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Dev: Are you out of your mind? you didn't have to do that omg! you have tons of brother credit to keep telling me anything you want
Dev: This is too much, Cam. I just can't accept that. You really didn't have to!
Cam: I know I didn't have to do that, I'm just that nice 💅
Cam: it's not too much, come on, what's the use of money if I can't give nice things to the people I care about?
Cam: besides, you're gonna have tons of fun there, I'm sure
Cam: and happy people are considerably less annoying, so if it helps you can think of it as an investment on my own wellbeing around you lol
Cam: I'm glad you like it tho (:
Dev: it is too much! It also means a lot
Dev: I know but still
Dev: hey! You're the annoying one 😊
Dev: how's Italy?
Cam: you're my little brother, nothing I give you will ever be too much, squirt
Cam: ...says the annoying one :p
Cam: Italy is as old as always lol
Cam: but I'm having fun (: Trevor's family received me super well (I think his little sister might have a crush on me tbh), I got zero shovel talks and a super fancy coat for Christmas
Cam: I've also learned to swear in Italian, that was fun lol
Cam: how's Hollow's treating you?
Dev: we can always ask mom next week who's the annoying one 😏
Dev: thank you, Cam, really 🫰🏻
Dev: I'm glad his family accepted you right away. It's obvious how happy you make each other
Dev: lmao who's teaching you how to swear in Italian?
Dev: it's treating me as usual. With lovely friends and lots of food and some snow. Not my doing
Cam: THAT'S LOW
Cam: you're welcome, squirt ❤️
Cam: Father Mallardi said that too :3 he was happy to see Trevor so happy, apparently he had never taken a boy there for the holidays before
Cam: one of his sisters, the older one, she's pretty cool
Cam: lmao the snow is not your doing? damn then Adam isn't doing you well huh lmao
Cam: I'm glad you're enjoying it tho (:
Dev: what? Worried mom will say you're the annoying one? 😆
Dev: 🫂
Dev: see! I just want to remind you that I called it first! 😏 I'm so glad everyone else can see how happy you make each other
Dev: is she the one that came visiting?
Dev: you're an idiot! I'm just really learning to control my powers ok?
Dev: it's been fun. There's of people in town too
Cam: you know you got mom wrapped around your finger, of course she'll say I'm the problem child lol
Cam: see how you're annoying? 😛 but yes, you did call it
Cam: I want to remind you that you didn't want me to date him, tho 😛
Cam: yes! that's her!
Cam: 😆
Cam: glad you're have too much fun to miss me 😛
Dev: you're her first child. You don't know what she'll say
Dev: I'm not more annoying than you, that's for sure
Dev: I still have my worries but as long as you're both happy
Dev: she so nice and pretty. She seems to love Trevor so much
Dev: I miss you just a little bit
Cam: squirt I'm gonna say this with all the love in my heart:
Cam: shush.
Cam: she does love Trevor, they all do, it was pretty nice seeing him getting the attention he deserves
Cam: just a little bit? 🥹
Dev: lmao 😆
Dev: he seems to be a good brother, supporting them all
Dev: just a little, yeah, cause I'm glad you're having the chance to enjoy your time abroad with the man you love
Cam: he is great :3
Cam: aw ok I'll take that
Dev: is your fear of being an offending American gone?
Dev: is food as fantastic as they say?
Dev: 🫰🏻
Cam: never lmao
Cam: but it got better from a few weeks ago
Cam: did i tell you Trevor gave me an Italian nickname :3 I have no idea how it's spelled but it's adorable when he says it, and it means like "my darling"
Cam: Y E S
Cam: the food is AMAZING
Cam: I'll never tell Trevor this or I won't hear the end of it ever, but THEIR CHEESE IS SO GOOD DEVON
Dev: just don't offend their traditions and say anything American is better and you'll be fine
Dev: you didn't! That's so cute
Dev: does he sound really hot speaking in Italian?
Dev: lmao! See! That's what I'm saying. Just accept they have better food, and they'll love you more
Cam: that's what I'm telling myself lol I'm also trying not to say anything in Italian bc it always sounds like a bad Danny DeVito impersonation when I do
Cam: he does!!!! 🥵 I go a boner from him ordering room service the other day, it's ridiculous
Cam: yeah lol I'll come rolling back home tho with so many carbs, but it'll be a delicious ending
Dev: lmao! Well but you're gonna have to learn, right? Does all his family speaks English or how have you been communicating?
