being either temporarily transferred to a different idol or team briefly because they’re short staffed or is just on vacation and Klark like falls apart like no that’s not how he likes his hair parted and no this isn’t the correct food he needs to replenish his energy and ugh this stylist doesn’t even know what color looks good on him and the fill in manager doesn’t even know the exact audio settings for his in ears that make it so he can hear the background while also paying attention to the crowd without losing hearing and then he gets so desperate either a) he texts readers work phone while they’re on set with a different idol (is it bad that I imagined Romarriche here? Like 180 flip with an easy going idol who ends up almost catering to you instead and is like the angel of the agency) or on vacation b) imagine like on music bank shows and whatnot you cross paths backstage while working with the different idol and Klark approaches you in an attempt to drag you back right then and there and GET THIS maybe reader is so used to putting up with Klark that they carry emergency “supplies” (aka his favorite mini snacks or drinks or like a cooling spray or something that fits in a purse but is deemed like one of his backstage essentials) and you’re like “I still have a few more days working with this idol but here this should tie you over” and Klark just explodes on spot what do you mean you always carry his favorites on hand hello??? (Sorry I’m soooo delusional over this) after this fiasco your reputation as the Klark whisperer spreads not just through the company but all the other agencies you come into contact with and whenever they need Klark to do something they make sure you’re on set
You’re too kind if you are a flower them in the little ant being graciously sheltered by your petals truly being fed so well over here I’m being given more delusion content to work with
WAIT THIS IS SO GENUIS yet another Nikki masterpiece I LOVE the concept of elusive lyricist Louter who doesn’t show up much because of 1) his condition (which most people don’t know about which feeds into his rep lol) 2) him not necessarily being cold but is indeed semi pocky with his lyrics (as a parallel to his chivalry of stasis I guess) and ends up being very engrossed in his lyrics that he just, doesn’t have the time to be entertaining people lol only a select few actually have the privilege of singing his songs and he performs with Klark and maybe bluebou once in a blue moon and reader joins the scene after hearing maybe a song he wrote for Klark in hopes of meeting him one day (YES YES YES THE GAP) and absolutely tying back to your tags louter who actually already knows you and has been searching for your voice all this time after that one fateful encounter way back when so to think that THE Louterstella is approaching YOU to write your songs and build a relationship with you is insane and as a rookie you explode backstage while all the other workers and idols are shellshocked by how…open isn’t the right word but how warm if he is with you in contrast to his reputation and whatnot like he’s not unkind or like rough like Klark (lmao) but he’s definitely more distant but with YOU?? He’s literally coming right up to you asking how you are and proposing some themes for some songs for you to sing like he doesn’t look like this with anyone except Klark?? Anyways
Oh gosh im becoming soooo delusional I’m also gonna need you to unscrap those ideas long time fan reader who attends all his concerts and has even gone to fan meetings but doesn’t show up one day due to either a busy schedule or maybe some family conflict and he LOSES IT and like next time he has a live you’re back and he’s like staring at you the entire time wanting to ask where you were like were you not able to get tickets?? maybe he gets security to get your name so you’ll never be ticketless again idk and ohhhhhh my gosh machine destroyed Louter as an idol and crew member who has to Louter proof everything
This is not helping my delusions I’m gonna go insane Nikki please save me realizing I need to pick up my slack as well and give you some more info from the side stories I caught up on the blue bouquet one with the haikei cast but regretfully I don’t remember much besides them talking about fireworks and louter recalling how Klark accidentally blew theirs away one time with a giant fan and louter went to use magic to bring it back but Klark was like no that won’t work either and started crying (I think) and uhhhh what else well not side story but the recent knight links with the twins Klark says he likes Louter’s crepes the best after his pancakes and when asked about his favorite dessert that isn’t made by Louter he can’t respond (fried) and that he also likes Louter’s milk ice cream for summer weather and also Louter can’t handle heat very well (surprise surprise) and Klark usually arranged the fireworks for them to use and Louter likes the gentle sparkler types (from the 4koma last year) uhhhhhh yeah I’m gonna need to go back and refresh for more details/more non twin details oops but will do that shortly I promise
alright everyone, please note this is going to be an incredibly long post! so get ready for more content for the twins, courtesy of stella anon spiralling, and me feeding into their delusions! enjoy! (everything is mostly about louter this time! deserved since klark is so greedy but also of course he would give louter some screen time in this blog. what about other charas? thats right!! believe it or not, this time around we have idol roma ideas too because favoritism!!!)
(theres more from stella anon. i just put it under the cut because it is, a lot, will try to answer this ask then add the other ones whenever possible/needed or is connected to what i will talk about. read: it is going to be really messy. actually most of it ended up around the end of this post so not so messy? it was around the ending before i rambled too much ahahah. im. this is long ok guys im warning you it is long)
(modern au louter that i couldnt add much... idol stella twins, mostly louter this time + unscrapped ideas since someone is. delulu. that means crazy insane louter is back again! who even gets so obsessed over one fan when theyre so famous? thats right! it is louter!! one more idol au louter idea that i was reminded a bit later that i still want to write. lastly, some random ideas and ramblings because of the knight link and side stories!) (wait i dont think i added anything in idol au klarks part either... lol. but we do have more lore for idol au in general so.. hooray..?)
dont worry stella anon, i understand it quite well actually. to begin with, i did not care for the twins, now look at my blog. they almost have a monopoly over it, do you find that fun? it sure looks like it for stella fans at least! (ww but really i dont mind it, it is really fun to ramble about them with someone this. passionate. to put it lightly..!)
starting off with modern au louter! all of those ideas are wonderful!! and i will get to them but a little comment first: i love when theres cameos of other charas (and sometimes their partners!) where basically everything is in the same universe and you can kind of tell while reading that its referencing another fic... (s should i do that.. i though i was just going to write an actual fic for klark only. ah, the ideas are too good to let them rot in my drafts or stay as ramblings... ahhh ok fine... but now i need the others... on another post..! that is nowhere near, i might take a while with that if no one sends anything about it. i need someone sending me ideas for their modern au settings... help)
ok actually starting now, honestly stella anon you really do have good ideas, i cant choose between them at all! i cant even add anything on because it already sounds perfect! but i really like this mysterious aura louter has + reader being part of the student council so therell be that at the very least. i did think about merging them all into one (because i couldnt choose one lol.. im bad with choosing things. aha) but the plot gets a bit tricky here and there so not sure... oh well! lets try anyways! we just need to put it into an order that makes sense, hmhmm something something the professor asks you for help with some school events since youre part of the student council so off you go with organizing things. cut to you seeing louters art displayed as a part of an exhibition and being like 'that. that goes perfectly with this events theme. i need whoever did this right now' and going around asking for help, in comes klark who heard about your search for louter going 'listen, i need you to do me a favor so im going to help you' so he send you to the infirmary to deliver his brothers medicine (without explaining that thats who youre looking for lolol) but not before threatening advicing you to 'not try anything funny, and also dont overwork him' (how nice. he trusts you. if he didnt he would never even ask you to look after louter lol) meanwhile youre just like 'how is that going to help me, do you hate me klark be honest. i dont have time for this' but going anyways because 1 klark isnt one to ask for help and 2 it is medicine we are talking about so this is pretty important. then you meet him yadayada and stay for a while just to make sure that everythings good and all so you two keep making small talk and louter just sees how tired and over it you are that hes like 'hey take a small nap, the infirmary is empty anyways. if anything happens i will wake you up' and you go 'oh no i couldnt-- *snork mimimi*'. then as you wake up you see him sketching and drawing and a light bulb turning on in your mind as you go '!!! you!' and yeah. if you want to expand on the separate ideas or this. thing i just wrote. im not going to deny free inspiration haha but feel free to do whatever you want honestly (i dont think ive added anything so theres that too... my bad... dont worry im going to compensate it with idol louter)
ah the workshop one is on me, i forgot about that so it seems. though the general idea is still the same in the end so! no harm done! dont worry i get it, kind of like a specific room to do handicraft/work and all (also yes ww i love annoying klark so of course i would pester him in fics whenever i can) (i specifically want to write them being 'lovey dovey' to keep the act up while klark is. not doing well on the inside. his whole face is red and his heart is going so fast he thinks hes going to have a heart attack. also the small guilt of thinking hes using you to fulfill his desires and because he has a crush on you so at some point hes going to crack and be like 'ok we need to end this now' even though itd be weird for him to explain to his family/friends at this point in time. thus adding yet another misunderstanding to the mix, ending with you hurt and all that. it is a 'contract' you both agreed on dude chill. this situation isnt even your fault klark relax) (you are aware this is going to take forever.. right? at a chance of maybe 30% of me abandoning this... right???)
