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Just poured a piece of my heart out and now it's raining buckets

#not kidding #heard some thunder too #how fitting

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kanstarhoney

Lay the Healer [x]

Cosmos bipinnatus - Peacefulness, order, balance

#re blogging from my flop main blog that I never reblog or post anything on #except my digital art that I spend DAYS on but never gets notes #holy hell I'm such an empty shell

revolt-lution

be in a relationship with someone who makes you want to be a better person

#fucking hell it got cut in half #god I'm crying now I have to write it again #-it #I tried to reach out for help in my best friend but it didn't work at all #I told her (or wrote because snapchat) that i didn't know what the fuck I was going to do #but she didn't help me at all and I don't think she understood how much it meant when I said that #it honestly hurt and she's still oblivious about it #about one and a half year a ago a classmate asked me seriously if I was depressed #and back the I said no I don't think so #but now I can say that I definitely was and I'm no better now #my social anxiety is holding me back more than ever #I want to fall asleep tonight and wake up ten years forward in time when I hopefully don't feel as lost as now #my dad said the other day that I shouldn't be sleeping my youth away #and even though he said it as a joke be both knew it was true #I feel so so tired and I feel so dumb and lazy and selfish #and I want to improve #but I just can't #not like this

revolt-lution

be in a relationship with someone who makes you want to be a better person

#I sent this to this blog from my now main around 100 days ago when I was dating this guy who made me feel like this #I logged in again on this one now because I want to get some things off my chest #(I cried a lot when we broke up but that's not what this is going to be about)#I've isolated myself this summer way way more than usual #I've ignored messages from everyone including that guy (I'm really sorry) not because I want to be mean but just because I can't handle it #the amount of effort I feel like I have to do to keep up with an conversation makes me so so tired just to think about #gosh there's so much I want to say fuck but I'll keep it short here I might write more for myself somewhere else #the core to all my problems is that I have no goal or dream that I want to achieve #I have absolutely no motivation or inspiration to do anything #I don't want to go to school because I don't think I can handle the stress #I've applied for a one year course but I think I'm too late with some things I've need to have done to start anyway #i just... I haven't thought about my life after summer vacation a second more than I've needed to #I cried myself to sleep the nights before the deadline over applications and I waited until the last day before accepting #I've procrastinated this entire process even thought I knew that this wasn't something I couldn't even think about procrastinating #worst part is that it's a course I know I can do well in because it's basically what I did in high school #and even though it's relatively easy and it's a topic that I enjoy (I guess maybe) I just can't look forward to it #I just don't want to go #...it's so hard to explain how I feel about this...#it's not like I'm scared of leaving home because I wasn't living home the past year anyway #heck I'd love to just leave and live by myself #the problem is that I can't take care of myself either #I'm so useless it's not even funny #I'm so dumb and young and inexperienced and fucking hell I can't do shit #my uncle have said a couple of times that it's important to do something (work) that you enjoy #but I don't enjoy anything enough to consider putting effort into turning it into a job #/career #(this is turning too long)#I haven't talked to anybody about this #mom and dad probably have their suspicions because I've been so disinterested whenever the topic of school has been brought up #mom asked if I needed anything for the school year (which starts in 4 days now) and I said I didn't know and that I haven't thought about

I randomly logged into this account yesterday (I’ve been using KanstarHoney lately) and my blog turned 4 years old apparently ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#cool

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kanstarhoney

Chen’s teaser photo for Monster

#and this too hehehe

kanstarhoney

I’m really proud of this omg

#i did this hehe

bethe1all4one

realcnu: #BANA ❤️#B1A4 감기 조심하고 밥도 잘 챙겨 먹고 #모든건바나덕

leomessl

#AleppoIsDying

lunetta-suzie-jewel

Guys, Direct Relief (directrelief.org) is one of the highest-rated charities with 99% of donated money going directly to their programs. As I’m sure you’ve heard, Aleppo is about to be completely destroyed. DO is assisting with the Syrian Refugee Crisis and can use all the help they can get. If you are in a position to donate, please do so.

Whether or not you can donate, please reblog.

#reminder

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kittae

How i went from hardcore punk and metalcore to Kpop is still a mystery to me

handsomedogs

Mel Miles | Sibling Love

#AWWWWW

saintksoo

chanyeol was dying laughing bc he’s worn the same hoodie every day for the past two years

#yo true tho

thesuhoeffect

I seriously didn’t expect exo to come out looking like they each own 6 castles in some european countrysides like i’d personally volunteer to be their doorknob polisher

#they looked really good!

jonginssoo

suho must be proud

sd1d-enthusiast

suho paid him $50 bucks to say that

#lmao #exo #Sehun

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