Dev: lmao I'm not even gonna judge you cause Adam's accent still does that to me
Dev: I'm jealous about the food and I’m sure you'll be around fit as you were before leaving 😋 it's the only good thing we have to thank dad for. The genetics
Cam: yup, I'm decided to learn! tho I'd rather wait until I know I'm not saying rubbish before I talk to them lol
Cam: some of them speak English, sometimes I need Trevor to translate to me, but they speak slowly, and they want to be understood so we're able to make it work
Cam: 😏 those European accents, istg they have no right being that hot
Cam: lmao those fae genes coming in clutch as usual
Dev: you should take a course. I'm sure they'll appreciate if you speak Italian the me the next time you visit them
Dev: that sounds interesting and fun
Dev: they really don't!
Dev: we need to see the positive side
Cam: that's the plan!
Cam: hey why don't you do it with me?
Cam: that way I can practice with someone I won't want to jump the bones of at the first sentence lol
Dev: sure! I've always wanted to learn Italian
Dev: omg you're gonna have to learn to control that if you ever want to have a conversation with Trevor in his first language
Dev: does Freddie speaks any other language?
Cam: great! I'm gonna find us some classes to start when I'm back, then 🤜🤛
Cam: I KNOW MAN
Cam: Freddie speaks kind of all the languages? It's really unfair
Cam: which makes me think now that he and Trevor can speak in Italian around me like a stupidly sexy secret language, so I might need to learn it soon 👀
Cam: but SEE??? Without you I can't practice it with people I don't want to have sex with!!!
Dev: good! Sounds perfect
Dev: omg really? That's insane!
Dev: do you think you'd survive seeing him and Trevor speaking Italian with each other?
Dev: lmao I'm sure you'd have people in class to practice with, but I appreciate the chance to learn with you
Cam: he's OLD AS DIRT, DEVON, he kinda was there when most of those languages were created lol
Cam: I'd probably spontaneously combust, yeah, or have a sex aneurysm or something lol
Cam: none of them would be funnier than my baby bro this 😉
Cam: I need to learn how to say squirt in Italian 🤔
Dev: makes sense but still is crazy to meet someone who speaks in every language
Dev: ok let's hope they never do it just for your safety
Dev: or so you say
Dev: I'll quit the classes if you try to learn that 🤨
Dev: Are you out of your mind? you didn't have to do that omg! you have tons of brother credit to keep telling me anything you want
Dev: This is too much, Cam. I just can't accept that. You really didn't have to!
"Oh my god! Are you for real? Are we going to London?! That's crazy! I can't wait to see all those special places of your life! Thank you so much, Adam, it means a lot. I love you. This is insane! now my present seems so silly!"
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Dev: it probably might sound like it's coming out of the blue but it's something I've been wondering about
Dev: Have you always been a top?
Adam: Morning, love 🙂
Adam: Ask away
Adam: Not exactly
Adam: I've tried it a couple of times back when I was alive, but I can't say I've ever had a good experience bottoming for someone before
Adam: And then I have this bad habit of falling in love with people who like to bottom 😛
Adam: Why do you ask?
Dev: morning 😘
Dev: oh sorry to hear that
Dev: ouch! so if I wasn't a bottom you'd be ok with that too?
Dev: just curiosity cause someone texted me panicking cause their partner asked them to top when they have usually bottomed and they asked if you had asked me to before so I got curious
Adam: It was a long time ago
Adam: If you ever feel like topping me, all you have to do is ask, love
Adam: I'd be more than willing to bottom for you ❤️ I just never thought it was something that interested you
Adam: ...Why do I feel like it was Cameron who got into your head?
Adam: Wait
Adam: Was it Frederick?!
Dev: I'm still sorry, you deserve all the god experiences
Dev: Dunno, I don't know if I could make it good for you, I don't wanna hurt you or disappoint you
Dev: I've never done it and well never was encouraged to either so
Dev: why do you assume my brother is a bottom!? 🤣
Dev: You do realize I have two bottom friends right?
Adam: Then it'd be something new for the both of us
Adam: I don't want to pressure you into anything, anyways
Adam: But if you ever feel like that's something you'd like to do, we can try
Adam: Worst case scenario we laugh it off and order pizza 😛
Adam: Well, because he's sleeping with Freddie, and Freddie has a big top energy 😂
Adam: And I figured, with them being engaged and all, that Chris would've grown past that with Sebastian so far
Adam: But it's okay, you don't need to snitch on either of them, I get it 😂
Dev: I would be willing to try it if it's something you really want to try and experience
Dev: that's true, he does have that vibe. It's kinda scary
Dev: you do realize my friends and I are from the "little shy, always bottoms team"? 🤣
Adam: That's really sweet, love, though it's not something that picks my interest
Adam: But I also would be willing to try it if it's something you really want to try and experience
Adam: Between the two of us, though? He's a real softy, and he cares deeply for your brother
Adam: I'm starting to notice the pattern, yes lmao
Adam: The "little shy, always bottom and end up making my natural enemy fall in love with me" team
Adam: You, Chris and Seth
Dev: ok! then we don't have to change a thing. Our sex life is pretty awesome as it is 🤩
Dev: I have a hard time picturing anything soft about that guy
Dev: I'm glad he cares tho. Cam really cares about him
Dev: lmao! omg I had forgotten about that 🤣
Dev: well in my case it wasn't on purpose!