(you really are into the idol au huh stella anon) i did think about redbou and noirbou as well for idol au (and wasnt sure whether to make them from the same company or not..! but im leaning on them all being from the same company and having... friendly. competition. between them all) part of me wants (reader) to take a vacation because we know klark is a pain but i do think moving them to other groups/idols would make it much more amusing if anything and ROMA IDOL!! is definitely the best choice!!!!! (more on this later) i know it should be more klark centric but... im thinking something along the lines of trying to help redbou out after their manager got sick or couldnt work for other reasons and so they send bluebou manager (reader) as theyre experienced enough to handle them and their younger idols (h hallritt... hallritt idol au..) (+ louter is in hiatus or something health related and the other members - mainly cielo and will - can do things well enough to not need need manager with them all the time. still appreciated though! but basically redbou needs more help at the moment) and that just pisses klark off even more because thats?? his bluebous manager?? they can manage just fine without their manager. so now hes always in a bad mood and nothing goes right and he just cant perform like always. that ends up coming to a boiling point when their agency does an event where all bouquets are present thus youre there too (still helping redbou) and someone in redbou realises klark likes you (im guessing merold because of the next part) and keeps close to you on purpose to mess/tease him just for the fun of it (though realistically im not sure if merold would be playing around before an important performance. but for the sake of this sure why not. also i feel like merolds way of being picky could also make it so you feel familiar enough to know how to deal with him and that pisses klark even more) so he has enough of it and tries to take you but then again. you are working so you cant exactly go with him but you do have his favorite very specific snack + a whole klark kit (which he knows for a fact most of those things arent available at the location of this event because he was looking for that and what do you mean you brought this with you even though you didnt even know he was going to be there-?? because you did it unconsciously??) (also im not going to lie i had another idea reagarding bluebou manager with redbou but i forgot. i. im sorry)
not at all stella anon! though we should change it to something a bit more.. fitting..! (nothing against ants but!! you surely do a lot to simply be considered 'sheltered by my petals') say, a crow that likes shiny things (my ideas lol) and comes back with useful trinkets (information) yes? you surely did all the work in this post after all! (i. i dont think i added anything up to now lol. which is why we are going to next segment, idol roma!!!! general lore be damned i need to write this now. i say with 0 ideas...)
if we are going with solo roma both extremes (a more newbie manager/expert in this field for x years) with him would be so good i cant even think things through (trying to do things and getting overwhelmed only for him to come and be all 'ah dont worry about it' he knows youre trying your best if not you wouldnt even have gotten the manager position and also he cant help himself sometimes lol) (or being his manager since the beginning of his career where he was more like a doll than the charismatic compassionate gentleman he is nowadays and the constrast from before and after. i dont know if i remember things right but there was something about roma before meeting marron that kind of goes like that??? am i imagining things?) but in a group setting, im leaning to a more experienced manager... something something dealing with the new members together (read: parents of the group. one of them is harsher while the other is softer when needed. both roles can vary from time or situation) but if we are talking about other roles... behold! any combination of instructor and trainee! because i feel like thatd be fun to explore his character. allow me to explain some of them, with instructor roma and trainee reader we can see his. harsher side (to put it simply, when roma talks with rimicha in lost kitty) whereas with trainee roma, dealing with him before he is as caring and gentle as we know him (again, am i tripping? am i somehow imagining lore that is not true at all???) either as the instructor or trainee just feels, interesting.. (and instructor roma and reader is kind of. again. parents of the group that takes turn taking care of the trainees. ah or maybe teaching methods clash and you two dont get well at all but your trainees still want to see you two together so they keep putting you two in situations)
back to the twins agenda with idol louter and my! you flatter me! (i would say to keep going but alas, this was quite the lacking answer. im afraid most of my creativity was spent already...) i do like the idea of his health issues being somewhat of a secret to the public and i think i get the stasis thing as well..? (kind of like the same few people as always gets to sing his songs..? and the lyrics somewhat has that same vibe to it.. something like, since youre the source of his creativity, and he doesnt know much about you, that ends up translating to his musics always having this same feeling/vibe to it... is that it?)
ah and before i forget, this ask + speaking of the lyrics + that being tied to you, you know how the blue continent is also known as the continent of love? yeah you get where im going right? love songs (louter is in love with you.. waow... you are his muse for a reason you know!) but yes! that is what i was going for in the 'explanation' i put in the tags (transcript of a part of it for an easier time understanding! 'something something louter heard you sing a long time ago and thats when he began writing songs' 'you end up as his muse. yadayada. he writes a lot of songs..') i didnt explain it all that well since tags have a limit but you put it perfectly here! indeed, all of his songs up till now have been his feelings for you! (he is very intense after all!) and that is part of why bluebous whole concept and theme is about love (so intense he ends up affecting his whole team whaaat) since he is the one who writes their songs (although of course the others agree to it too! they are a group after all!)
answering the main ask + another ask i think fits, yes! he 'knows' you since long ago and has been looking for you for so long!! (more transcipts of the tags! 'tries looking for you when sampling his lyrics out there. youre too busy dealing with life to try your hand at singing' 'he cant find you in any way or form. then he tries using his influence. that doesnt work either') i wanted something along the lines of, him being much more frail/sick when younger but 'meeting' you (or more like hearing you) while beddriden and hearing all the emotion and hope you bring with yourself and your voice. something about his world being so, bleak and lifeless before you crashed through it with your clumsy but captivating singing, right across the infirmary that he finds oh so charming. he simply cant stop thinking about it, about you. (he keeps trying to meet you or cross paths but theres always something in his way. other students coming and going, you left too early. there was that one time he fell asleep because of your lullaby too... the times he could get up but klark or the doctors/nurses stops him. or even his own body betraying him, giving up before he even gets close enough, you had already long been gone. part of him also knows it isnt just physically, somewhere in his mind, hes scared of changing whatever you two had going on. he cant bring himself to lose this). hoping to hear just a bit more while hes stuck there with nothing to keep him company (klark is much too busy and he wouldnt dare trouble him with such a thing. besides, he already deals with so much for louter. surely he can deal with his problems without bothering his brother or causing trouble. cut to him suffering for years before he finds you going directly in your way and springing an offer to write you songs. in plural. more than one. this, top idol lyricist is. asking you. a total rookie. in a room full of profissionals and experts. you. cut to all social platforms talking about it. headlines, articles, gossip, whatever you can imagine. a pr nightmare for sure) and ok you should definitely answer him about this offer but you just cant understand why he seems so. inviting, friendly even, when hes normally curt and formal with others. you though? it feels too intimate, almost familiar, what with the way hes speaking to you right now as if you were long time friends (indeed. hes only like this with klark. so, again. why is he being like this with you of all people???)
i put this ask after writing that (despite making more sense to put it together with that last one) because i also want to add that im very amused by the potential reactions from bluebou members+elaborate some more stuff (also because i couldnt fit it in anymore. lol. i wrote too much and then re read what you sent and just. i dont know..? anyways!) i really really want to see them performing in the same stage and as soon as louter recognizes your voice he ends up making a mistake (which immediately alerts the other members because?? louter doesnt make mistakes like that? is he? is he ok??? maybe something about his health or something flaring up??) but i dont think a rookie like you would sing in the same stage as top idol group bluebou. (unless it is like. everyone who was going to perform in that stage at the same time type of thing. you know?? and he singles out your voice among x idols because that voice makes him physically react. or something) oh well! then behind the scenes he may end up like. completely freezing or choking on water making the others worry. though as soon as louter drops the 'can i write your songs?' bomb. thats when everyone is seriously worried about his health. did he??? hit his head when he was feeling unwell before?? (i actually cant explain bluebous reaction well besides cielo and will going 'ah. eh--?' myunna going 'heeeh???' and kurode '???' but like. i can picture it. can someone help here lol). also since he throws that in the middle of literally everyone i truly wanted to write that classic 'other side chara gets jealous of main chara because of male lead' because louter is indeed top 1 lyricist and relaly picky with who sings his song so imagine the reaction of a third party going '?? what the fuck ive been trying for years and they just get it like that??' and after they try to interfer, thats when louters scary side comes out or something (what im doing to you??? do you hear yourself. look at my blog. what are you doing to me would be more appropriate. do you understand how much i think about the twins nowadays? do you?? do you see the length of this post??? though do note this is all lighthearted read: this is karma for what youve done to me. i want you to know i want to write angst with them because of how much im going to suffer through writing so many fics of the twins)
last extra ask but yess him overhearing your yapping and complaining about life to family/friends and being considerate of that even years after and youre like 'huh?? how does he know that?' (imagine him trying to help you even back then and hearing you talk about it later all giddy and happy meanwhile youre clueless about the strings he pulled behind the scenes) he cant help trying so hard to make your life easier, he knows about how hard it was before for you, and if he has the resources to help, then why not? (after all, you helped him many times before, more than he can count. so this much? nothing to him. youre the one who practically saved his life you know? hes sure if it wasnt for you hed still feel hopeless, unwilling and stuck in that same bed from years ago. so do let him pamper you for a bit, yes?)
it is now time for the unscrapped ideas to come back! (scrapped idea number 1 -> 'that or. actual idol louter... and long time fan reader. youre always there in every performance, every meet and greet. and he of course notices it. your presence is like an affirmation of the path he chose, to see such a die hard fan even when he was a rookie..! and then you end up missing a concert (blame your luck for whatever was in the way) and hes not so subtly cracking, making some mistakes here and there on the choreography, he misses the timing of the song. a disaster all around') oh i love that. imagine youre sad you couldnt make it to that last concert but if not for that, your attendance to all idol!louters events is impeccable (and he know that for sure) so next time youre seeing him live, youre not sure if youre imagining it but... is he looking in your direction..? no, more than that, hes looking directly, specifically at you. surely... youre imagining, gosh, one event missed and youre fantasizing all types of 'the top idol is looking at me in a sea of fans surely hes interested in me' fics (no darling. it is much worse haha) nah thats impossible, well then lets stop with the crazy thoughts and appreciate idol!louter in all his glory (meanwhile louter 'actual crazy thoughts' is going through all emotions possibly available at the moment. 'should i approarch them directly? maybe sending security would be better. ah but what if that only scares them away, no can do. but what if they end up not coming again. why did they miss last event?? surely it isnt because they lost interest, theyre right here! do i go undercover and ask if they want to meet up with me? im pretty sure they tend to stall a bit before going out to avoid the crowd, i could try talking to them then') (at some point you do worry for him. 'is he.. did he blink even once ever since the show started..? ah but that smile of his is even more sweet today.. truly worth it' you say as you start waving the lightsticks. youre not sure if youre imagining but you think you saw his smile get even warmer somehow and. did he just shoot you a heart--)
(scrapped idea number 2 -> 'last one to make up for those ideas because im not sure i like them. overworked production crew!reader that has to fix everything every time louter ends up breaking things somehow. even when he shouldnt be able to. pray tell, how could he make the mic not work at all even though everything should be perfectly fine?? and the lights. he doesnt even go anywhere close, so why are they flickering and not turning on?? ah seriously, youre not paid enough to deal with this (too bad for you, you work with him for so long youre an expert at fixing things quickly with an insane amount of pressure on you, not only that, you also make the equipment work back again in the blink of an eye. very handy when things get out of hand in the middle of a performance) oh well, at least hes cute and goes out of his way to talk to you about those things and always apologises for the work. he even invites you out and all! (that is definitely not a date haha. wait. what..? it. it is??)') louter proofing everything is quite the impossible task, thankfully youre an expert in this field! (and youre also getting paid well because of this. even though that is definitely cheaper than always changing equipments and having a whole specialized crew for that)
actual last idea i have for idol louter but as stated before, makeup artist with louter!! (god knows how hard it is to do make up on others... ive.. been through quite some things.. haha. ha. anyways!) being so gentle with him and making him even prettier than he is (a bit hard if youre being honest!!) youve been hired for being the nicest, most gentle makeup artist by klark (because! louter deserves the best service) you take note of his best color pallet and even throw in some extra services by doing some skin care and massages for him (you cant have his perfect face get pimples or bruised or anything. not on your watch) and youre quite intense with your care! however, there are times louter can tell your hand is trembling or youre fumbling with your brushes while he pretends to not see and closes his eyes (..not your fault! hes the pretties idol youve had to work with to this day! how could you possibly be calm being so close to his face????)
