Girl you're so blind saviour complex. Haha! Your unconscious subscription to the roles the patriarchy has set in place has caused you to perpetuate the very cycle you vowed to break! Your ignorance and inability to think of her perspective in all this has hurt the girl you wanted to protect! Lol!

not to come on too strong but I've been fantasizing about napping with you ever since we first met

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over