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Sorry I've been absent lately! I just got transferred to a different office with my job and I'm working new hours. Things have been pretty crazy, but I have off tomorrow! Message me if you want to plot :) I'll be replying to everyone tomorrow!

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       JASON HAS BEEN STARING but not in a creepy way. it seems impossible for him to pull his eyes away, and even when he snaps out of it and tries shifting his attention elsewhere, he finds himself watching them again. he canât help himself, he just thinks that the other is god damn good looking that heâs about to lose it if he doesnât find the courage to go up to talk to them before they leave. he soon does though, after mental encouragements and a debate with himself. itâs been long since he finished his cup of coffee, and the caffeine kicking in pushes him out of his chair and to the other where he gives them a sheepish smile, his hand scratching the back of his head as he tries to find the right words to say, âuh, hi. iâve been watching you and- wait no, that sounds weird. um- i mean i-i..â he stutters and stumble over his words before he stops himself and restarts, âi think youâre REALLY good looking and.. yeah.â
âto sherlock holmes she is always the woman. I have seldom heard him mention her under any other name.â northâs almond shaped eyes moved over every eloquent sentence as his fingertips traced over the worn pages of his sherlock holmes book. with each turn of a page, he found himself delving deeper into this fictional world despite his actual existence in a modern day coffee shop. he was too engrossed to notice the other male until he was standing beside him. âoh!â he yelped softly, book dropping onto the table and head shooting up to look at the stranger at the side of his table. a slow, shy smile spread across his face as he listened to the boy babble compliments, his inked hand coming up to push his raven hair out of his eyes. âso you were stalking me and decided to come say hi?â he teased with a curiously amused tilt of his head. âcan i get your name so i know what to put on the restraining order?â he bit down on his plump bottom lip, laughter dancing behind his eyes.
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âIâm ashamed to be⌠Assumed as anything.â Erik explained, swallowing thickly. âI know⌠But I canât just end things randomly.â He whispered. âSheâs trying to get pregnant and her mother has just died⌠I canât just leave.â
âWhich is a fancy way of saying that youâre ashamed of me.â Wren whispered, hurt flooding through his system as his vision blurred with tears that he refused to let fall. âSo youâre just going to stay with her? A woman that you donât even love? Itâs never going to be a right time to leave her, Erik! Itâs always going to feel wrong. Thereâs always going to be excuses with you.â
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Erik shook his head. âThey fucking might. No one needs to know Iâm friends with you.â He looked down at their hands, inhaling deeply before he pulled away. âMy wife came back into town. I canât talk to you anymore.â
âAre you ashamed to be seen with me?â Wren asked, hurt flooding his tone as he flinched back, his back hitting the wall behind him. âYour wife...I thought you were thinking about ending things with her? Youâre not even happy with her, Erik!â He argued, eyes flashing with stubbornness.
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âHave you lost it?â Erik asked in a harsh whisper. He grabbed the other man by the shirt and dragged him into a spare room. âTalk about what, Wren?â
âLost it?â Wren asked increduliously before swallowing roughly as he was dragged and hidden. âI didnât think that talking to you was a crime, Erik. I wasnât grabbing your dick, we were just talking! No one is going to think your gay, god forbid, by just talking to me.â He said desperately, reaching up to pull Erikâs hand from his sweater and try to lace their fingers together. âI just wanted to make sure you were okay. You havenât replied to my texts in a few days, so I thought something had happened.â

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âWhy are you talking to me? Someone could see you.â Erik snapped in a whisper, glancing over his shoulder to make sure no one saw them together.
âI just...I missed you. I needed to see you.â Wren spoke quickly, his voice trembling with nerves as he took an unsure step forward. âI know Iâm not supposed to talk to you like this, but...but itâs been over a week since we spoke and I just wanted to talk to you again.â
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âIâve been trying to show you off, since when?â nathan said laughing then he ran his finger across his inked skin. âwe havenât done much, and iâd love to have memories with youâ he said pressing his nose onto his. âno more hidingâ he said smiling widely at his boyfriend
âno more hiding. i want to start making all sorts of memories with you. i want to travel the world and go on dates and make our own traditions. i want all that shit.â he said, moving his head back and forth to give nathan a playful eskimo kiss.
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âi canât stay away from you, youâre rightâ he said smiling then he held onto his chest and kissed his lip stain tattoo gently. âYouâre my boyfriend, if you want to be my boyâ he said shyly then he covered his body up with the sheets
letting his almond-shaped eyes slip shut, he finally allowed himself to relax. âboyfriend. i think i like the sound of that.â he murmured, a shy smile lighting up his face as goosebumps erupted in the wake of nathanâs kiss. âare you gonna take me places and show me off?â
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âkeep it up with the teasing and there wonât be a next timeâ he said laughing at him, then he held onto his face holding him gently âi love you â he said back onto his lips. âi donât want to sleep alone tonightâ he said taking off his jeans and he was left with his black calvinâs then he got under the covers in northâs bed.
âmmm someone is mighty confident in himself. as if you could resist me forever.â he grinned, laughing gleefully as he slipped under the covers beside his lover. âso what does this mean for us? what are we now, nate?â he asked softly, shifting to rest his head on nathanâs chest.
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ANDRE: it wouldn't have been awkward
ANDRE: it's gonna be 10x as awkward when we see each other again
NORTH: i freaked, babe. i'm sorry
NORTH: we should see each other as soon as possible then. you know, to get the awkwardness out of the way.