thats all i can offer since ive pretty much used all of my creativity juice, imagination is close to breaking. brain is not working. now back to the main ask (though theyre basically ramblings because i couldnt think anymore... sorry stella anon)
haha i think your delusions are quite powerful, and it only goes to show your passion for the twins. i told you before but really dont worry much, you do have quite a lot in your plate (you said before youd also translate some other story stuff and i think thats pretty hard so dont overdo it. says the overdoer. aha). funnily enough, they reposted that one 4koma of the twins and the fireworks. also all of klarks favorite foods being things that louter cooks is ww not surprising to see he couldnt answer something that wasnt made by louter (but i cant lie, pancakes, crepes, theyre all indeed good. god. i wish i could eat louters pancakes...) (also lol imagine klark making those machines that makes shaved ice for louter. and then going all out and also making those ice cream machines) as for the fireworks, im not found of the sound, but theyre really pretty. so those small fireworks you can hold are surely nicer to me at least. anyways, do come back later with more information as right now i cant really think (reason why the ending is kind of bad) anyways now im going to take some time before coming back because i truly overdid it this time. see this is why i cut things short, so they dont turn out monstrous like this. thing. (also just because i said i was going to take 3 ish hours i kind of locked in and finished it in less than 2 hours. oh ok well i mean the ending is pretty rushed and kind of a nothing burger)
Nikki you don’t understand what you’ve done to me ever since you brought up idol au Klark that’s all that’s been living in my brain I’ve been daydreaming hallucinating lightly pondering about it ever since oh my it’s actually consumed all my brain power
Ok wait let me comment on everything else first and I’ll get back to that MODERN AU LOUTER ok I feel like he would definitely have his meet cute in a sense maybe somewhat related to his condition/being weak bodied…like maybe you’re j. The same class but his seat is always empty and one day for a group project you’re paired with him and the Prof sends reader to like the infirmary or something to find him like “oh yeah he practically lives there” OR what might be even funnier is meeting via Klark…maybe in that scenario reader is classmates with Klark or maybe ok student council? And Klark is whisked away by an important emergency but also needs to get louter his medicine/supplies/idk something so he begrudgingly sends reader as one of his few trusted “friends” (aka only person he’s willing to even sorta trust with the job) and despite having worked with Klark and heard about his brother reader has never met louter at all…alternatively imagine maybe stuco! Reader or maybe editor! Reader…something that requires organizing visuals and promo poster designs etc who stumbled upon a student art gallery and is mesmerized by Louter’s work but despite being on student council (I’m going with this idea) reader has never seen this “Louterstella” and begins searching for him to ask if he’d design a visual for some event or something (a dance? Hehe or something else idk lol) but the school is large and it’s Reader jumping through hoops and it even reaching klarks ears only for reader to one day get a nosebleed or something minor and walk into the infirmary and start making small talk with Louter without knowing that that’s HIM haha wow I got carried away I can expand even more on this if it tickles your fancy
Yess also referencing your tags I actually didn’t even know there was a difference I thought it was just a synonym for college oops or whatever happens after high school lol also double oops I think I meant like a physical workshop like where Klark goes to work on machines I forgot it can also mean like a one day event but I meant like maybe uhhh carpentry as an example if you get what I mean lol but yes club works well!! Omg pestering him to tutor you would also be so funny also I love misunderstandings as well they’re like my bread and butter the misunderstanding snowballs and there’s no going back so reader and Klark have to just keep pretending they’re together…masterpiece very excited for what comes out of this
Wait this is one scenario I thought of too like imagine manager reader being either temporarily transferred to a different idol or team briefly because they’re short staffed or is just on vacation and Klark like falls apart like no that’s not how he likes his hair parted and no this isn’t the correct food he needs to replenish his energy and ugh this stylist doesn’t even know what color looks good on him and the fill in manager doesn’t even know the exact audio settings for his in ears that make it so he can hear the background while also paying attention to the crowd without losing hearing and then he gets so desperate either a) he texts readers work phone while they’re on set with a different idol (is it bad that I imagined Romarriche here? Like 180 flip with an easy going idol who ends up almost catering to you instead and is like the angel of the agency) or on vacation b) imagine like on music bank shows and whatnot you cross paths backstage while working with the different idol and Klark approaches you in an attempt to drag you back right then and there and GET THIS maybe reader is so used to putting up with Klark that they carry emergency “supplies” (aka his favorite mini snacks or drinks or like a cooling spray or something that fits in a purse but is deemed like one of his backstage essentials) and you’re like “I still have a few more days working with this idol but here this should tie you over” and Klark just explodes on spot what do you mean you always carry his favorites on hand hello??? (Sorry I’m soooo delusional over this) after this fiasco your reputation as the Klark whisperer spreads not just through the company but all the other agencies you come into contact with and whenever they need Klark to do something they make sure you’re on set
You’re too kind if you are a flower them in the little ant being graciously sheltered by your petals truly being fed so well over here I’m being given more delusion content to work with
WAIT THIS IS SO GENUIS yet another Nikki masterpiece I LOVE the concept of elusive lyricist Louter who doesn’t show up much because of 1) his condition (which most people don’t know about which feeds into his rep lol) 2) him not necessarily being cold but is indeed semi pocky with his lyrics (as a parallel to his chivalry of stasis I guess) and ends up being very engrossed in his lyrics that he just, doesn’t have the time to be entertaining people lol only a select few actually have the privilege of singing his songs and he performs with Klark and maybe bluebou once in a blue moon and reader joins the scene after hearing maybe a song he wrote for Klark in hopes of meeting him one day (YES YES YES THE GAP) and absolutely tying back to your tags louter who actually already knows you and has been searching for your voice all this time after that one fateful encounter way back when so to think that THE Louterstella is approaching YOU to write your songs and build a relationship with you is insane and as a rookie you explode backstage while all the other workers and idols are shellshocked by how…open isn’t the right word but how warm if he is with you in contrast to his reputation and whatnot like he’s not unkind or like rough like Klark (lmao) but he’s definitely more distant but with YOU?? He’s literally coming right up to you asking how you are and proposing some themes for some songs for you to sing like he doesn’t look like this with anyone except Klark?? Anyways
Oh gosh im becoming soooo delusional I’m also gonna need you to unscrap those ideas long time fan reader who attends all his concerts and has even gone to fan meetings but doesn’t show up one day due to either a busy schedule or maybe some family conflict and he LOSES IT and like next time he has a live you’re back and he’s like staring at you the entire time wanting to ask where you were like were you not able to get tickets?? maybe he gets security to get your name so you’ll never be ticketless again idk and ohhhhhh my gosh machine destroyed Louter as an idol and crew member who has to Louter proof everything
This is not helping my delusions I’m gonna go insane Nikki please save me realizing I need to pick up my slack as well and give you some more info from the side stories I caught up on the blue bouquet one with the haikei cast but regretfully I don’t remember much besides them talking about fireworks and louter recalling how Klark accidentally blew theirs away one time with a giant fan and louter went to use magic to bring it back but Klark was like no that won’t work either and started crying (I think) and uhhhh what else well not side story but the recent knight links with the twins Klark says he likes Louter’s crepes the best after his pancakes and when asked about his favorite dessert that isn’t made by Louter he can’t respond (fried) and that he also likes Louter’s milk ice cream for summer weather and also Louter can’t handle heat very well (surprise surprise) and Klark usually arranged the fireworks for them to use and Louter likes the gentle sparkler types (from the 4koma last year) uhhhhhh yeah I’m gonna need to go back and refresh for more details/more non twin details oops but will do that shortly I promise
alright everyone, please note this is going to be an incredibly long post! so get ready for more content for the twins, courtesy of stella anon spiralling, and me feeding into their delusions! enjoy! (everything is mostly about louter this time! deserved since klark is so greedy but also of course he would give louter some screen time in this blog. what about other charas? thats right!! believe it or not, this time around we have idol roma ideas too because favoritism!!!)
