rock me amadeus

Hello there, welcome to my Tumblr account !

I'm a soukoku writer on ao3, going by the nickname of NastyaEx.

You can call me Nastya ! I'm 21, I go by she/her pronouns (but I don't really care). I'm also bi and fluidflux

If you've read my fanfics, I think you've easily noticed that i'm not a native English speaker. I speak Russian and French ! I apologize for the mistakes I make ;;;;;

If you have any questions, I would be more than happy to answer them !!

My main focus is on Soukoku from BSD.

On Tumblr, I talk mostly about soukoku.

Thank you so much !! 💞 I hope you're doing well too !

OOOOHH— BIRTHDAAAAAY

Usually, when I lose my bsd hyperfixation, it always comes back, but I feel like maybe not this time, it's been a year now... I don't know if it's because of the direction the manga is taking or what. I think what played into it were the very short chapter so many times in a row. Which is fine, Asagiri is a human being, but in the long term, I guess it did lose me. I think I lost interest when there was yet another break last year (which, again, is normal, Asagiri and Kusanagi are human and if they need to take a step back, they should take it).

It feels a bit strange, also because I'm no longer on bsdtwt. Like, at all. But I think I left a little after something absolutely dramatic happened on it. Maybe it pushed me away without me realising it. I was actually fandomless for a while on twitter lol and it felt so damn strange?... But now I'm happily chilling on moatwt for the five boys I love most.

I feel a bit bad. I had so many fanfic plans but now I just look at them and I can't. I just can't. Maybe it's also because I've been so busy IRL. I miss writing so much. Now I write things that no one will ever be able to read and feel.

I'm not particularly sad or anything... I'm just contemplating. Bungou Stray Dogs and Soukoku used to be such a big part of my life, and now I never think about them.