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md vampire au doodles + small nuzi

hollow knight doodles + crackship

i made the drawing below on january 1st of 2025. i made it because i felt depressed, because i felt depressed about the fact that i was feeling depressed on the very first day of the year. i wanted to die. today i feel the same, that same dread and melancholia i felt last year. but this time i want to look forward. i want to believe i can change, i want to believe i can feel happier this year. if there is any heaven i want to go to i want it to be here, where i can keep making art, where i can meet new people. death is tentative, sadness is eternal, but this year i will seek those small moments of happiness buried under all my loneliness and depression. this year i have hope that things will change. that i will feel happier.

I am turning 15 in 2026. I hope for myself the best of luck, and I wish all of you a very happy new year.

deltarunes while nkg kicks my ass