(theres more from stella anon. i just put it under the cut because it is, a lot, will try to answer this ask then add the other ones whenever possible/needed or is connected to what i will talk about. read: it is going to be really messy. actually most of it ended up around the end of this post so not so messy? it was around the ending before i rambled too much ahahah. im. this is long ok guys im warning you it is long)
(modern au louter that i couldnt add much... idol stella twins, mostly louter this time + unscrapped ideas since someone is. delulu. that means crazy insane louter is back again! who even gets so obsessed over one fan when theyre so famous? thats right! it is louter!! one more idol au louter idea that i was reminded a bit later that i still want to write. lastly, some random ideas and ramblings because of the knight link and side stories!) (wait i dont think i added anything in idol au klarks part either... lol. but we do have more lore for idol au in general so.. hooray..?)
dont worry stella anon, i understand it quite well actually. to begin with, i did not care for the twins, now look at my blog. they almost have a monopoly over it, do you find that fun? it sure looks like it for stella fans at least! (ww but really i dont mind it, it is really fun to ramble about them with someone this. passionate. to put it lightly..!)
starting off with modern au louter! all of those ideas are wonderful!! and i will get to them but a little comment first: i love when theres cameos of other charas (and sometimes their partners!) where basically everything is in the same universe and you can kind of tell while reading that its referencing another fic... (s should i do that.. i though i was just going to write an actual fic for klark only. ah, the ideas are too good to let them rot in my drafts or stay as ramblings... ahhh ok fine... but now i need the others... on another post..! that is nowhere near, i might take a while with that if no one sends anything about it. i need someone sending me ideas for their modern au settings... help)
ok actually starting now, honestly stella anon you really do have good ideas, i cant choose between them at all! i cant even add anything on because it already sounds perfect! but i really like this mysterious aura louter has + reader being part of the student council so therell be that at the very least. i did think about merging them all into one (because i couldnt choose one lol.. im bad with choosing things. aha) but the plot gets a bit tricky here and there so not sure... oh well! lets try anyways! we just need to put it into an order that makes sense, hmhmm something something the professor asks you for help with some school events since youre part of the student council so off you go with organizing things. cut to you seeing louters art displayed as a part of an exhibition and being like 'that. that goes perfectly with this events theme. i need whoever did this right now' and going around asking for help, in comes klark who heard about your search for louter going 'listen, i need you to do me a favor so im going to help you' so he send you to the infirmary to deliver his brothers medicine (without explaining that thats who youre looking for lolol) but not before threatening advicing you to 'not try anything funny, and also dont overwork him' (how nice. he trusts you. if he didnt he would never even ask you to look after louter lol) meanwhile youre just like 'how is that going to help me, do you hate me klark be honest. i dont have time for this' but going anyways because 1 klark isnt one to ask for help and 2 it is medicine we are talking about so this is pretty important. then you meet him yadayada and stay for a while just to make sure that everythings good and all so you two keep making small talk and louter just sees how tired and over it you are that hes like 'hey take a small nap, the infirmary is empty anyways. if anything happens i will wake you up' and you go 'oh no i couldnt-- *snork mimimi*'. then as you wake up you see him sketching and drawing and a light bulb turning on in your mind as you go '!!! you!' and yeah. if you want to expand on the separate ideas or this. thing i just wrote. im not going to deny free inspiration haha but feel free to do whatever you want honestly (i dont think ive added anything so theres that too... my bad... dont worry im going to compensate it with idol louter)
ah the workshop one is on me, i forgot about that so it seems. though the general idea is still the same in the end so! no harm done! dont worry i get it, kind of like a specific room to do handicraft/work and all (also yes ww i love annoying klark so of course i would pester him in fics whenever i can) (i specifically want to write them being 'lovey dovey' to keep the act up while klark is. not doing well on the inside. his whole face is red and his heart is going so fast he thinks hes going to have a heart attack. also the small guilt of thinking hes using you to fulfill his desires and because he has a crush on you so at some point hes going to crack and be like 'ok we need to end this now' even though itd be weird for him to explain to his family/friends at this point in time. thus adding yet another misunderstanding to the mix, ending with you hurt and all that. it is a 'contract' you both agreed on dude chill. this situation isnt even your fault klark relax) (you are aware this is going to take forever.. right? at a chance of maybe 30% of me abandoning this... right???)
(you really are into the idol au huh stella anon) i did think about redbou and noirbou as well for idol au (and wasnt sure whether to make them from the same company or not..! but im leaning on them all being from the same company and having... friendly. competition. between them all) part of me wants (reader) to take a vacation because we know klark is a pain but i do think moving them to other groups/idols would make it much more amusing if anything and ROMA IDOL!! is definitely the best choice!!!!! (more on this later) i know it should be more klark centric but... im thinking something along the lines of trying to help redbou out after their manager got sick or couldnt work for other reasons and so they send bluebou manager (reader) as theyre experienced enough to handle them and their younger idols (h hallritt... hallritt idol au..) (+ louter is in hiatus or something health related and the other members - mainly cielo and will - can do things well enough to not need need manager with them all the time. still appreciated though! but basically redbou needs more help at the moment) and that just pisses klark off even more because thats?? his bluebous manager?? they can manage just fine without their manager. so now hes always in a bad mood and nothing goes right and he just cant perform like always. that ends up coming to a boiling point when their agency does an event where all bouquets are present thus youre there too (still helping redbou) and someone in redbou realises klark likes you (im guessing merold because of the next part) and keeps close to you on purpose to mess/tease him just for the fun of it (though realistically im not sure if merold would be playing around before an important performance. but for the sake of this sure why not. also i feel like merolds way of being picky could also make it so you feel familiar enough to know how to deal with him and that pisses klark even more) so he has enough of it and tries to take you but then again. you are working so you cant exactly go with him but you do have his favorite very specific snack + a whole klark kit (which he knows for a fact most of those things arent available at the location of this event because he was looking for that and what do you mean you brought this with you even though you didnt even know he was going to be there-?? because you did it unconsciously??) (also im not going to lie i had another idea reagarding bluebou manager with redbou but i forgot. i. im sorry)
not at all stella anon! though we should change it to something a bit more.. fitting..! (nothing against ants but!! you surely do a lot to simply be considered 'sheltered by my petals') say, a crow that likes shiny things (my ideas lol) and comes back with useful trinkets (information) yes? you surely did all the work in this post after all! (i. i dont think i added anything up to now lol. which is why we are going to next segment, idol roma!!!! general lore be damned i need to write this now. i say with 0 ideas...)
if we are going with solo roma both extremes (a more newbie manager/expert in this field for x years) with him would be so good i cant even think things through (trying to do things and getting overwhelmed only for him to come and be all 'ah dont worry about it' he knows youre trying your best if not you wouldnt even have gotten the manager position and also he cant help himself sometimes lol) (or being his manager since the beginning of his career where he was more like a doll than the charismatic compassionate gentleman he is nowadays and the constrast from before and after. i dont know if i remember things right but there was something about roma before meeting marron that kind of goes like that??? am i imagining things?) but in a group setting, im leaning to a more experienced manager... something something dealing with the new members together (read: parents of the group. one of them is harsher while the other is softer when needed. both roles can vary from time or situation) but if we are talking about other roles... behold! any combination of instructor and trainee! because i feel like thatd be fun to explore his character. allow me to explain some of them, with instructor roma and trainee reader we can see his. harsher side (to put it simply, when roma talks with rimicha in lost kitty) whereas with trainee roma, dealing with him before he is as caring and gentle as we know him (again, am i tripping? am i somehow imagining lore that is not true at all???) either as the instructor or trainee just feels, interesting.. (and instructor roma and reader is kind of. again. parents of the group that takes turn taking care of the trainees. ah or maybe teaching methods clash and you two dont get well at all but your trainees still want to see you two together so they keep putting you two in situations)
back to the twins agenda with idol louter and my! you flatter me! (i would say to keep going but alas, this was quite the lacking answer. im afraid most of my creativity was spent already...) i do like the idea of his health issues being somewhat of a secret to the public and i think i get the stasis thing as well..? (kind of like the same few people as always gets to sing his songs..? and the lyrics somewhat has that same vibe to it.. something like, since youre the source of his creativity, and he doesnt know much about you, that ends up translating to his musics always having this same feeling/vibe to it... is that it?)
ah and before i forget, this ask + speaking of the lyrics + that being tied to you, you know how the blue continent is also known as the continent of love? yeah you get where im going right? love songs (louter is in love with you.. waow... you are his muse for a reason you know!) but yes! that is what i was going for in the 'explanation' i put in the tags (transcript of a part of it for an easier time understanding! 'something something louter heard you sing a long time ago and thats when he began writing songs' 'you end up as his muse. yadayada. he writes a lot of songs..') i didnt explain it all that well since tags have a limit but you put it perfectly here! indeed, all of his songs up till now have been his feelings for you! (he is very intense after all!) and that is part of why bluebous whole concept and theme is about love (so intense he ends up affecting his whole team whaaat) since he is the one who writes their songs (although of course the others agree to it too! they are a group after all!)
answering the main ask + another ask i think fits, yes! he 'knows' you since long ago and has been looking for you for so long!! (more transcipts of the tags! 'tries looking for you when sampling his lyrics out there. youre too busy dealing with life to try your hand at singing' 'he cant find you in any way or form. then he tries using his influence. that doesnt work either') i wanted something along the lines of, him being much more frail/sick when younger but 'meeting' you (or more like hearing you) while beddriden and hearing all the emotion and hope you bring with yourself and your voice. something about his world being so, bleak and lifeless before you crashed through it with your clumsy but captivating singing, right across the infirmary that he finds oh so charming. he simply cant stop thinking about it, about you. (he keeps trying to meet you or cross paths but theres always something in his way. other students coming and going, you left too early. there was that one time he fell asleep because of your lullaby too... the times he could get up but klark or the doctors/nurses stops him. or even his own body betraying him, giving up before he even gets close enough, you had already long been gone. part of him also knows it isnt just physically, somewhere in his mind, hes scared of changing whatever you two had going on. he cant bring himself to lose this). hoping to hear just a bit more while hes stuck there with nothing to keep him company (klark is much too busy and he wouldnt dare trouble him with such a thing. besides, he already deals with so much for louter. surely he can deal with his problems without bothering his brother or causing trouble. cut to him suffering for years before he finds you going directly in your way and springing an offer to write you songs. in plural. more than one. this, top idol lyricist is. asking you. a total rookie. in a room full of profissionals and experts. you. cut to all social platforms talking about it. headlines, articles, gossip, whatever you can imagine. a pr nightmare for sure) and ok you should definitely answer him about this offer but you just cant understand why he seems so. inviting, friendly even, when hes normally curt and formal with others. you though? it feels too intimate, almost familiar, what with the way hes speaking to you right now as if you were long time friends (indeed. hes only like this with klark. so, again. why is he being like this with you of all people???)
