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My friend read me to filth last night. I couldn’t do anything but laugh cuz it’s true. I was telling them about a guy that I slept with and the guy told me to stop faking my moans. I was very offended cuz I actually wasn’t. Like who the fuck has time to fake a moan to impress a guy that’s not good in bed ya know. I did not like his comment and since then, I did not hook up with him again. My friend decided to joke with me and say I did cuz I feed off of men’s insecurities and egos. I get them hooked on to me and then I leave them high and dry. And they say and I quote “You are terrible and you know what you are doing.” 😭😭😭. I couldn’t do nothing but a devious laugh cuz they were lowkey right. I said now why did you call me out 💀. We both started laughing. Wow..my friend basically called me a succubus 🤣.

I wanna tell certain people around me I don’t give a fuck about their opinions on me. Your projections of me, are a reflection of who you are. Not everyone is going to understand where I’m coming from when I say certain things cuz it’s not meant for them. I don’t want to be digestible for everyone to see and hear cuz they all don’t deserve my energy. The world is putrid. Full of chaos and low vibrational spirits who care only about what others can bring that’s of value to them and then what they bring is minimal, when you gave almost everything you had. And I’m tired of them sucking off my energy. Making me feel just like them, fucking miserable. It’s time for me to start being authentic and true to who I am. And the people who get it will know. The ones who don’t.. oh well. A bitch I sound like. The bitch I am I guess. I’m going to be misunderstood anyway so might as well say what I want to say. I’m hear to leave an impact. Whether you like me or hate me, that’s all up to you. Not here to be understood. I’m just here to live my life by any means.

Ngl I think the full moon in Scorpio is making me horny asf. The urge to fuck when I’m trying not to cuz I just got out of a relationship and I’m trying to heal myself and know what I want for myself is so irritating. I want to be physically destroyed rn. I don’t want to walk. I want my legs to shake. My god I just want to be fucked so bad. (it’s been months btw). Been real celibate. It’s sad but needed

Don’t you just love seeing a person whimper after they come? Not just that, but having them beg for more? It was a pleasant sight to see the other night after I had a wild time with someone. My hand in charge of reaching their pinnacle. Once it was reached..of course it was not enough. Their idea of themselves coming again with just my hand alone. Shaking shamelessly and asking for more. Them moaning so loudly. I was truly overjoyed in seeing the process of them begging for more. I would like to see that more often.

The idiots I encounter on a daily basis should be studied. I simply just don’t have time for dumb people anymore. I’m done with brain rot 🫩.