everyone finally catching up on my years long mike flanagan hate train Mwahahahahahahahahahah

I’m done i’m done i’m gonna listen to the new kelela hopefully finish my book and maybe by 5 i’ll have less ill will towards him

pmsing so bad it’s making me want to physically strike my boyfriend. i can’t with the bitching and moaning about his wfh job where he doesn’t have to talk to people all day and how hard it is i really can’t. not today. it’s making me want to clock out of work drive to his house and just start going crazy on him. i feel like. Okay you know what. Okay. Never mind. I’m going to not talk to anyone for the rest of the day. Like it’s amazing i know i’m only this mad bc im about to start my period but that doesn’t make me less mad. It almost makes me more mad bc why are you provoking me. Haven’t slept all week i feel like my left ovary is trying to exit my body and im in a bad mood at my government job where i get yelled at by hungry people all day and he’s about to cry over a teams message thread. Stop being a fucking bitch

i let it go for five songs before i deleted it from my library and had to calm down

tried listening to audrey hobert album and it was so bad it made me start acting aggressive. Don’t ever lie about her again.

thinking about the time my mom asked me to help with her mortgage (after i gave her money to go on a vacation) and i said i didn’t have the money and she said “don’t you have savings?” DONT YOU???!!! and my savings are not to pay your damn mortgage 😭😭😭