Dev: Chris totally was XD
Dev: I'm not sure about Seth tho
Adam: I mean, I have no complaints ❤️
Adam: We talk sometimes, since we have a lot in common
Adam: It's a weekly "How to be around a Fae Collins without jumping their bones" meeting 😛
Adam: Lmao Chris really went out hunting for that Twilight love story huh? 😂
Adam: In your defense, I fell in love with you and THEN turned into your enemy
Dev: Good! I'll be worried if you were and I'm always open to suggestions 😉
Dev: I don't see how you could have something in common with him
Dev: lmao! We'll you don't have to keep yourself form jumping my bones. Like ever
Dev: he definitively did. He was completely gone when he met him
Dev: that is true! see? totally accidentally for us
Adam: Well, we both love a fae, for starters
Adam: Then there's the "I can't lose control around him, or he dies" thing
Adam: And the "just got back from the dead and can't feel a thing" thing
Adam: And he works at the bar I go to get supplies
Adam: And we both hate the other vampires in town
Adam: So it adds up lol
Adam: Accidentally or not, you're all part of the same club, love 😉
Dev: wait a minute! Love? Freddie loves Cameron?
Dev: ok that is a thing
Dev: ok that's another one I hadn't considered
Dev: ok fine, you do have things in common with him
Dev: you don't hate Samuel tho, right?
Dev: lol ok, I am XD
Adam: Shit
Adam: Please don't tell Cameron I said that
Adam: I don't even think Frederick knows it himself, to be honest, but yes I believe so
Adam: Lmao, see? We have a lot in common
Adam: I don't, but Sam is always on thin ice 😛
Adam: He told me the guys from his little gang are all scared of being near you and Cameron now, though, after Frederick's warning
Dev: I'm not gonna say anything. It would be bad if we tell him that and it ends up not being what he expects or how he expects it
Dev: Sam is really nice. I'm thankful he was there for you, or you wouldn't be here
Dev: that's a good thing right?
Adam: Freddie is still learning how love feels, but I'm sure he'll come around at some point. It just needs to be at his own pace
Adam: But in the meantime I can assure you your brother is in good hands
Adam: Sam is nice, yes, but he's taken to teasing me since he figured out I'm a day walker
Adam: So he knows how to be annoying as well
Adam: It is, it's a very good thing
Adam: I've found Freddie cares about Cameron's safety as much as I care about yours, so that's another thing we have in common
Dev: I can't even imagine how that would be
Dev: I'm glad to hear so
Dev: is that my fault? 🙃
Dev: but I'm sure he means well
Dev: thanks that's a good thing. We're both good taken care of ❤️
Adam: Freddie was born as an adult, so he never learned how to feel things. It's hard to put those into words when you don't understand them
Adam: That is very much your fault, yes. Apparently you made me a mythological legendary being, according to Freddie
Adam: As long as I'm walking on this Earth, you'll be taken care of, love ❤️
Dev: that's sounds so sad and lonely
Dev: well it makes sense cause I doubt other faes would let a vampire feed off of them
Dev: ❤️ that's so sweet. I love you like a lot, you know that, right?
Adam: Exactly
Adam: But then Cameron came along, and you Fae Collins have just the way to make us feel things when we think we weren't able to anymore
Adam: Well, yes. We've been through this, you shouldn't be letting me feed off of you either
Adam: It's true, though
Adam: And I do know that, I thank the heavens every night for it ❤️
Dev: I'm not gonna apologize for that either. I'm glad you do feel good things and I caused them
Dev: why not? It's all consensual so it's ok
Dev: you're the sweetest. Dunno what I did to deserve you
Adam: Never apologize for that, love. ❤️
Adam: Because even if I love you, it's never 100% safe. It'd be wiser if you didn't let me, but I'm too selfish to refuse you
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Cam: I'm THIS close to buying him a Christmas present just so I can give this it for him
Cam: 🤏🏼🤏🏼🤏🏼🤏🏼🤏🏼🤏🏼🤏🏼🤏🏼
Dev: sure! Go ahead if you feel like wanting a bullet in your forehead
Dev: I've seen Sebastian shoot from really far and hitting the bullseye each time so try your luck 😊
Cam: ah
Cam: I forgot about the boyfriend
Cam: shucks
Dev: fiancé. I'm sure the change of status makes him even more dangerous
Dev: I don't think I thanked you enough for having us over at Trevor's for Thanksgiving. It was really awesome
Dev: it felt like family for real. So thank you ❤️
Cam: he's human tho, I'm sure I could convince him not to kill me
Cam: I could even convince him so we BOTH COULD PICK ON CHRIS TOGETHER
Cam: I'd call it a Christmas miracle 🎄 🌈 ✨ 😈
Cam: I'm glad you had fun, squirt (:
Cam: it's easy to forget, but we are family, you know 😛
Dev: and he's also a hunter who knows more about our species and power than us
Dev: thanks
Dev: I know dummy. I meant that our past Thanksgiving were not like that. Dad was clear picking on everyone and wanting to be a picture perfect even if we were miserable
Dev: This felt like real families must feel during Thanksgiving and I'm glad we have a real family now
Dev: can't wait to make mom part of it too
Cam: ....okay fair
Cam: it did, didn't it?