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âhey, i never even said he was cuteâ nathan laughed then he held northâs hand in his, âyou nastyâ he said pushing his face away playfully âwe havenât had sex in two weeks, new record?â he said wiggling his eyebrows then he kissed his jaw softly as he talked. âill help you go through anything, Iâve always been yoursâ he said leaning in as their noses touched and he kissed his lips passionately as he held onto him on bed
âyeah well, i did learn one thing from aimee tonight. if i ever see you talking to another guy, iâm gonna waltz up and throw my drink in his face.â he teased with a filthy grin. ânasty? why nate, i donât hear you calling me nasty when iâm make you moan like a bitch in heat.â he groaned and pouted. âdonât remind me how long itâs been. iâm perfectly aware.â he stated before melting into the kiss being pressed to his lips. his hazel eyes slipped shut and his hands reached out to gently cup nathanâs face. âi love you,â he murmured against the otherâs lips.
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âyou make out with her, and ill invite miguel from the bar over and lock the bedroom doorâ he said teasing back then nathan took off his shirt and he rested his head on northâs chest. âso youâre mineâ he said smiling up at him then he bit his lip. nathan then ran his fingers through northâs soft hair, âyou make me happy and i canât be mad at you, its impossible.
âyou do that and iâll end up going to jail for assault.â he pointed out with a helpless grin. âfuck miguel. he wasnât even that cute. why have his pasty ass when you could have a taste of mine?â he teased. âyours? nate baby, i was always yours. even when i was with her, i was still yours.â leaning into his loverâs touch, he turned his head to kiss nathanâs palm tenderly. âi thought we were gonna break up earlier tonight. i donât want to go through that again. letâs do this right. letâs live out in the open. will you help me do that?â
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âdo i ?â he said teasing then he looked down at him smiling âi just want to make you happyâ he said softly then he looked at his eyes âjust do what you have to do with her, but if i hear or see yaâll making outâ he said hitting him with a pillow gently âi mean you and her are only temporary, rightâ he said biting his lip.
north laughed brightly as the soft pillow smacked him. âwhat happens if you do catch us? are you going to go all cave man and conk her on the head with a club?â he teased further, slinging a leg over nathanâs lap and straddling him innocently. âyou mean, we were only temporary. i mean it, nate. i donât think i want to get back with her. iâm never going to be ready to come out. iâm always going to be terrified. i might as well do it now.â he said softly, looping his arms around nathanâs neck and smiling shyly. âyou do make me happy, you know. even when weâre fighting and slamming doors, just being with you makes me happy.â
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âiâll take extra shifts at workâ he said trying to help him out, he didnât want to see him suffer for being who he was. âyou are talented Iâve heard you, its unique youâre uniqueâ he said as he sat next to him and looked into his eyes. âyouâre going to do it and Iâm going to help you through it okay?â he said looking down at him
north couldnât help but to let his growing grin spread across his face as he sat up and rubbed at the back of his neck. âyouâre saying a lot of awful nice stuff to me. itâs almost like you love me or something.â he teased gently before gulping and looking up at his lover. âi broke up with aimee. or, at least told her that we were going on a break. i couldnât just let her treat you like that. i donât want to get back with her.â he admitted gently.
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nathan heard northâs voice break then he turned to look at him âyou know iâll be there to support you if thatâs what you want to doâ he said looking into his eyes then he leaned over to place a kiss on his head âcome on letâs get you insideâ he said getting out and opening up his door, helping him out and going into the house with him. âi believe you can do it, even if your dad doesnât support you i willâ he said walking him over to his room, laying north on his bed.Â
north hummed softly and followed after his lover, silently laying down and making quick work of undoing and kicking off his pants followed by tugging his shirt over his head and tossing it away until he was laying in solely his boxer briefs. âiâm just scared of what weâll do when my dad finds out and cuts me off. how will we afford this place? no way will we be able to keep up payments if iâm off trying to be an artist of all things. iâm not that good. there wonât be any money in it.â he worried aloud, looking up at his lover as he gnawed on his plump bottom lip.

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ânothing i donât even want to talk about what that bitch saidâ he said looking out the window then he bit his lip as he started to calm down. âis it always going to be like thisâ he said as his voice cracked a bit as nathan looked at north. once they got home, nathan looked up at their home and he bit his lip remembering the first time they were with each other.
north slid down further into a slouch, relaxing in his seat as he looked up at their home fondly. âgod, i hope not.â he whispered, tears blurring his vision and his throat burning. âiâm so tired, nate. iâm so fucking tired of hiding who i am. i donât even want to be a businessman or to marry aimee.â he sniffed as a lone tear trailed down his cheek. âi wanted to be an artist, did you know that? i wanted to be an artist and travel the world, but my dad said that shit was for âfairies.â he looked down and traced over the ink tattooed into the skin of his forearm.
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âAlrightâ he said softly then he looked up at his eyes and he moved passed him going into the car, once he got inside he laid back onto the car seat with his hoodie on. nathan waited for north to start driving, beside him then he closed his eyes trying to calm himself down from the anger building up inside him.
north sighed greatfully as he spun around and got back into the car after nathan, quickly starting the engine and driving back to their shared home. ânate....nate, what did she say to you?â he asked softly, speeding through the streets at a fast pace in his rush to get them home. he was tired of being in public. tonight had clearly been a disaster. he just wanted to be alone with his lover. someplace where he could be open with his love for this beautiful man.