Press On

Hello Tumblr, it’s been awhile. Apparently, it’s been a year since I last reblogged or posted something on here, but I haven’t truly updated you with what’s going on in my life. 

I survived and graduated college in December 2018 with a bachelor’s in Elementary Special Education. I’m going into my 2nd year of teaching elementary special education. I’m not gonna lie, it’s been rough. I’ve cried many times due to stress, anxiety, and simply being overwhelmed, which caused me to have high blood pressure at the young age of 24 and taking medication for it. It has been scary the last year or so. I’m thankful to have a supportive family, friends, and God not leaving my side. This might sound crazy, but Kpop has helped me feel motivated to start working out more and to just simply love myself more (thanks BTS).

I’ve been living at my eldest brother’s house for a year already. I’ve been able to be happy in a clean home. I do get lonely sometimes and wish I had my other brother to annoy me sometimes and I miss having a dog. I may or may not move out at the end of the year to my own apartment with a friend?? We’ll see. 

I have 4 tattoos. Shh mom only knows that I have 2...hehe

I’ve been doing online dating for almost a year, in July. Clearly no success stories because surprise, I’m still single. Hahaha. Honestly, it hasn’t been a problem for me that I haven’t been in a relationship yet. Through this whole process, I am able to learn what personalities I like and what I am looking for in a future husband. AND guys can simply be jerks and only want you for a one night stand or fwb. Ugh swerve. But there has been some sweet guys and the date turned out well, but it never went on to a second date. Meh I’ve started to build thick skin. Also, I will pray “God, if he is meant to be, let it be. If he’s not the one, let him go,” and God will be like “I got you.” Then boy will say bye and I will feel content. Sounds crazy but it’s okay. I guess we’ll see what happens from here.