Lonely Stoner

My heart beats, it pounds

such a resounding sound 

all because of this love that I've found

it's electrifying, intensifying - this love that I'm supplying 

it's so new, so rare - to love yourself, when no ones there

Facing your fear of being alone 

recognizing your soul as your home

the only one you truly own 

Don't just accept yourself, love yourself

and by all means put nothing above yourself

Right now this love is for you

I recently went down to LA to visit my brother and had quite the interesting weekend! It was halloween weekend and my friend Amanda and I had been spending our day at Venice beach. We were watching the sun go down when a man came over and sparked up some conversation, gave us a bear, and pointed to one of the expensive houses right on the beach and said that it was his and he invited us to a party at his place. We went and found out he know a lot of famous people and he ended up inviting us to Nick Cannons Halloween Party. My friend ended up going and I did not but it was still an interesting trip and def. a story for the books! I hope you guys enjoy me photography from the trip as well! 

I just want to know

how far the water flows

and if my dreams could ever reach as far

from shore to shore

my wish is for 

As I try to navigate the inner workings of my mind

It’s the darkest, most sinister parts that are intriguing to find

The deeper I go, more thoughts are revealed

Each, more vile then the last one concealed

I visit this dark place when I want to find light

Because it takes a dark place to see a light shining bright

So embrace the dark place that’s inside us all