Cam: I thought it'd be weird having a kid around, but Cassy said she had fun too
Dev: it was pretty awesome
Dev: omg I adore her! She's so funny and smart and kind
Dev: I don't think I've ever told you but I'm very proud of you for this thing you're doing for kids like her
Dev: it's a pretty awesome thing and you're really doing something to change their worlds 🫂
Cam: I'm glad you like her, she's something else
Cam: you are?
Cam: I wondered if you still felt kinda iffy about it
Cam: with the guardianship and all
Dev: of course I am! What you're doing is fantastic
Dev: not at all! That was dumb thing but I'm glad you could have the chance to adopt her and give her a better life
Dev: even with the shit dad we had, we were very privilege. Now picture that with love and communication and understanding. She's set to have a great life with you as her guardian
Cam: thanks Dev
Cam: I don't know if I'm adopting her, there's a lot to it
Cam: but Trevor and I have decided to make her life the best we can
Cam: also she was amazed by Adam, I think it was the first time she met a vampire lol
Dev: anytime ❤️
Dev: whatever you two choose, I know it'll make her life better
Dev: Adam had a great time talking to her and answering her questions. I swear her amazing with kids
Cam: 💙
Cam: he was really great with her, yeah
Cam: did you make up your mind, if you want to have kids with him?
Dev: he liked her too
Dev: we haven't talked about it again so 🤷🏻♂️
Cam: well, worst case scenario he can be her vamp uncle (:
Cam: I didn't ask about talking, I asked about how YOU are feeling, squirt
Cam: but it's cool if you'd rather not talk about it tho
Cam: did you seriously contact Freddie bc you thought he had drugged me???
Dev: damn right I did
Dev: I'm still not sure he didn't tho
Cam: jeez dev
Cam: I told you I was okay
Cam: he didn't drug me
Cam: I can pee in a cup if it makes you feel better
Dev: you weren't ok
Dev: I'm not gonna judge you but whatever you two do, just be careful ok?
Dev: supernatural drugs don't show on human tests
Cam: that's not what
Cam: dev
Cam: there's a lot of TMI in it that you really don't wanna know, but I don't wanna make you worry so let's put it like this
Cam: I had just spent a couple of days with Freddie
Cam: let's call it in a meditation retreat
Cam: and turns out I went a bit too deep
Cam: into that meditative state
Cam: sorta like hypnosis
Cam: all in my head
Cam: no drugs involved, only plain old dopamine
Cam: that's all it was, really
Cam: I'm fine, I swear
Dev: ok, ok, fine. I trust you
Dev: just remember what mom used to say when she told us she wouldn't say no to us about experimenting things: just be smart about it ok?
Dev: I was worried
Dev: you didn't sound like yourself at all
Dev: you really looked high
Cam: I know I know
Cam: I'm being smart and safe, I promise
Cam: I'm sorry it scared you
Cam: and JSYK I wasn't upset about you contacting Freddie, you did the right thing
Cam: (tho it was kinda ridiculous to think about him drugging me lol and it'd have gone away on its own by the end of the day I think)
Cam: but he knew what was going on and he brought me back to the Cam you know in a couple of hours
Cam: so thanks for having my back, squirt
Dev: remember how much you freaked out when you found out that I let Adam feed on me?
Dev: I think it was pretty much the same
Dev: I know you're being safe and that he cares about you just be careful next time. Take the day off or stay with him or just call me to keep an eye on you ok?
Dev: I figured he knew so I figured it was smarter to call him instead of anyone else
Dev: I'll always have your back Cam
Cam: oh
Cam: fuck that makes a lot of sense
Cam: will do
Cam: he was also super worried about it, so I don't think he'll let me go home if I'm not 100% lucid next time
Cam: but yeah sorry, that's why I turned off my phone on the weekend 😅
Dev: yeah so now we both get it
Dev: I noticed he was. I have to admit he really shows how much he cares about you
Dev: good. It's for your own good
Dev: that's ok. It's understandable you didn't want interruptions
Cam: he does? (:
Cam: jk I know he does 😛
Cam: you know, after this weekend I
think my feelings might actually be responded ((((: even if Freddie doesn't have the words to name his yet
Dev: he really does
Dev: so you're feeling better now? Less panicked?