i put this ask after writing that (despite making more sense to put it together with that last one) because i also want to add that im very amused by the potential reactions from bluebou members+elaborate some more stuff (also because i couldnt fit it in anymore. lol. i wrote too much and then re read what you sent and just. i dont know..? anyways!) i really really want to see them performing in the same stage and as soon as louter recognizes your voice he ends up making a mistake (which immediately alerts the other members because?? louter doesnt make mistakes like that? is he? is he ok??? maybe something about his health or something flaring up??) but i dont think a rookie like you would sing in the same stage as top idol group bluebou. (unless it is like. everyone who was going to perform in that stage at the same time type of thing. you know?? and he singles out your voice among x idols because that voice makes him physically react. or something) oh well! then behind the scenes he may end up like. completely freezing or choking on water making the others worry. though as soon as louter drops the 'can i write your songs?' bomb. thats when everyone is seriously worried about his health. did he??? hit his head when he was feeling unwell before?? (i actually cant explain bluebous reaction well besides cielo and will going 'ah. eh--?' myunna going 'heeeh???' and kurode '???' but like. i can picture it. can someone help here lol). also since he throws that in the middle of literally everyone i truly wanted to write that classic 'other side chara gets jealous of main chara because of male lead' because louter is indeed top 1 lyricist and relaly picky with who sings his song so imagine the reaction of a third party going '?? what the fuck ive been trying for years and they just get it like that??' and after they try to interfer, thats when louters scary side comes out or something (what im doing to you??? do you hear yourself. look at my blog. what are you doing to me would be more appropriate. do you understand how much i think about the twins nowadays? do you?? do you see the length of this post??? though do note this is all lighthearted read: this is karma for what youve done to me. i want you to know i want to write angst with them because of how much im going to suffer through writing so many fics of the twins)
last extra ask but yess him overhearing your yapping and complaining about life to family/friends and being considerate of that even years after and youre like 'huh?? how does he know that?' (imagine him trying to help you even back then and hearing you talk about it later all giddy and happy meanwhile youre clueless about the strings he pulled behind the scenes) he cant help trying so hard to make your life easier, he knows about how hard it was before for you, and if he has the resources to help, then why not? (after all, you helped him many times before, more than he can count. so this much? nothing to him. youre the one who practically saved his life you know? hes sure if it wasnt for you hed still feel hopeless, unwilling and stuck in that same bed from years ago. so do let him pamper you for a bit, yes?)
it is now time for the unscrapped ideas to come back! (scrapped idea number 1 -> 'that or. actual idol louter... and long time fan reader. youre always there in every performance, every meet and greet. and he of course notices it. your presence is like an affirmation of the path he chose, to see such a die hard fan even when he was a rookie..! and then you end up missing a concert (blame your luck for whatever was in the way) and hes not so subtly cracking, making some mistakes here and there on the choreography, he misses the timing of the song. a disaster all around') oh i love that. imagine youre sad you couldnt make it to that last concert but if not for that, your attendance to all idol!louters events is impeccable (and he know that for sure) so next time youre seeing him live, youre not sure if youre imagining it but... is he looking in your direction..? no, more than that, hes looking directly, specifically at you. surely... youre imagining, gosh, one event missed and youre fantasizing all types of 'the top idol is looking at me in a sea of fans surely hes interested in me' fics (no darling. it is much worse haha) nah thats impossible, well then lets stop with the crazy thoughts and appreciate idol!louter in all his glory (meanwhile louter 'actual crazy thoughts' is going through all emotions possibly available at the moment. 'should i approarch them directly? maybe sending security would be better. ah but what if that only scares them away, no can do. but what if they end up not coming again. why did they miss last event?? surely it isnt because they lost interest, theyre right here! do i go undercover and ask if they want to meet up with me? im pretty sure they tend to stall a bit before going out to avoid the crowd, i could try talking to them then') (at some point you do worry for him. 'is he.. did he blink even once ever since the show started..? ah but that smile of his is even more sweet today.. truly worth it' you say as you start waving the lightsticks. youre not sure if youre imagining but you think you saw his smile get even warmer somehow and. did he just shoot you a heart--)
(scrapped idea number 2 -> 'last one to make up for those ideas because im not sure i like them. overworked production crew!reader that has to fix everything every time louter ends up breaking things somehow. even when he shouldnt be able to. pray tell, how could he make the mic not work at all even though everything should be perfectly fine?? and the lights. he doesnt even go anywhere close, so why are they flickering and not turning on?? ah seriously, youre not paid enough to deal with this (too bad for you, you work with him for so long youre an expert at fixing things quickly with an insane amount of pressure on you, not only that, you also make the equipment work back again in the blink of an eye. very handy when things get out of hand in the middle of a performance) oh well, at least hes cute and goes out of his way to talk to you about those things and always apologises for the work. he even invites you out and all! (that is definitely not a date haha. wait. what..? it. it is??)') louter proofing everything is quite the impossible task, thankfully youre an expert in this field! (and youre also getting paid well because of this. even though that is definitely cheaper than always changing equipments and having a whole specialized crew for that)
actual last idea i have for idol louter but as stated before, makeup artist with louter!! (god knows how hard it is to do make up on others... ive.. been through quite some things.. haha. ha. anyways!) being so gentle with him and making him even prettier than he is (a bit hard if youre being honest!!) youve been hired for being the nicest, most gentle makeup artist by klark (because! louter deserves the best service) you take note of his best color pallet and even throw in some extra services by doing some skin care and massages for him (you cant have his perfect face get pimples or bruised or anything. not on your watch) and youre quite intense with your care! however, there are times louter can tell your hand is trembling or youre fumbling with your brushes while he pretends to not see and closes his eyes (..not your fault! hes the pretties idol youve had to work with to this day! how could you possibly be calm being so close to his face????)
thats all i can offer since ive pretty much used all of my creativity juice, imagination is close to breaking. brain is not working. now back to the main ask (though theyre basically ramblings because i couldnt think anymore... sorry stella anon)
haha i think your delusions are quite powerful, and it only goes to show your passion for the twins. i told you before but really dont worry much, you do have quite a lot in your plate (you said before youd also translate some other story stuff and i think thats pretty hard so dont overdo it. says the overdoer. aha). funnily enough, they reposted that one 4koma of the twins and the fireworks. also all of klarks favorite foods being things that louter cooks is ww not surprising to see he couldnt answer something that wasnt made by louter (but i cant lie, pancakes, crepes, theyre all indeed good. god. i wish i could eat louters pancakes...) (also lol imagine klark making those machines that makes shaved ice for louter. and then going all out and also making those ice cream machines) as for the fireworks, im not found of the sound, but theyre really pretty. so those small fireworks you can hold are surely nicer to me at least. anyways, do come back later with more information as right now i cant really think (reason why the ending is kind of bad) anyways now im going to take some time before coming back because i truly overdid it this time. see this is why i cut things short, so they dont turn out monstrous like this. thing. (also just because i said i was going to take 3 ish hours i kind of locked in and finished it in less than 2 hours. oh ok well i mean the ending is pretty rushed and kind of a nothing burger)
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I am flattered truly but honestly I don’t think I have a regular enough schedule to be having a blog myself LOL also truly my ideas are only bouncing off yours…you really inspired this weeks delusions so I’m very grateful yup
Ahh the ep!!! I promise I’m getting to compiling actual more info for you but this weeks ep all I could think of was Louter calling Badobarm Bado-kun off the bat (something about it just gets me…like the gap between cute and elegant ig??? Idk) and ALSO the fact that everyone kinda seems to be in awe meeting Louter the first time?? Like he’s really got that aura as the mysterious knight of the little twin stars combined with the magic effects everyone just felt…but both merolds reaction from last week and Badobarm reaction this week had me truly laughing so hard too it completely slipped my mind that prior to recent developments no one had really met Klark and louter so…also LOUTER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT??? Finally accepting change and maturing his chivalry to still uphold his beliefs while coping with change in a healthier way…Love to see it
On a more general note wow things are really picking up the disappearing citizens and now EVERYONE in wish me mell kingdom?? Excited to hear your thoughts on the ep as well as general writing ideas as well take your time with that giant ask though hahaha I really went insane
Also I’ve seen Sparklink around too but honestly I can’t say any of the designs speak to me…at most maybe the Cinderella one at most but even then something just feels a little off? Like I can’t fully connect although the blue slipper does give me a bit of Klark vibes haha
ah i see, what a pity. though i dont think people would mind if there were sporadic updates/posts (ah but im not trying to pressure you into it..! i understand having a writing blog can be. a lot.) and even if your ideas are mostly because of what i wrote, i still think other stuff like the information you bring me or analysis of the twins/music would still be very much appreciated by the community (though again, saying this but it is not to pressure you!!) (also i would still be very into seeing other ideas you could have!) ah and be prepared because id say im somewhat close to finishing it and oh let me tell you, it got. long. (fufu.. im afraid of what might appear in my inbox after posting that because if the last two posts were enough for you to send me all that then.... ah... i see why some people are afraid of you, yes. still more amusing than anything and if it is because of the lenght, shouldnt i be even scarier?)
