Life happened... yet bored
how come that in your favorite month, favorite weather, favorite age you still feel bored? Something most be wrong! I should do my calculations again... surrounded by your best people, living your best life so far, how come that your puzzle is still not complete, not quite what you expected it to look like at this stage ...
Hmmmm! my faith and destiny help me here, I’m confused, and lost in my thinking. I’ve been reading books lately,heavy and smart books... The kind of books that makes you think life again, do your calculation all over again and take decision for the upcoming life that’s meant for you. I did that, I did my maths, I took decisions, and took a deep breath to make the past out of my system, and yet I don’t find the missing piece...
I’ve been watching better movies, movies that come with the maturity and adulthood. The kind of movies that discuss hot topics, politics, society, economy, different kind of love and different kind of greed and cruelty. It was entertaining sure, it was very instructing, I like movies anyway, I like the good storytelling, I can appreciate it and recognize a good director when I see his work, yet I’m still bored....
I went out, to the sea, to the movies, grabbed tones of coffee with friends, many of them, went to restaurants, payed visits to family.... you name it, I tried it. I slept well, I ate well, I dressed up to every single event I’ve bee to, I put make up and took care of my skin. I even tried Yoga at home... How much of it did entertain me? None.
May be I should try traveling! I miss people, that’s it!! I miss meeting new people and share life, and love...LOVE I wanna fall in love with a world I only see in pictures of great photographers, a world that invites itself from my TV,books, movies, music but I never took the chance to go and meet personally. The wold must be mad at me, he only came to me but I never returned the favor.
Next destination? the world to see people :)