The spider is real and its coming

I like this theory. one part about banban as a character that makes him interesting is his relation to uthman and his identity, and I definitely agree he was mad that syringeon helped make his hellish form. he cant control that part of himself and it makes him feel as if he is losing more of his humanity I'm so confused about it in game though, because up until 0 I thought the lore was that banban thinks he is uthman, he has uthmans old memories and they made him have his hellish side by accident trying to essentially lobotomize him so he forgot his old life and stopped trying to be uthman because he was causing problems. but banban 0 makes him have a juvenile stage which kinda puts that into question. he interacts with the other experiments as peers- which I don't particularly have a problem with. I like that he says that he thinks the blobs are stupid, I think it fits with his character that he thinks he's above the other experiments if he believes he is the scientist who created them. idk banban 0 really confused me, it wasn't really a bad game but it brings that identity stuff into question (which also includes that banbaleena thinks shes weverly mason but that only gets touched on ONCE in a throwaway line in 6 so whatever ig) in 8 syringeon still calls banban uthman so I guess that isn't retconned. but it is confusing. like, how long were they children for? years like human kids, or did they have a faster development because they're lab born creatures (kinda like animals have shorter juvenile stages)? banban also acts a bit confused when flumbo talks when he first lets him out of the closet. though id wager that's more confusion that flumbo sat in there that whole time and still thinks they're playing hide and seek even though its been who knows how long. id love more clarification on whatever is going on with banban's identity tbh. like, does he comprehend his appearance at all? Does he know what he looks like? does he think he's still human, or does he think he was human and they turned him into a monster? did he still think he was uthman even when he was little?? I need answers this is the most confusing part of the plot to me