My Autistic Self

I have been thinking a lot about what to do with this blog since I have been inactive for the last few months. Thoughts about if I should continue or end this blog. It’s been quite tedious if that’s the right word. To be honest, I only started this blog because my mom thought it would be a good idea to share my story about my journey of getting my college degree to prove to the ones who believed…

It only takes a few seconds.It only takes a few seconds to change. Only seconds to escape. For just a few seconds, you can change the choice. Just a few seconds can be destroy.It only takes a few seconds to believe.It only takes a few seconds to breathe.It only takes a few seconds to fight. It only takes a few seconds to flight. It only takes a few seconds to glow.It only takes a few seconds to…

What are your morning rituals? What does the first hour of your day look like? I can only say that my morning ritual is mainly involved work days. I get up and get dressed first. Brush my teeth, wash my face and fix my hair for the day; you know, basic stuff. Make breakfast and making sure that I got all of my stuff ready before I walk out of the door. It helps when using the “Routine Flow” app…

How have you adapted to the changes brought on by the Covid-19 pandemic? I think I wrote something like that years back when the pandemic took effect. I try to remember and reread my old blog posts to answer this question. Couldn’t believe that was four years ago when that happened. I don’t know what kind of changes I have to adapt to the pandemic. Either I didn’t notice it, or it changed so…

Do you believe in fate/destiny? I don’t know about fate or destiny is something that I believe in. However, I am a believer in karma. I grew up taught the meaning of “what goes around, comes around”. Believe that if you treat someone with kindness, something good will come into your life. You treat someone terrible, then…well, you get the idea. That is what I believe in and live by it.

Where would you go on a shopping spree? Sam Flax, no doubt! I’m not much of shopper with when it comes with necessity things like clothes and such. However, with art supplies, it’s hard not to spend when you are trying to save some money. Seriously, I have art supplies on my table, in the little corner of my room, and my closet. It just to me, that store seems to have better stuff than what…

What’s something most people don’t understand? I can think of many things that most people don’t understand. The main thing is where how people live their lives. Like when you watch one of those reels from Facebook, Instagram, or TikTok and you find some comments such as “Oh, you will regret it if you don’t drive” or “You’re too old to be still living with parents.” Such words might seem like…

What activities do you lose yourself in? Most recently, I have lost myself to one of those 1000 puzzle pieces. Initially, it was for my brother to do it alone, but he let me help him. My stepfather was amazed that I could find all the pieces faster than my brother. I don’t see it that way; I just see what’s fit in. We were able to finish the puzzle (the pic for the post) and might do another…

What movies or TV series have you watched more than 5 times? That seems like a difficult question to answer since there is a long list of shows and movies that I have watched more than five times. I’m not going to give that LONG list, but I will tell you the most recent one that I watched that many times. That’s “Lisa Frankenstein”, “The Menu”, “Five Nights at Freddy’s”, and last but not least…

Do you enjoy your job? Enjoy my job? I would say I do. I mean, it has its moments now and then, Depending on what tasks I’m doing for the day. I would say that as long as the day wasn’t so crazy and almost out of control at work that would cause me stress or anxiety with crowds, then I enjoy my job. Hehe.

Who are your favorite people to be around? If I have to guess, it will be the people who went to Mega-Con. Hehe. I love meeting all kinds of nerds coming in. Some I made friends with. Some I only had a conversation with any topic. Just have a great time being around them

Are you superstitious? Yes and no. I mean, I do believe in karma. It depends on which kind of superstition you mostly believe in. Like Friday the 13th, the most common superstition of all. There’s a rare time when I got lucky around that day. I never believe that black cats are bad luck. They have a bad reputation because they look “spooky” and connect to witches. In other cultures, black cats…

What tattoo do you want and where would you put it? Well, I already had two tattoos on me. My first one is a heart with wings on my left shoulder; I got it as a gift from my stepfather for my 18th birthday. The very first thing I did as a legal adult. My second one is a Crescent moon with a couple of flowers around it, which is basically what it looks like in the picture for this post. I got it…

What advice would you give to your teenage self? I would tell my teenage self, “Don’t let anyone define you; define yourself.” Around that time, some people told me that I couldn’t handle college, but I did it. I graduated from college and proved it not only to them but also to myself.

What bores you? I don’t know if I have a correct answer to this question. It might sound mean or something like that, but I was bored with things I once found interning. I mean, like, a TV show, for example, I watch one episode of my friend’s favorite show. I found it interesting, so I started watching it from the beginning, but then, after a couple of seasons, it became less appealing to me.…

You get some great, amazingly fantastic news. What’s the first thing you do? Like when I passed the FCLE (Florida Civic Literacy Exam), try not to smile. It sounds silly, I know, but would you do the same thing? After multiple times of failing the exam? Back then, I was prepared to expect another failure. Once I see the words “Passed”, I try so damn hard not to smile, knowing that I finally…

What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months? In the next six months? That’s pretty specific. Well, I’m actually trying to study for a written road test. I’m making flashcards to help me more. I do hope that I’m confident enough to actually drive on the road. I’m working on those axetiny of mine.