I Felt Ugly So I Dressed Nice

[A tweet from trash jones/user at jzux reads, “If you hear me telling the same story twice just let it go. I only have like six memories and they all take turns.” End ID.]

Yeah losing 20 pounds probably won’t fix all my problems, but you know what else won’t fix them? Staying fat

at least i’d look hot while having my problems

I felt this on a spiritual level

Smash Mouth was right, the years start comin and they don’t stop comin

when lizzo said “self love is survival” and when hannah gadsby said “do you understand what self-deprecation means when it comes from somebody who already exists in the margins? it’s not humility. it’s humiliation” and when mitski said “i used to rebel by destroying myself, but realized that’s awfully convenient to the world. for some of us our best revolt is self preservation”

when audre lorde said “caring for myself is not self-indulgence, it is self-preservation, and that is an act of political warfare”

why did i put up with shit from teachers playing god in high school. if a college professor tried to stop me from getting up to go to the restroom or get a drink of water i’d literally just say “no”, walk out the door, and go see a movie instead

do i want to HAVE her legs or do i want to BE IN BETWEEN her legs?

Do I want her body or do I WANT her body

Do I wanna be her or do I wanna do her?

BIG MOOD

reblog for noises

the last 10,000 years of human history are justified by the fact we turned wolves into squeaky pompoms

Why are this person’s slippers fighting

Look at these grunting toasted marshmallows

i really really want to fuck up my lungs with menthol cigarettes, drown myself on alcohol, go to parties late at night and dont come back till morning, i want to carve my body with the ugliest scars and watch my blood stain the  bed sheets, use so many drugs whats left of my shitty brain finally rots, i want to feel and be complely miserable