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Hi! I don't have a name yet, still deciding. I am autistic and speak odd sometimes, and also am a system, we don't really differentiate ourselves publicly because it makes us anxious. Bodily/chrono adult. Any pronouns. Severe chronic pain which melts my brain frequently. Polyamorous relationship anarchist.
My favorite animal is the red siphonophore (Marrus claudanielis)! I love eating a ton and being fat, weed and psychedelics, stained or colored glass, leather, and ceramic sculptures. My dream is to become a body modification artist specializing in species affirming and transhumanist mods, I'm currently working in operating rooms assisting surgeons and I will eventually do a piercing apprenticeship to accomplish this. Right now the only mods I've done (stick and pokes, scarification, play piercings) have been on myself to build my skills.
Types (in no particular order):
siphonophore, canine (coyote maybe?), domestic cat, chipmunk, spotted hyena, tiger, early homo sapiens or hominin cladotherian, some kind of insect (scolipede?)
Interests:
- biology, zoology, paleontology, archaeology
- therianthropy, alterhumanity, transhumanism, species transition
- body modification especially piercings, tattoos, subdermal implants, plastic surgery that doesn't reinforce societal norms, and nontraditional or unique body mods
- kinks and fetishes of all varieties including ones I'm not into personally
I block: blank blogs that interact with me, twerfs, exclusionists, zionists, capitalists, people who weaponize their disgust against others, mens rights activists/reverse racism believers/etc, most christians, if I am on your dni and you interact with me*
opinions under cut :D
* TLDR: you probably won't like me if you don't like pro-para, pro-consent, contact complex, pro-endo, pro-transID and pro-radqueer people
I am a moral, religious, existential, and cosmological nihilist.
I am an intersectional transfeminist and I am inclusive of all sexualities and genders, including kinks, fetishes, transID, paraphilias, etc. I don't believe anyone is above criticism for ideas they believe that are reflected in how they choose to label themselves or in their sexual/etc practices, however.
I support systems + nonhumans of all origins and I am against psychiatry and its labels and treatments. I support anyone who chooses to label themselves psychiatrically in order to explain their lives or the way they interact with society, but I believe it causes harm to the way they see themselves and others by defining "normal" thoughts and experiences opposed to others.
Humans are animals and they are not superior or inferior to other species, we all fill a niche; I am against the idea that humans should go extinct but I believe climate change must be stopped, including if it reduces quality/standards of life for those in the imperial core. I believe all animals should have their wants and feelings heard and they should be respected in those decisions generally. I am not opposed to eating meat or animal products, but I think factory farming is generally bad.
I believe children are an oppressed group that deserve full rights and autonomy. I believe in an ideal world children should be raised communally and/or choose their parents when they are old enough to communicate so. I think the school system should be massively overhauled to emphasize children's choice and health while still providing them with the education needed to understand their world and choices. I do not think minors should be subject to laws regarding CSEM possession or creation, as this allows minors to be jailed or permanently marked as sex offenders for having relationships with their peers or possessing nude photos of themselves for themselves.
I am in the medical field and highly critical of it, doctors/medical professionals, and medical research and treatments due to their goal of correcting people to a "normal" standard. I believe anyone should have access to whatever medications/surgeries/treatments they want to change how their bodies look, feel, and function, regardless of societal ideas of what is healthy or normal, using an informed consent model. I don't believe there exists a treatment to change what you experience sexual attraction to or what you see yourself as and I don't think anyone should be punished socially or medically for that. Changing opinions or body image is normal and I do not think surgeons/etc should be blamed for doing procedures that were consented to at the time that the patient later regretted.
I support everyone's right to create whatever art or fiction they want, and I support everyone's right to criticize and hate any art or fiction they want. I believe intentionally putting your art where someone can see it allows them to criticize it just as much as it allows them to praise it. I think there should be spaces where certain content is not allowed, such as sexual content or content depicting bigotry, but under a capitalist system this is almost never done ethically and therefore I do not support this type of censorship currently.
I am generally against prisons, police, and militaries for groups that are not actively defending themselves or liberating others. I only support imprisonment as a solution in very specific situations where the only solution is for the person to be removed from society, (such as a powerful political leader that uses their influence to make violence against the vulnerable occur and will not change), not ever as punishment. In these scenarios I still believe the prisoners should have normal living standards for the area and not be forced to do labour. I don't believe police or prisons can be in any way useful or ethical in a capitalist world that sees humans as resources to be controlled.
I am against racism, imperialism, and ethnonationalism. Race is a social construct and not a trait concretely reflected in our biology, and whiteness is an absence of racialization.
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yknow its interesting how something can impact one demographic in a completely different way than everyone else. in the exorcist when the demon starts speaking in greek, to most people its creepy. but if youre greek and you suddenly start hearing the demon speak perfect fucking greek its genuinely the biggest scare of the movie. you just do not expect to ever hear your language in american movies so it catches you so badly off guard, it feels like the movie is talking directly to you
oftentimes the appeal of a character is that they are a loser who sucks and their soul and their essence is that of a greasy stoner and then you check the fanart and theyre being drawn like pop stars and its just not right. it just aint right
hello instagram artist. your challenge is to do a portrait study of a woman but you’re not allowed to stylize them so their eyes are really big and more cat eyed than the reference photo. You’re also not allowed to make their noses more of a button nose or their lips full and pouty or their faces heart shaped with no double chin. Also you have to draw a fat woman. one thats actually fat and not just slightly curvier than the kpop demon hunters body type. good luck
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suddenly thankful I only worked retail because this would piss me off so bad. here's my genuine opinion: if you really can't eat the entire donut because of your dumbass diet or whatever, have some self control and eat NONE of it
op ignore the comments I watch people do this constantly at work and they loooove to cut a piece, decide it's too big and cut an even smaller piece while loudly talking about how they couldn't possibly eat that much, about how donuts are soooo filling they couldn't possibly have more than 1/4 of one, and verbally judging people for eating too much of a donut. it is NOT about sharing it's about the communal public shaming that makes up diet culture.
