β your t-shirtβs inside out. β
β you already know iβm bad at lying. β
β you are the person i never wanted to be in debt to. but i owe you. β
β after all weβve been throughβ¦everything iβve doneβ¦it canβt be for nothing. β
β you know what i see when i look at you? me. you remind me of me. β
β i need you to take a breath. β
β thereβs a leader in you. one day, it could be your turn. β
β i never liked you, but still, itβs like weβre friends. almost. β
β weβre gonna be brave, and weβre gonna get out of this. β
β canβt tell you how exciting it was listening to that fucking conversation. β
β there you are. i was getting worried. β
β a bad reputation doesnβt mean youβre bad. β
β how about we just talk this through? β
β this isnβt gonna end well. β
β when weβre done, weβll go wherever you want. β
β youβre a dangerous person. youβve certainly proved that. β
β i started worrying you wouldnβt wake up. β
β we can help each other. and get that gun out of my face. β
β i think iβm gonna love you for a long, long time. β
β thereβs stuff up there you shouldnβt see. β
β you ask a lot of goddamn questions. β
β you know, i used to be scared of these people. β
β i meanβ¦our luck had to run out sooner or later. β
β like to think, for once, we could finally win? β
β i mean, itβs the long way or the βweβre fucking deadβ way. β
β you mumble in your sleep. β
β wait, who gave you the black eye? β
β no. no questions. just do it. β
β you canβt fight everything and everyone. you can pick and choose whatβs important. β
β nobodyβs gonna be coming after you, right? β
β you stay close and you follow my lead. β
β thereβs no halfway with this. we finish what we started. β
β youβre a natural leader. youβre smart, loyalβ¦violent. β
β itβs a miracle youβre alive. β
β okay, rocky start. couldβve been worse, though. β
β you know what iβm in the mood for? shitty puns. β
β it doesnβt matter. you have to trust me. β
β you know, people like to tell stories. β
β iβm not in the mood for this. iβm really not in the mood. β
β you have a greater purpose than any of us couldβve ever imagined. β
β how about we start withΒ βthank youβ? β
β iβd like to go home and drink βtil my face stops hurting. β
β i want you to forget this ever happened. β
β i believe everything happens for a reason. β
β you canβt be stupid like this. β
β you so hungry for vengeance? deliver it. β
β iβm not going anywhere with you. β
β if we come up against anything, you get behind me and you stay there, okay? β
β iβm trying to keep you alive. β
β did it make you feel better? did it make you feel safe? β
β thatβs not my fucking home. β
β i donβt want your sorries. β
β donβt blame me for something that isnβt my fault. β
β oh, finally, some fucking luck. β
β you wonβt survive for long out here. i can protect you. β
β no more questions about me. β
β you want your jacket back? β
β fuck you, man. i didnβt ask for this. β
β besides, itβs the thought that counts. β
β wasnβt my fault this time. β
β iβm sorry, but this has gone on too long. β
β iβve hadβ¦more good days with you than with anyone else. β
β i need you to take a breath. β
β can we start a fire? iβm freezing. β
β the darkness is falling, the sky has turned gray. β
β matter of fact, we can just keep our histories to ourselves. β
β you stay here. you hear anything, yell. β
β maybe thereβs nothing bad out there, but so far thereβs always been something bad out there. β
β soβ¦is it everything you hoped for? β
β what do you want me to say? β
β you okay? you just seem extra quiet today. β
β are you okay? youβre not hurt? nothing? β
β thereβs no way anyone knows weβre here, right? β
β you do what i say when i say it. we clear? β
β where would you be without me, huh? β
β iβve been on both sides. β
β letβs just handle what we have to handle. β
β is it everything you hoped for? β
β it doesnβt matter how much you push the envelope, it will always be stationary. β
β you hungry? you can share some of mine. β
β have i committed a crime? β
β itβs got its ups and downsβ¦but you canβt deny that view. β
β those things i didβ¦those things that you judge me for, i did those things to keep us alive. β
β i swear, iβve told you everything i know. β
β i donβt wanna talk about it. β