Cam: definitely (:
Cam: I mean, it's a small step kinda thing, bc it has to come from him, and I promised myself I would stop trying to help him name what he feels
Cam: but lately he's been using "feel" words a lot more, like
Cam: instead of saying that something was annoying he says he was feeling annoyed, you know?
Cam: it sounds stupid when I say it like this, but it's a huge step!
Cam: also he's been trying to talk about feelings
Cam: little by little
Cam: so I'm hopeful (: and really proud of him
Dev: I'm glad you're feeling better
Dev: well it sounds like a good thing right?
Dev: I don't know much about his process or about him and you know him better so if you can see the improvement then it's a great thing
Cam: it is a great thing (:
Cam: Adam didn't feel things when you guys met too, right? How was it with him? This development
Dev: good
Dev: I don't know. He never told me about it. I was under the impression that he was human the whole time
Dev: he did tell me a bit about it after I found out neither of us was human but I was hurt back then and wasn't that open to listen
Cam: oh
Cam: uhm ok
Cam: sorry to hear
Dev: it was just a complicated process cause back then it felt like he had been lying to me for too long
Dev: we've been together for a year, and I didn't know he was a reaper
Dev: All I can say is that it's better to talk with the truth than to hide a secret for too long
Cam: I'm sorry
Cam: that's far from ideal
Cam: Freddie doesn't lie to me, and I don't lie to him either, but
Cam: he doesn't always tell me the truth
Cam: when it's something he doesn't want to say, he just doesn't, and I've learned better than to press him to
Dev: it's ok. It happened a long time ago and things are way better now
Dev: but it's perfect now. We have a great communication and we're just happy
Dev: well I am happy. I hope he is too
Dev: that's a good thing
Dev: well that's not not telling you the truth. Maybe he just doesn't mention things he's not ready to talk about and that's fair
Dev: I know neither of us is the tribute to patience but sometimes we need to learn to be patient for those we love
Cam: I'm glad they're better
Cam: lmao you dumbass, he's happy too, just look at him
Cam: I guess we got the patience from dad huh
Dev: I am too. I never thought I could be this happy again so it's a good change
Dev: I want to believe he is but sometimes we blind ourselves with the thing we want to believe
Dev: unfortunately yes. We did
Cam: I'm happy for you, squirt
Cam: yeah I guess
Dev: I'm happy for you too
Dev: you're happier than I've ever seen you before and you definitely deserve it
Cam: is that why I didn't look like "myself" yesterday?
Dev: no. You were just very agreeing and you're usually not
Cam: lmao so I was drugged bc I wasn't an arguing asshole huh
Cam: Alise said I was nicer yesterday lol
Dev: you also had this weird look
Dev: see? You weren't yourself
Cam: a weird look, ok 🤨
Cam: ouch! so I'm not usually nice???
Dev: the best description I can think of is that you looked high
Dev: you are but you're also super bossy
Cam: lmao good to know!
Cam: gonna keep that in mind lol
Dev: you should. Alise deserves a raise 😋
Cam: she's getting a very nice holiday bonus and almost a month off, she's set lmao
Cam: also I told her earlier this year I could give her a raise if she stopped picking on me and she said she'd much rather keep on being mean to her boss thank you very much lmao
Dev: good! She deserves it
Dev: lol you two are made for each other for sure
Cam: don't you ever tell her that or I'll never hear the end of it lol
Cam: which reminds me
Cam: are we set for new year’s with mom?
Dev: yeah we shouldn't tell her
Dev: yeah! She's super excited to come over. We'll have to pick her up at the airport in Maine. Which reminds me. Neither of us have a car 😬
Cam: lmao
Cam: I can get a rental and go, the firm will close for the holidays, so I'll be free, I'm sure you'll be full of gigs
Cam: actually, do you know what day she's coming?
Cam: bc I can check the plane tickets with Trevor and if it's around the same time we're coming over from Italy, we can spend a day or two in Maine and then bring her on the way here
Dev: sounds good
Dev: I don't have that many but I am a little busy at the bar and the club
Dev: oh true! When are you leaving and when are you coming back?
Dev: that could work! Thanks. She arriving on the 29th
Cam: that works perfectly then, bc we're coming back on the 28th, we can spend the night there and come back with her the next day
Cam: we're leaving on the 18th, I think the main stay will be in Rome, but I'm not sure
Cam: I might as Trev to steal me for a day to see Venice too :3
Dev: oh perfect timing!
