Lua

I love peace

all the roads lead back to the loneliness ive felt ever since i was a child

I have dreams of you asking me better questions. Your desire to know more makes the love feel fuller. Then I open my eyes and you’re never as curious as I want

When I look at myself all I see is wasted potential

literally begging on my hands and knees for someone ANYONE to pretend they care about me god please just for a few days someone make me feel like i matter to them i don’t even care if it’s fake i can’t do this i just want to be LOVED

self sabotage is weird because what do you mean i make myself miserable and i'm aware of it but don't know how to stop.

i wish i could explain how exhausting it is to exist when your brain never feels like home. like i’m always visiting, never living.

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

All I want is just to be beautifully skinny