three years ago was so good! it was my 3rd year of university, all my friends were on erasmus but not me but it meant i studied a lot and did better with my grades, i used to take german classes and there were old people in my class and i loved it so much, i used to work at the supermarket in maisons-laffitte every day after class and i loved my friends there from the supermarket who were born in 98 too and we'd walk home together and i felt so accepted by them although they were so much cooler, and that's when i watched gilmore girls season 1 for the first time and i was baby-sitting 4 cute kids at the other side of paris and i would download an episode and watch it on the train ride, i was listening to pavement, and i loved going to lectures when it was dark and everything was so good before my master's degree:') and yet i felt sad a lot then...this will serve to remind me to enjoy every moment again

i have not experienced love and not been successful at anything and not even enjoyed being young and stupid i was always so serious and sad and now it's too late for anything

i just want a real love i am so envious of the people who met their big love in high school or university even though they aren't together anymore...and i am so envious of people who have a love of their life even though i know it will come for me too one day

Today I drank a glass of water and inside it smelled like the copybook I used in first grade? I love when you get sudden memories like this