worry not about time dear ant! (dont worry, youll be promoted very soon! from ant to '????'!) i know theres a lot you want to send me so do it at your pace, as your schedule can be tricky to work with so you even sending that much is always appreciated! but indeed, that part has been in my mind as well, not only louter calling him bado kun but bados reaction too was so good ww he was not expecting that. (louter sure has an aura... and yeah merolds reaction wwww dude look whos talking). ah yes yes! louter chara development was something i hoped would happen but didnt expect so soon! nonetheless very welcomed!! now all thats left is to see them being more independent (rather than codependent...) and explore their characters past their codependence!
for that part specifically im thinking after seeing the state the tree of wishes is in, it definitely has to be connected to that somehoe because as soon as they stated that no citizens were around mell went directly to the tree so!! im hoping to see puruth in action next episode (what with the harmonica and hangyons story you know!?!) (dont worry i think i can finish that soon enough. like this weekend to be more precise. i wont deny, you did go insane for sure. though that too is very welcomed, dont worry.)
ah i see, i do have somewhat low standards overall for most things so while i am interested to know more (maybe it gets less worse better? im trying to be positive) im also very conflicted with my morals over the ai situation (very against genai!! generative ai specifically!!! and they havent been very clear on how theyre using it so it is very likely to be genai....)... so i think i wont really interact directly with it. at most fanart and such maybe (since theyre pretty funny i wont lie ww... those fanarts of elie forgetting ash everywhere.... ww) (that too... i did feel some type of semblance even if lightly so i understand it, yes... maybe thats why hes one of the few i was interested in... hm)
wow someone really exhausted all their creative juices haha (me. thats me. help) im not adding anything to stella anons ask.... ah. i will... do something... probably..... well! im adding some other ideas too so it shouldnt be too lacking! i. think.
hmmm. i want to write but i also dont want to write.... hmm. thats why i only like having ideas hah.. alright im going back to writing
aahh i need something to reignite my creativity so i can answer properly (read: new song. now. i need that song they sing in the end of lk arc. that could very much help)
i dont think i can finish this before lk ep.. stella anon are you ok. (i mean, you were spiraling in my inbox you know..)
i was going to say how did you write so much but well.. i. end up doing even worse than that so... everyone, expect a long, long. and i mean a very long post coming soon (didnt even start answering but i can tell this might end up as my longest post to date. how. amusing, if anything. to think it isnt even a fic lol)
anyways! how are we feeling before next episode? if i remember correctly therell be twins next episode (and half of noirbou!!! and willmesh!) so im thinking someone is going to be here again.
also after thinking about spalik i am once more thinking about twst... but i already have so much to do with just fragaria that i might end up not writing anything for twst... ahh but i really like baymax, even had a plushie of him i got as a gift, so i might look up the story and maaaybeee write a little something.....
OH OK I originally assumed modern au was about fake dating Klark but didn’t wanna jump to that conclusion in case I was just being twin pilled and delusional but I’m glad we are on the same page lol
OOOH ok I definitely think setting the base as a school setting would be good maybe like university so it gives more leeway for extracurriculars and non academic life stuff? I LOVE a good childhood friends trope and if you have a better idea with one I’m all for it but as I was thinking of that I think it’d also be great if it were someone that just. Like has no prior interaction with the Stella family (Kiki Lala louter Klark lol) hmmm I’m kinda envisioning like maybe Klark is in this one club (robotics lmao or something similar with a workshop) and is acquainted with reader there? Same premise of him hiding himself overworking/maybe using the schools workshop to make a surprise for Kiki and Lala and since both reader and Klark are in the same club one day when louter tries to check up on Klark at his club he’s sees them together alone (by coincidence that they’re the only members there at the moment or they’re very briefly working on a project together and the one met they’re like standing very close to each other inspecting a machine Louter catches them) and then Louter just giggles and teases Klark about it later on (I’m letting my imagination go wild from the thoughts you left down but feel free to take and morph as you see fit lol) and then basically everything else in the plot you said but in this setting maybe (? Hopefully this gave you some ideas LOL)
IDOL AU stop you’re actually reading my mind I had a dream about this a couple months ago….Yes YES YES hard to work with Klark with one single manager/photographrr/stylist that manages to take him/her puts up with I’m drooling…imagine being a manager and knowing exactly how Klark likes his outfits what snacks he needs backstage how he likes his in ears etc all his little quirks that they know by heart to the point it puts other managers to shame LOL also thinking about the photographer concept you have and by extension maybe like a stylist + the muse idea where they start off not super close but reader thinks he’d match the vision perfectly and Louter gets sent over and it doesn’t work with his image so he convinces Klark and that just sets off the wonderful relationship of Klark’s monogamy to reader as a stylist/photographer etc
Your brain is truly too big and my delusions are being too well fed omg Nikki you spoil me…def gonna get working to fulfill your orders more info and ideas coming soon….but absolutely YES do talk about louter I’ll happily provide any thoughts on that as well while I also reply to everything else LOL
i mean if that works it works you know (but he isnt the main character..! i. think... i did want to write for modern au regardless. it is just... klark being hasty and going first... probably. yeah.. does that mean louter will also have a modern au fic? well hold your horses. maybe. if i have an idea that i like. wait what would louter do in modern au. give me ideas and i might give you a modern au plot)
(more about modern au + fake dating klark, a bit more idol klark. general ideas about idol louter. intense louter. like, a lot, crazy louter. and ramblings, a lot of yapping! no, seriously. a lot. i think louters ideas arent that good... hm. i need to work more on that huh i scrapped a few. not sure about it hmhmm) (oh yeah also read the post then the tags. theres a little. plot i put later on in the tag)
ah university, thats the word i was looking for, yeah that sounds good so it is decided, university setting! as for their relationship, i did think that going with the childhood friend route might end up getting in the way of the plot (aka when meeting with kiki and lala. also louter i think.. stella family.. how cute) so maybe it is for the best if they meet later on... (also makes it funnier if even louter doesnt know you lol). lets see, ive been thinking of going with the club thing more than a workshop (workshop feels like a shorter period of time.. and i need klark to at least be somewhat close to them for this. well. enough to like them and also ask for help with. the whole fake dating. lol) but something like them sharing a class also works wonders! (something something. klark works more with hardware and you software i think.. does that make sense?) because imagine like. youre failing that particular class and think 'why not just ask for help from the best student lol besides we are friends! i think.' so you try talking to him about it but he doesnt really have that much time to help you (neither can he keep calm enough around you) so he denies it but youre so desperate you keep pestering him (you are hopeless) and thats when all the misunderstandings start. you put it perfectly, louter sees you two way too close (and klark blushing i dont know) and cant hear what youre both talking about and goes '???? klark.. could it be..!' and as soon as you two realize hes there you back off each other (you cant be that desperate in front of others. klark still thinks hes hiding his crush perfectly well. youre both idiots) and off louter goes, just as i said before in the last post, they call and the misunderstanding keeps getting worse somehow... you already know how it goes after this so yeah for now thats what youll get!! at this point i dont even need to write the fic lol you can imagine the whole plot already (it definitely gave me ideas, thank you for the hard work stella anon! off to your payment once more!)
ww it doesnt surprise me whatsoever to think youd dream of something like that (the twins). hmm, indeed, only a super manager would be able to deal with such a harsh idol. good work manager san, keep it up! (read: please never quit i beg of you). fufu, i thought of something fun, imagine klark taking that for granted and losing it after you 'quit' (you just took like a week. maybe a month off or something. he doesnt need to know that. it is part of the fun!) and after that not letting you out of his sight and realizing you do way too much for him behind the scenes... waow klark you need to up your game before another company takes (reader) away with better work conditions (imagine him annoying you while youre on vacation). he ends up mellowing out and you '??' because he changed so much you cant seem to read him like always. him being 'no you dont need to do that' and you go 'ah did i do that wrong somehow??' ('wow i really dont know how to do my work i should quit' wwwwwww which in turn makes it so klark has to deal with his feelings and be upfront with you). ah yes, the monogamous relationship you two have is quite interesting, although that only seems to be on klarks side if anything (you do need money after all. besides, klark does other works besides being a model so! but in a way it is monogamous yes yes) that just makes him annoyed at others who work with you and you have to deal with him being sulky and uncooperative at work. just, wonderful. (you dont seem to realize hes pricklier than normal. thats favoritism for you. or youre just used to that and know how to work around it lol. klark whisperer)
now now, you flatter me! you know what that does, no? more content for you! no spoiling here darling, this is simply a flower (me. i am but a humble flower) thriving under the right conditions! besides, you worked fair and square for this so it is only fair!
for starters, i actually didnt have any ideas when i began writing this lol and if im being honest i had a bit of a hard time but ummm let me see... i really wanted him mainly as an idol because i absolutely love his song..! something like. eichi tenshouin (enstars). fragile and sick but also a really famous top idol. but then i had trouble with that because we already covered manager, photographer, stylist (klark you really are greedy what the hell) so i tried doing something different (i. inverted the roles lol)
so, not really idol idol louter, more like lyricist louter but. imagine. like. he has such an elegant and gentle aura and so much presence on stage that it captivates you to actually try your shot in being an idol as well (to begin with, you already wanted it, but you know how the real world is..!). and yet when the time comes, he steps out of the stage while you chase his shadow. somehow, you keep rising and before you know it you will actually work with him, he. he is the one thatll write your song. huh-- (blue screen. you broke. send help immediately) and after that embarassing '''1st meeting'''* (huh you want to know more about that? ahah how funny) youre scared you flunked your only chance at working with him since people say hes really fierce and takes his work seriously (wow. that gap in his appearance and personality..!!) but for some reason hes reaching out to you again, going out of his way to see if youre fine and asking if he can write your new song..?!!?! of course hes nice out of the stage but this level is?? isnt he supposed to not trust others and be somewhat hostile???? besides, wasnt he in hiatus or something because he was having a hard time writing lyrics?? what is going on?
someone finally finished all their requests on both blogs so yay to that! i totally did not rush to finish that because it is basically a month since i last posted haha no. no....
oh well! im still writing in a way even if it is just ideas so..! technically...!!!
anyways!!! im just rambling but ahhh i keep seeing spalik stuff on my timeline and hmmm i want to know more but also ive seen a lot of talk about them using ai and i am very against it if theyre actually using genai..! what do i do!! wah.. can someone help...