β just because life stopped for youβ¦doesnβt mean it has to stop for me. β
β iβm alone and forsaken by fate and by man. β
β here. this make you all nostalgic? β
β thanks for still giving a shit about me. β
β i am the bad guy because i did a bad guy thing. β
β you keep your eyes on me. and donβt look anywhere else. β
β i know this hurts. youβre gonna be okay. β
β you think iβve never done shit like that? β
β maybe we just call this one a success and say our fond farewells. β
β it isnβt fair, your ageβ¦having to deal with all of this. β
β i was never afraid before you showed up. β
β swear to me. swear to me that everything you said is true. β
β do i not look scared? β
β just a reminder that if youβre dead, iβm fucked. β
β what else am i supposed to say? β
β itβs not too late. even nowβ¦even after what youβve done. β
β iβm sorry. i have no other choice. β
β if you just keep goingβ¦you find something new to fight for. β
β we did what we needed to survive. β
β is that what i am? am i one of the βwrong peopleβ? β
β i shouldnβt have said what i said. i donβt know your situation. β
β i donβt wanna hurt you. i wanna help you. β
β look, sometimes things donβt work out the way we hope. β
β when do we tell the others? β
β well, this is what happens when you fuck with fate. β
β i saw what you didβ¦the way you killed those men. β
β but first, you have to do something for me. β
β be careful who you put your faith in. the only people who can betray usβ¦are the ones we trust.Β β
β you see my face? do i look scared? β
β stay awake with me. β
β itβs dangerous, but itβs nothing you canβt handle. β
β thereβs a whole lot youβre not telling me. β
β how about you shut the fuck up? β
β i would very much like for you to hurt them. β
β what iβm about to tell you cannot be repeated to anyone. β
β theyβre gonna catch us if we donβt run. β
β everybody i have cared for has either died or left me. everybody, fΥ½cking except for you. β
β lately, there are these moments where the fear comes up outta nowhere.Β β
β iβm not looking for any trouble. β
β i think maybe we got a little off on the wrong foot. β
β i came here to save you. β
β theyβre not following us. i think weβre safe. β
β i just ran away for a bit, thatβs all. β
β i thought you were dead. β
β you think i can still handle things, butβ¦iβm not who i was. β
β oh, maybe i shouldnβt have said anything. β
β i should fucking stab you. β
β seriously, though, how the fuck do you do that? β
β well, iβ¦i donβt know how to swim. β
β what the fuck is wrong with you, sneaking up on me like that? β
β holy shit, are you dying? β
β i was just trying to imagine you wearing that. β
β was that the first dead body you ever saw? β
β i wasnβt gonna say iβm sorry. i was gonna say that iβve been thinking about what happened. β
β how about you just take the good news? β
β why did you bring me here? β
β we can just be all poetic and lose our minds together. β
β god help any motherfuckers who stand in our way. β
β you stay down, you stay low, you stay quiet. β
β that easy to give everything up, huh? β
β are you gonna kill me? this seems like a perfect place to do it. β
β you shouldnβt have had to. iβm sorry. β
β you know, you really shouldnβt be all out here on your own. β
β turn around and walk away. just go. β
β iβll follow you anywhere you go. β
β hold me close to my heart. β
β itβs hard to trust strangers. i know. β
β i need to know youβre with me. β
β the longer i was awayβ¦the harder it was to come back. β
β did you kill innocent people? β
β as much as i love arguing with your stubborn assβ¦weβre on a mission here. β
β donβt tell me that iβd be safer with somebody else because the truth is i would just be more scared. β
β you have no idea what loss is. β
β youβre the one thing i missed from that fucking place. β
β when we were talking about hurting peopleβ¦what did you mean it wasnβt your first time? β
β i canβt fucking do this without you. β
β it was a joke, okay? in my mind, you loved it. β
β well then, give me your hand. β
β they havenβt lost faith in you. theyβre just scared. β
β goddamn it, i wanna punch you so bad. β
β looks different in the daylight, huh? β
β i know you mean well. i know you wanna protect me. β