Brainrot and Depression

I’m surrounded by people who love me yet I still feel alone. I love myself but not enough to be content with solely my own presence. There’s a hole in my chest. I crave for the love of someone else, not yet knowing who that someone is. I crave their hugs, kisses, smiles, but I don’t deserve it. If I can’t fully love myself then I shouldn’t put that burden on someone else. It’s not fair. But what I don’t know is if I am saying that because I am thinking of the second party or if I  have come to believe entirely that I deserve to be alone and not be loved. 

Being part of the #BareRepublicVoxBoxCampaign was awesome. I was given all the products I needed to protect myself from the sun this summer. I received all the products complimentary for testing. My favorite product so far has been the face sunscreen lotion. I put my sisters onto the products too! The SPF sticks came in handy to my music festivals and beach trips! I totally recommend Bare Republic products

my friends are so pretty and like idek why they hang out with me. and literally people talk to me to get to them and like it sorta hurts so like idk what to do and y’all don’t care