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Ok lowk we’re so alike lol I also like reading your messages a couple times so I can fully flesh out a response and make sure my brain is working LOL on that note I will be compiling my thoughts and response shortly but before that I may be an idiot remind me of the full details of the modern au again…I will gladly give you my thoughts I just somehow am blanking on what we spoke of like maybe in my mind I called it something else but everytime I think it just leads back to different aus which definitely aren’t modern oops
ww not that surprising, given our ideas and taste(?) align quite frequently (also maybe because our convos keep getting longer and longer..! which is. admittedly my fault. for example. this. i overdid it yet again... well..! m more content..?? sorry stella anon i dont know how to hold back... take your time.... you dont need to comment on everything....)
(rambles about the modern au/fake dating klark fic. mostly klark. also some crumbs, ahem. payment for your hard work stella anon o7 otsu. read: idea about idol au? klark idol au. i think i talked about it before somewhere hold on. it is in the tags of this post! transcript being 'ww gap moe kura kyun kyun… imagine idol kura going 'kyun!' and doing the arrow/shooting at your heart thing')
worry not! that is to be expected since we actually havent talked anything about it..! the only actual mention we have about it would be in this post (which i dont think developed any further.. lol. so really nothing to remember wwww) (also the post stella anon is speaking of in that ask is this one but it is nsfw so beware!)
i know i asked stella anon specifically but everyone is free to send thoughts about it too! though if you want more information or more like, a direction of what i need help with, lets see... i just need to understand the overall settings (stella twins, mostly klark but louter also helps me in the future. field of study or work/profession?? is it better like. in college or??? i dont know what im doing help) that way i can kind of piece together the rest of what i need (basically just. how to write (reader) lol. and the situation and fic. you get it) if needed i think klark can go through the horrors of studying while having a part time job or something (where he meets you? or childhood friends?? or both????) we can just throw some excuses and tie it with the plot! for example, 'ahh klark was working so much and he seemed so stressed and looking like he was hiding something from us... dont worry klark we would love to meet with your s/o, im sure theyre lovely! itll be a nice family meeting dont worry!' aka misunderstanding n1 (read: klark was just a bit overworked. he was in fact hiding something but it was not his 'relationship'. it was his crush. and a surprise for kiki and lala) (also... what do i do with the lords... theyre. theyre family now! they already are but you get what i meant!) and then when you two actually show up 'together', everyone in his friend group knows about it before the end of the day (lol. blame louter. hes working overtime as a matchmaker) aka misunderstanding n2 (also just because itd be funny. i need him to be misrable a little bit) and now he has to keep this up even longer so he doesnt seem too pathetic with no bitches, no charisma. nothing. else bluebou will never let him live this down (louter is already doing that but shh it is for the plot. he can suffer more later if needed)
im going to pay in advance and yap about yet another idea (this one will probably just stay as an idea unless something. happens) not necessarily related to modern au i think?? ok so, as stated before, idol au. you know that one zozotown collab art. i keep thinking about that and being like. 'model twins oooohhh' and it keeps bringing up my thoughts about idol au but klark specifically because of course he is going to be greedy to an insufferable extent. something something model/idol klark thats very annoying (strict..?) to work with and.. (reader) who works with him somehow
theres still a lot of possibilities here so say, photographer!(reader) who can keep up with klarks harsh standards, so he isnt as annoyed to pose and model and do his job. somehow hes easier to work with, his company realises this and basically now he only works with you (maybe you two nerd out over the cameras or other types of machines later on ww). something something you take really good photos of him (he does have high standards after all), now he has more screen time and ads and all, which ends up with his popularity going through the roof. and yet he still only works with you, despite the countless new offers and other more popular photographers, theyre denied again and again (by klark! his company is done with him but theyre used to him at this point)
or stylist(?)/designer(?) (reader) where klark ends up as your muse since hes so tall and pretty and a top model. you keep going after him relentlessly and hes so fed up by you he talks about it with louter which in turn goes after you to see whats the deal. they do not have the same vibe so it doesnt really work and your pieces dont match louters style. your talent is undeniable but since louter asks so nicely you hear him out and leave klark alone for a bit. does not end well on klarks side lol. he got used to your presence, yadayada, you know how it works. you two bicker a lot too because i think thats fun
I can’t tell if I’m reading your updates on your pinned post in the right order but PLEASEEE Nikki on my knees the fake dating au sounds SO. GOOD (ofc all lighthearted I don’t want you burning out either lol) your brain is truly so big though what a genius idea…perfect execution of boy failure Klark I think my life would be fulfilled reading that
But also YES YES lemnis analysis and notes!! So many things to do not enough time I’m not even close to deep diving but yes everything you said and more!! Speaking on that the “madorondetai” I believe is a reference to one of the episode titles from arc 2 that uses “Madoromi” (I think it was like the screws in a light dream I’m ashamed to say I don’t remember off the top of my head” but that’s a very specific word usually translating to dozing that’s a very light dreamlike sleep so you mentioning Klark looking like he’s barely asleep is. Perfect. Spot on. Anyways. I think also one lyric that really speaks to me is at the very end where Klark says “itsumade mo” which matches his code of chivalry of eternity that implies how something will last forever over the passage as time (Klark as time yes) and continue while louter says “kono mama de” following stasis where nothing changes and everything stays as is (i didn’t explain this well so i hope you get the nuance im putting down lol)
Also I can’t lie when you said the space time thing as a previous Pokemon fan I thought about pallia and dialga in which dialga is a steel type god of time which matches Klark and his machines and is also blue while palkia is the god of space and is pink and also is a water type (which typically connects with some astrological things I think) (if you don’t know Pokemon please ignore this lmao)
Anyways I will definitely be back with more info to give you once I compile it all properly but I can’t wait to read all your masterpieces to come!!!
my, calm down stella anon, no need to beg that much for it..! as stated before, im actually thinking about writing that for real now. thank your enthusiasm and amusing reactions to it if anything! (but then again... will be taking a whole lot of time for that so maybe it is better to keep your expectations low if i end up abandoning it midway..)
this time around i dont think i have much comments on the music, but for those of you that havent seen it yet, i have this post talking about it more in detail! (mostly just adding on to stella anons explanation i guess. ah and spoilers for lost kitty ep 21! also disclaimer: the fan translations are amazing and im really thankful for everyone who works and helps out in the wiki! i only re translated that part differently because i know localization and the lyrics make it hard to do a literal translation! it wouldnt sound natural at all... tldr fan translations and lozalization really good! god knows how hard it is to translate...)
i believe the part stella anon is referencing is the first line louter sings ('yoseru haguruma te to te kasanete byoushin no aida ni madorondetai yo') as for the episode, it would be ep 21 (also known as the one where louter keeps looping that one memory. 螺子巻きのまどろみ which i dont know how to translate if im being honest. translate says 'winding slumber'..? and if i remember correctly in a previous post you said the translation was along the lines of 'a wind-up sleep') the translation for that specific word is indeed a pretty interesting choice for the music, maybe it connects to what you said before about them looping in the mv art as well! (and the notes for that translation are very appreciated! it doesnt really give that feeling in eng so those more subtle things end up lost in translation..)
as for the 'itsumade mo' and 'kono mama de to' ('As we are and forever shall be,') as soon as you said that my brain went 'ooh nice' and now everytime i hear that part i go 'oh yeah'. ahem, anyways. i think you already explained it well enough but maybe another way to put it would be like. klarks chivalry, eternity, is a synonym to 'forever' (regardless of how much time passes). and in the same vein so is stasis and 'as we are' (to signify no changes). though maybe a more literal translation would be 'forever, the way it is' which i think makes more sense for what youre going for here (note: a definition of stasis can be 'a state or period in which there is no change or development') (another note but for those who want the official translation for their chivalries! klark -> Eternity:
'To hold unfailingly to one's convictions despite the passage of ages.' louter -> Stasis: 'To keep one's compassion unchanged for eternity.')
ww that pokemon part, it actually lines up pretty well for the both of them, no? i did play a few games but at the time didnt know eng so, you could say i know next to nothing..! (as if it wasnt bad i also cant recall anything besides the team i used ww)
going back to the topic of the eps, rewatching that one made me think, imagine if they put that melody the snow globe music box?? thingy in the instrumentals for their duet like hidden somewhere in the song.. although i dont think the instrumentals are available as of now, neither do i think i could hear it, but imagine if that was true...
i will be waiting for more details, or whatever ideas you decide to throw at me! take your time reading those because! i have not posted any writing in a while.. haha...... ha..... (i promise im working on it ok)
It’s like you’re reading my mind and personally targeting me omg the beach day is absolutely perfect and unintentionally flustering louter with ice cream that scenario is running on loop in my head I need to see that you probably already know but I love flustered louter since we see so many little moments of him teasing Klark I would LOVE to flip the tables…imagine he’s just frozen there as the ice cream keeps dripping and you’re just staring like what have I done until Klark comes over like why are you guys watching ice cream melt
Klark building a water gun would be so funny also imagine some mishap happenings like he aims incorrectly and instead of your face he hits somewhere else or like soaks your sun outfit (I’ll leave this more to your imagination)
Also for the record I religiously check your pinned post whenever I’m active on here and OMG FAKE DATING WITH NO BITCHES KLARK I’m so excited to read that please Nikki I leave this in your capable hands I swear like I said it’s like you read my mind like are you actually living in my walls taking notes or something this is insane…
I too also have a lot more to catch up on but alas I’ve also been swept away in a twin mood (then again when am I not in one) I just listened to lemnis on loop for like an hour too ugh as usual Sanrio does a great job with lyrics pairing specific phrases with their respective chivalries and really matching their characters I could go on for ages but I think that deserves a separate post maybe so whenever you want details feel free to hmu….
