Im Taylor!

I fucking hate you, I hate you for making me miss you, i hate that I can’t listen to half of my music playlist without hurting, I hate that I second guess every move I make, never wanting to overstep, or pressure anyone. I hate that I can’t trust, I hate you because when things get hard I still wanna call you, but I can’t. I hate you for leaving when you are the only person I never dreamed would leave. I hate that you are alive out there living without me, not even wanting me, not caring. I hate that out last conversation plays like an endless recording in my mind, every moment of peace is now filled with those words. I hate that you know so much, and I hate that you know so little. and I hate that you will never get to know the person I have become.