Dev: wow a ten days trip to Italy uh? You're lucky
Dev: sounds like you'll have a lot of fun
Cam: I'm the luckiest :3
Cam: tho I'm kinda nervous, I'll be meeting the whole family
Cam: and I'm a lover of American cheese, that's a capital offense I've been told
Dev: you are. He posted a picture of you on his social media. You could totally pass as a model with him behind the camera
Dev: it'll be great! I'm sure of it! They're gonna love you
Dev: just don't mention American cheese and you'll be safe!
Cam: I saw it :3 he's a great photographer. Somehow that picture doesn't look like we were just about to go for ice cream lol
Cam: thanks squirt
Cam: yeah that's what I'm thinking lol
Cam: I'll let you know how it goes!
Dev: he's really good!
Dev: anytime
Dev: please keep me posted and send pictures from when you're there!
Dev: I'd say it's too early but lazy morning sex is awesome 😋
Dev: also TMI
Cam: lmao someone woke up happy today
Cam: but no I'm actually fucked this time man
Dev: 🤷🏻♂️
Dev: what happened?
Cam: I'm in love with Freddie
Dev: yes. I knew that
Dev: it was pretty obvious, Cam. But you were in denial and trying to convince yourself that if you didn't say anything about it then it wasn't there
Dev: what happened that made you finally accept it?
Cam: ...shut up
Cam: we had sex last night
Cam: but it was different than anything before
Cam: and idk man
Cam: I felt like maybe he actually liked me back
Dev: Cam, I'm just stating facts
Dev: different how? No details tho!
Dev: and we already knew that too but again, you were in denial
Dev: it's pretty obvious he likes you and cares about you
Dev: did he say something that finally confirmed it for you?
Cam: I mean
Cam: most of it sounds like usual sex talk, but it wasn't the things he usually says
Cam: he said he missed me
Cam: called me his
Cam: it sounds stupid when I write it down, but Freddie never does those things
Cam: he's always been super careful with what he says so he doesn't give me any hope
Cam: we even fought about it before
Dev: it sounds to me that he was just filterless this time
Dev: did he panic and leave right after?
Dev: wait! Fought about it?
Cam: yeah idk
Cam: a bit yeah
Cam: he didn't seem to know what to do with himself
Cam: and then he didn't sleep over, which is his usual modus operandum
Cam: why?
Cam: well when we first started seeing each other he was worried I had a crush on him, so we fought
Cam: bc he kept acting like I was a lovesick puppy, and he pitied me
Cam: so we fought and then had a serious conversation about it, that's all
Dev: yeah been there on the not knowing what to do when you say too much
Dev: well because I thought he was panicking and got dressed and left right after
Dev: omg what a fucking asshole pitying you!
Cam: what did you say?
Cam: ah no, no
Cam: Freddie wouldn't
Cam: he'd never make me feel rejected like that knowing how bad it gets to my head
Cam: hey! he's not an asshole! ò.ó
Cam: he just didn't know what to do with my attention, feelings were still new to him
Cam: so I assured him I wasn't in love with him
Cam: which now I kinda regret, but it was true back then
Dev: I asked for reassurance of feeling I wasn't sure they were there or that Adam had for me
Dev: well at least he was nice about it and didn't take it back. That's already good
Dev: hey! You said he pitied you!
Dev: and it was kinda a lie cause it's obvious you've been in love with him for a while
Dev: so why do you say you're fucked tho?
Dev: do you think he's gonna end things if he knows? Cause I have the feeling he already knows
Cam: and they were there? the feelings?
Cam: I said he ACTED like he pitied me
Cam: now I don't think Freddie would ever pity me
Cam: ...shut up
Cam: I'm fucked bc I can't walk back from it now
Cam: you think he knows????? WHY????
Dev: yes. And Adam was kind enough to don't point things out the things I said in the heat of the moment and just let me knew when I was ready to hear it
Dev: well then I'm sorry for calling him and asshole
Dev: are you afraid he's gonna call things off?
Dev: because you're as obvious as me 🙄
Dev: we just can't hide when we love someone Cameron. Thankfully we didn't get that from dad
Dev: so what are you gonna do now?
Cam: that's actually pretty nice of him
Cam: idk
Cam: ...
Cam: well it sucks
Cam: idk what I'll do
Cam: I mean, there isn't much I can do
Cam: I don't want to push him into calling things off
Cam: this has to go at his pace
Dev: I keep telling you that Adam is pretty much perfect 😊
Dev: I know it does but it's better than to be unable to show our feelings
Dev: I don't know how good it'll do to pretend nothing happened or things didn't change
Dev: are you gonna be able to keep your feelings down now you finally accepted them?
