yo, i'm back.
was previously @/2u1c1d4l or @/0bs3ss1v3fvck (& like 9 others) but they took me down.
gonna try to follow the rules more, but this is still a vent blog, so be warned.
i struggle with $h & €ds, & i'll try to refrain from posting about it (to avoid triggering anyone) but if i do need to vent on those topics it'll be under a read more & tagged appropriately. I do not encourage or promote this behavior whatsoever. i encourage everyone on here who relates to those sorts of vents to recover or practice harm reduction!
i have major attachment issues, which cause very obsessive & possessive feelings about those i love. i used to vent about that quite frequently here (that was actually the purpose of this blog, it was mainly an obslove blog) but i don't care about the person i used to love anymore, so i won't be posting that type of content anymore unless i get a new favorite person (i am not searching for one). please do not mention my ex to me, i don't want to hear about them anymore.
DO NOT INTERACT: homophobes, transphobes, ableists (includes "narcissistic abuse" believers btw), pro-psych people, people in recovery, people who wanna fvck me, swifties (ew), botdf haters
i block VERY freely as well
block, don't report. i am not breaking any rules. the TOS says you can't encourage or promote d1sordered behavior. simply existing with d1sorders you cannot control having is NOT promoting. i am not encouraging or promoting anything harmful. in fact, i encourage everyone who relates to my vents to recover & i hope one day they all will. all i'm doing is venting, theres no rule against that, so there's no reason to r3port. i have nowhere else to vent about my feelings & the only thing that helps me feel a little better is having a blog i can vent on. if you r3port me, i'll just make a new account again & i'll come back on ur dash in an even worse mental state than before. if you block me, you'll never have to see me again. its a lot easier for the both of us.
likes: alcohol, g0re, benadryl h1ghs, (physical) pain, blo0d, being mortal, BOTDF
dislikes: myself, being sober, living, pop music fans, the human race as a whole
music: blood on the dance floor, my chemical romance, brokencyde, mindless self indulgence, dot dot curve, pierce the veil, falling in reverse, the millionaires, bring me the horizon, panic! at the disco (only while they were emo), slipknot, rebzyyx, etc. etc. etc. theres more but i don't wanna list everything
my current tags (i'll add more when i think of more):
𓉸myReblogz𓉸: self explanatory, just anything i reblog
⚠︎myStomachHurts⚠︎: €d vents (block if tr1ggering!!)
⚠︎myDamagedFlesh⚠︎: $h vents (block if tr1ggering!!!)
♫myMusic♫: posts abt my music taste
✃myAsks✃: self explanatory, just all asks i receive
☣︎TOBEDELETED☣︎: things i plan to delete in under a week. try not 2 look to hard at these
retired tags:
♡myDearestAngel♡: posts relating to my now-ex. they were usually very creepy posts.
the only time i'll use tags other than the active ones listed above are if they're tw's/cw's, i hate tagging my posts
spacehey: xXsl4shm3t0d34thXx
strawpage: deadinside4life
pinterest: 2u1c1d4ll
dm's & asks are always welcome!! (but no flirting please)
i'll edit this post as needed but thats it for now. bye