I saw this oc on my toyhouse in my dream this morning and I had to make her real... Her name is dozen crazymootie and she sends anon hate to all your enemies. Idk what dozen means but I think it's how many followers she has on her combined social media accounts
patient had emergency surgery yesterday and today came back to the operating room to close their incision (normal thing that happens so we can get in quickly if they start bleeding/etc). today the family was trying to convince the doctor to take them off life support and let them die instead of having a second operation, despite both the patient and their family consenting to the first part of the surgery yesterday (patient was still intubated in-between but knew it would potentially be multiple surgeries). family says "well I didn't want to say no in front of them" SO YOU KNOW THAT THEY WANTED TO LIVE STILL AND ARE TRYING TO GO BEHIND THEIR BACK NOW THAT THEY CANT MAKE THEIR OWN DECISIONS..? and you're trying to literally kill them while they're asleep, thinking they're having surgery they can walk away from . and when they live through this you're gonna act happy and like you had no intention of On Purpose Ending Their Life To Save Yourself Money yesterday. genuinely evil.
know who your power of attorney is and make sure they actually care about you and your desires, BEFORE something happens.
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sometimes someone I follow falls victim to severe Character delirium to the point where they stop even saying the character's name and just refer to them by an epithet like some kind of malevolent entity whom they don't wish to accidentally summon, so if the sickness sets in quickly enough and I don't pay close attention for a week I'm just Never going to figure Who this bastard haunting my friend Actually Is. and I'll spend months scrolling my dash occasionally seeing appeals to "that fucking horse" or "my evil grub."
I have so much respect for the wee girls who do cartwheels for no reason regardless of context. like it's just their default idle animation. nothing else is happening might as well be upside down for a moment. iconic tbh
reblogging a funny low note count textpost on your dash made by your mutual's mutual kinda feels like walking up to two strangers on the street and laughing loudly at their joke
genuine question, because I guess I don't really understand…
you mentioned that that article on menopause for trans and nonbinary people was aimed at transmascs and didn't have much ifo for trans fems.
that makes perfect sense tho in my mind, people who were have uteruses are the ones who experience menopause. trans fems dont. or am I incorrect in that??
its just that in my mind/to my knowledge, info on menopause isn't useful to trans fems because they wont experience menopause
Good question! (Believe it or not, you're not the only person who was wondering about this.)
So, peri/menopause isn't something only experienced by people who have uteruses. You can even have a uterus and/or ovaries, get them removed, and still experience peri/menopause.
Which is funny, by which I mean, makes it blatantly transmisogynistic, because transfems can experience peri/menopause but are frequently told it "doesn't count" because most transfems don't have a uterus and/or ovaries.
Peri/menopause, much like periods, is largely about estrogen and your general hormone levels. Not necessarily just about whether you have a uterus and/or ovaries.
There's actually a number of transfems who prefer to lower their estrogen doses as they age, as well as transfems whose estrogen levels drop for other reasons, and that can cause what's usually referred to as "menopause symptoms".
Its referred to as "menopause symptoms" in much the same way transfems having periods/PMS/PMDD is referred to as "having symptoms of X" instead of "experiencing X".
By which I mean, they can go through menopause, its just often differently than considered "normal" and the way its talked about is often transphobic.
So far, it seems as if it's not very common but given the fact that's been said about many transfem health related issues that people refuse to study, it's hard to say how common it actually is.
So information on menopause can be useful to transfems, they're just largely excluded from it! Even in discussions of trans people experiencing peri/menopause, unfortunately.
Hope this helps! Let me know if you have any other questions, Anon! <3
Trans woman here, who had a vulva/vagina installed a couple of months ago (no uterus).
If my supply of HRT were discontinued now, I would be put into the exact same surgically-induced menopause as a cis woman who had a bilateral ovariectomy/oophorectomy.
This also means that my condition now while on HRT is exactly the same as that of a postmenopausal* cis woman on HRT.
*which term is a bit of a misnomer because it makes it sound like changes are no longer happening; the reality of being a multicellular organism is that changes are always happening, and in this case, the effects of menopause, if untreated, will continue to happen for the rest of one's life.
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How long do y'all think it took for people to forget mammoths? One generation, two, three? They got rarer and rarer, until the clan felled the last one that they would ever kill, and the hunters who were there would, for the rest of their lives, keep telling the story of how they once slayed the most elusive grand beast, that was only seen once a generation. And the youths would listen their descriptions of them, and though the description didn't make much sense - there was nothing else quite alike a mammoth that it could be compared to - they listened and thought that one day, they would encounter a mammoth, too.
They might tell their children and grandchildren of this, how the old hunters would tell them of a spectacular beast that one might see only three times in a lifetime, and perhaps kill just once. It must be true, since the clan still has the tusk of one, but no-one alive has seen one.
Their children and grandchildren would tell their own children only vague tales they used to hear the old folk tell, of grand beasts bigger than horses and bovines, the grandest game of them all, but no-one alive has met someone who has seen one.
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