Cam: 😛
Cam: well but there isn't much I CAN do about it
Cam: if I ask, he'll be pressured
Cam: idk if I can keep them down, but I'll have to try
Dev: 🫂
Dev: I'm sorry you're feeling like those are your only options to deal with this
Cam: you know when you say you love someone before they said it
Cam: and then when they say it back you never know if it's because you said it or bc they feel it too?
Cam: at least at first?
Cam: I don't want to feel that with Freddie
Cam: I don't think I could live with that
Dev: ok yes. That's a horrible and paralyzing feeling
Dev: did you feel like that with Trevor too?
Cam: yup
Cam: so much that I only felt like I could tell him after he said it first
Cam: but Trevor is super brave and he understands what feelings is
Cam: last night, afterwards, Freddie said something about things "being out of control" and when I asked him what things were those, he asked not to talk about that then
Cam: which I said ok bc I'm not about to push and talk about things he is not ready to talk about, I actually respect his wishes and all
Cam: but goddamn I wish I could read his mind for like five minutes
Dev: so Trevor told you he loves you first?
Dev: yeah that's another things too. You said Freddie doesn't know what feelings are
Dev: oh! Ok that kinda makes sense. He said those things in the heat of the moment cause you made him lose control! So that's not all so bad
Dev: he probably just needs time
Dev: just like you. You needed time to accept you have feelings for him
Dev: maybe he's just slower than you 😋
Dev: can I ask you something that might sound harsh?
Cam: he told me he was falling for me, yeah
Cam: I mean he knows what they ARE he just has some trouble recognizing what he's feeling I think
Cam: that's a feat, being slower than me lmao
Cam: I mean, you've been throwing hard questions at my face since I told you about him so why not
Dev: ... Cam that's not the same that saying the big L word
Dev: omg you haven't said it! 😦
Dev: well then he's just learning it with you. It's not that terrible when you see it like that
Dev: lol it kinda is
Dev: I'm sorry! I don't mean to be mean
Dev: why is this stressing you out more than when you realized you were in love with Trevor?
Dev: like it kinda feels it affects you more when it comes to Freddie
Cam: what
Cam: I did tho!
Cam: at least I think I did 🤔
Cam: I'm gonna tell him again just in case
Cam: ...I'm a terrible teacher lol
Cam: nah it's fine
Cam: bc Trevor could love me back
Cam: and in the end, he did
Cam: but idk if Freddie could
Dev: it's not the same
Dev: did you say Trevor I Love You?
Dev: lol now I'm seeing the being slow thing in action
Dev: only sometimes and when you freak out
Dev: does it hurt more the idea of losing Freddie then?
Cam: not with those exact words in that exact order, but he knows I love him
Cam: at least I hope he does 🤔 now I'm not sure
Cam: fuck off lol
Cam: the idea of losing them hurts the same, but losing Freddie seems a lot more possible rn
Dev: well then it's all good
Dev: well you can always tell him next time you see him
Dev: 🤣
Dev: yeah I guess that why you seem more scared about it right now
Cam: I'm on it squirt
Cam: I just
Cam: I really don't wanna screw it up
Cam: with either of them
Cam: for the first time I actually have something nice going on with decent people you know?
Dev: lol don't rush it because of me
Dev: I'm sure you won't screw it up
Dev: I'm happy for you. I just wish it wasn't this stressful for you to keep this balance
Cam: how can I even rush it when I thought I had already said it?!
Cam: it's always stressful to keep balance with me
Dev: I'm always free for my brother, it's part of the rules
Cam: damn I'll take the alcohol then
Cam: Warren pressured me to tell Freddie that I'm dating Trevor
Cam: I fell for it and told him
Cam: and bc of that Warren and Freddie had a huge fall out (I'm assuming bc he didn't tell me)
Dev: do you want me to come over or do you want to come over?
Dev: did Freddie get mad about you dating Trevor?
Dev: assuming things usually leads to more stress. Didn't you say they don't know how to brother?
Cam: I'll come over
Cam: and if Adam is around I can put Adam against a wall to know what he knows about it since they're buddies apparently
Cam: oddly no? he was more worried he'd screw up things between me and Trevor
Cam: it does, but when it's about Freddie's feelings he refuses to speak, so I'm left with assuming
Cam: they don't. Warren has great intentions, but he has the shittiest way to go over them
Cam: and he's also super bitchy when he's upset, he threw all of the blame of their fight on me
Dev: I'll see you here
Dev: Adam isn't around, and I doubt he'd tell you something. He's very respectful of other people's secrets
Dev: then what went wrong?
Dev: did you ask him?
Dev: he's literally War. Did you expect him to be nicer?
