angst hours with nct

Thanks again- I have so much love for you!

ouch.

the sun is golden on a beautiful day in June. johnny gets on one knee and proposes to your best friend, but you can't help you wish it were you in her place instead.

instead of apologizing, yuta sucks your clit until you pass out. he breaks up with you the next morning. says that you're "too needy."

to get out of missing your graduation johnny tells you his grandmother passed away. later that day, you spot him on your friends Snapchat story, at the club.

lucas fingers you under the table at dinner. when someone asks if you two are dating, he chokes on his food, laughs a little too loud, and says that he would never love someone like you.

taeil can't look you in the eye when he kisses you goodbye for work

johnny fucks you against the fax machine at work. the office is empty, but he still leaves as soon as he finishes.

you wake up in the middle of the night, feet cold. you see the gleaming ring on his finger just before you see the picture of jaehyun standing next to a pretty woman on the nightstand. and in the middle of the night, you creep out of your boss' house