Speaking of I still need to fill you in on the side stories posted in the monthly magazines once I catch up so bear with me but I will share all the tidbits along with the knight link info for this week since we’re getting twins again (yay!!)
Also wait circling back to your tags YES BEACH ROMA that one 4koma of him when he was visiting sanahs kingdom (around kotohana sunset release I believe maybe…) had me in a chokehold too I can’t remember if I mentioned this before but after the twins my favorite is Roma so. Anyways. Always a pleasure chatting and also thank you for feeding me your ideas are peak and absolute masterpieces can’t wait for more!!! Oh gosh that ice cream louter scenario and the sunscreen really has me spiraling now
it pleases me to know my ideas are good! (the execution is! something else though! worry not, im working on that..!) fufufu, indeed, i do like the idea of flustering louter (and klark! especially klark) much to your delight as well i suppose (a win win for both of us!) also www the reaction of both upon licking his hand is really funny and klark being like '?? whats going on here? ruta are you ok? (reader) are you stupid?'
you know how it goes, under the cut, too many comments (also somewhat. light? suggestive becuse of klark, tsk tsk. and roma. also i yapped too much. no content only yap. for real i just yapped. the yapper is back)
i know you said that so he ends up flustered by looking in your chest area, or like anywhere, everywhere really, but as a turn of events it came to my mind the opposite. where after shooting you with water and freezing with the scene in front of him, you throw a lot of water back at him and one of two. either he looks like a wet cat (lol) or yet again the table turns and now hes the one doing that 'taking hair out of the eyes' thing where he slicks his hair back and wow he looks really pretty and handsome like this somehow okaayy. also. at some time in the water fight either of you slips and falls on top of the other haha ok next
noted! as such, i may or may not work on that whenever i feel like it. read: this is going to be ready maybe next year if i dont give up midway on it. or something happens that makes me really focused on writing that and it is done in two days. no in between (fret not, i am not anywhere near your walls, it is purely the art of talking to myself while looking at art of said character! <- reason why klark is going to suffer in that fic by the way. what i went through in public transportation because of him is no joke imagine either giggling or looking like youre constipated because you cant figure the plot out. there was worse but we dont talk about that) (also mostly because you talk about them so much that i end up going 'ah that reminds me of klark/louter' at some point in my day and i think about a respective fic for it. wait so basically this is your fault. if i suffer through writing that im going to write angst with the twins just for you ok <3 this is a joke. i think)
believe me when i say i have a lot to do.... oh well..! and again, whenever you have free time and feel like sending anything over my inbox, dont worry and feel free to spam it, at some point i will answer you..! thats going to be a problem for future me! ah and yes i love frmm music so much, the lyrics, instrumentals, mv, art, everything is such!! a joy! to watch, i get emotional sometimes ahaha, but yeah it is no joke, they really nail that down for sure (and yes i will be answering your ask about the music soon!)
reason why you should spam me with no worries as to when i answer! also, it helps to read and re read what you send before i write my answer since that helps me both develop a decent answer but also gives me time to think nice ideas up! after all, it takes time to cook... but as always, theres no need to rush since i still have, an amount of things.. i need to do....
!! right!?!! it was so good, to be able to just go in the tag and see roma after roma, fanart, cosplay, everything..!!! also his wink. i. had thoughts about him for really long you have no idea... beach otona roma... i would drown if it means he would save me.... imagine passing out and him doing cpr. wow. kissing before first date, roma slow down (or not!!! i am not!! opposed to it!!!) waking up with him on top of you!!! ok im sorry i will stop here..... also at first he was my favorite but slowly hallritt came up and now holds the (? somewhat?) uncontested n1, but hes still high up!! (ww i laughed a bit im sorry. thats why im going to write the klark fic ok my bad) (also because i mainly talked too much about other stuff instead of properly answering you...! i hope you really like chatting with me because that was basically it haha!)
i forgot to post here but yes i did watch it and i. i cannot with it. hangyon. and the twins. and hallritt.. ah. i am in shambles (holding back for when you send an ask about it because this has too much yapping already..!) be not afraid, because 1 i do not care for spoilers and 2 im actually keeping up with the eps, yeah, believe it or not!
New music yiepepep!!! HII NIKKI!! Hyoma againnn! How are youuu on this fabulous gorgeous awesome day!!
whoopsies sorry for the late answer..! as you might be able to tell, not faring that well actually..! the supposedly small cough has turned into me actually getting sick, which, fun. (not really)
ah but yes the new music! i am very excited!! cant wait to hear it, and am also hoping to analyze it as much as my brain is capable..! (that being said, i will probably just go 'ooh nice' and listen to it repeatedly with no thoughts)
AHHH NO WORRIES NIKKII!! DONT worry about late responses or anything you should focus on getting better!/pos drink looads of tea esp WARM tea and perhaps medicine if needed!!
AWH warm milk really does remind one of the twins huh
YESYES! I’m actually so freaking excited 🥹🥹 it’s gonna be sooo peak dude AGHH GET BETTER SOON NIKKI!! Sending love n hugs!!
ah yes indeed i have been drinking hot ish tea and quite the amount of water. not very found of medicine (wasnt sick at all as a child. i have a bit of a hard time swallowing it. aha..) and it isnt that bad so there wasnt much need for it
thank you for your concern and well wishes, it truthfully helps in these. not as nice times..!
GAH LATE RESPONSE.. I SAW THIS BUT APPARENTLY FORGOT TO RESPOND.. THATS GREAT THAT YOU WERE DRINKING HOT TEA!! Gah I get that feeling medicine doesn’t exactly have a good taste for swallowing.. BUT ITS GOOD THAT IT WASNT TOO BAD FOR MEDICINE!! (??)
OFCOFC!! I worry a lot for my friends oomfs mooties or wtv!🥹🥹
worry not..! i too forget to answer sometimes lol (you know... when you just see the message and forget to write an answer and think you answered already....... yeah......)
your worry is mutual (haha get it mutual, moots), for i too hope for health and good wishes your way!
(as for the manga if i remember correctly it should be 'Futsutsukana Akujo de wa Gozaimasu ga ~Suuguu Chou So Torikae Den~'/'Though I am an Inept Villainess: Tale of the Butterfly-Rat Swap in the Maiden Court' (or just. futsutsuka na akujo dewa/though i am an inept villainess) i thought the art was pretty and i think one or two seiyuus/voice actors were familiar so i gave it a shot (i get interested pretty easily..!!) anyways i read everything i found online and the anime is coming out i think..? so i plan to watch that..!)
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IM ONA SPREE TO ANNOY PEOPLE I FOLLOW SOOO YOU'RE NEXT IN LINE AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO AND I HEREBY DEMAND YOU TELL ME SOMETHING INTERESTING AND IF IT'S NOT INTERESTING I AM PUTTING YOU IN MY MAZE OF HORRORS
okay okay but how are you doing and what's interesting (tell me!!) and also threaten me so i finally write all my requests and be productive for once because i am not only spiritually a lazy pink cat, i am also physically one nowadays methinks like I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING SINCE MY PROM WHERE I WAS DEADASS CLOSE TO BEING ARRESTED so i should lowkey lock in and i need the motivation and since i look up to you as a writer (IN A WAY??) maybe i'll finally do my shit WAHOOO
okay wait this is actually kinda annoying i am so sigma and i hope you have an amazing day and my energy explodes through this ask in your face and transfers !!! MEOWMEOW
okay i'll go now okay okay
oh my! i hope im not too late to answer this!! im afraid this didnt annoy me whatsoever, in fact it made me quite happy to see you here to chat!
oh no! not the maze of horrors..! well then, i suppose an interesting fact is due... lets see... would it interest you to know ive done cosplay before? no right? then, if you ever need to know the difference between a bone and a rock, lick it! not sure about which is which but if it falls it should be a rock and if it sticks a bone..? (though ive never tried it..!)
ive mostly been good! though i dont think theres anything interesting going on in my life as of now, it has been a while but i painted/cut my hair..? ah i also made pants..! it was a very bad proccess but i suppose i did finish it (not really lol i still need to do some last touches). haha i definitely need someone to tell me to go write as well... well i did try it just wasnt up to my standards so in the end i have nothing..! but still, if you feel like you need to write, then go ahead! and if requests are a bit late.. well! it happens! as long as youre writing and happy doing it! (haha totally not saying that for myself too what noo.... i really need to write..)
also sorry what was that?? arrested???? are you good over there? (my oh my thank you..? in any way..! still, a bit unexpected since i think you write better??)
you sure did leave quite the energy in the ask, so much so i think i will try to do some stuff i need before i lose the drive..! (klark fic incoming..? still unsure actually..!) w. woof? meow? w what animal am i
...regardless..! hope to see you soon in my inbox again..! (or maybe.. i will go to your inbox..! unlikely but you never know.. i am a bit chatty these days for no reason)
uwah i swear im going to answer both in this blog and the other im working, trust.... well. anyways!
i will probably take some time before that last req is done which. i. ah. somehow i think i should try to do something about it but i simply am not in the mood to write. cielo. and merold. at the moment (apologies.) ah and stella anon you too im working on it ok.. no promises for the klark one but the two asks are. yeah..!