Dev: why would he blame you for a fight he had with his brother?
Cam: ok I'm gonna get ready and then go
Cam: stupid British men bring respectful! 🤬😡🤬😡🤬😡
Cam: he gets super upset when Warren gets in his business, and I told him Warren texted me
Cam: idk man he's dating Maya he can't be that bad
Cam: but his horse is an absolute asshole, I should've known better
Cam: he says I shouldn't have mentioned him, that I said it on purpose to get the blame off my back for not having told him sooner
Cam: which is ridiculous bc yeah, I was worried, but Freddie is an understanding guy, he'd never get upset bc of that
Dev: ok. Just be safe
Dev: Sorry, he really is a gentleman
Dev: did you tell him that Warren told you to tell him about Trevor?
Dev: Maya is fantastic, but I avoid Warren if I can just in case
Dev: why did you meet his horse?
Dev: oh
Dev: did you? Like maybe unconsciously you wanted to shift Freddie's upsetment to be directed somewhere else?
Dev: wait, then why did you feel pressured to tell him when Warren pushed you to and not at your own pace?
Cam: I told him, yeah
Cam: I keep making this conscious herculean efforts to be honest with Freddie, bc he trusts me and when you're as old as dirt you're bound to have some trust issues, and I don't wanna lose that
Cam: he stays at the same stables as Freddie's horse
Cam: idk if even unconsciously, man, I just didn't want to hide anything from him
Cam: bc if Warren told him later that he had talked to me, Freddie could feel betrayed, you know? I don't want that
Cam: bc Warren said Freddie can be deadly to like a radius of people if he's upset, bc of his powers
Cam: and he was worried he'd end up hurting Maya if she was around when he finds out, if he found out through someone else
Cam: I can't have anyone hurt bc of me
Dev: wow
Dev: ok well maybe you might be taking the honestly card a little too far 😬
Dev: I mean it's only like you have to tell Freddie everything right? Or does he demand that kind of honesty from you? Like does he questions you about things to make sure you're not lying to him?
Dev: because if he does, I'm sorry but that's another level of toxic, man, and no one needs that in their lives
Dev: Cameron, you're not responsible for protecting anyone from Freddie. I'm starting to think he is not good for you if this is the level of stress and pressure you're living just because you're having sex with him
Cam: he doesn't, Freddie is super chill
Cam: I’m just
Cam: maybe I'm a bit broken after Em ok
Cam: I'm the one who worries that he'll think I'm lying
Cam: even tho he never questioned it before
Cam: so maybe I over explain a bit sometimes
Cam: Freddie said himself a few times already that it's not my fault
Cam: and he knows what he's like, he was afraid of touching me after I told him
Cam: but the thing is, I didn't think Warren would be the part that made him so upset, you know? I was ready to have to convince him that the non-monogamous thing was okay and in the end Warren was the trigger
Dev: Cam, we're all a little broken and that's ok 🫂 the people who loves us even with those damaged parts are the ones who help us be complete again
Dev: I get it. I over explain myself too cause Keith questioned me so much and still said I was lying just because he was the liar
Dev: you should trust that Freddie trusts you so much he doesn't question you. That's a good thing
Dev: well do you know how their relationship works? Honestly it might be more complicated than you think and he might not want his brother into his business
Dev: do you think he'd have gotten that upset if you hadn't told him at all that it was Warren's idea?
Dev: do you think Warren would have told him?
Cam: 🫂
Cam: does Adam question you?
Cam: he really doesn't want warren in his business
Cam: I mean, I'm sure he cares about warren, but Freddie isn't used to interpersonal relationships you know? And Warren seems like a very IN YOUR FACE kinda guy
Cam: idk man
Cam: now I think he wouldn't have been that upset
Cam: and I kinda hate my big mouth, I shouldn't have said anything
Dev: oh god! No. Never
Dev: sometimes we don't want our brothers there telling us how to do things
Dev: oh that's very Warren. He seems to always want to be right
Dev: maybe he wouldn't. Maybe what really bothered him was that Warren was involved in the fact that you wanted to tell him
Dev: you do have a big mouth sometimes but I know the things you say come from a place of care and soon Freddie will learn that too
Dev: would you feel worse if you hadn't said anything?
Cam: ...duly noted
Cam: I mean
Cam: of course I'd feel worse
Cam: but he wouldn't know anything so he wouldn't be upset you know?
Dev: Cam it took me a very long time to learn that I'm not responsible for people's reactions
Dev: it's not your fault Freddie got mad that Warren contacted you
Dev: none of that was in your control, therefore it's not your fault or responsibility
Dev: it can't be that bad, right? Brothers have arguments all the time
Cam: true
Cam: thanks squirt
Cam: I hope it isn't that bad
Cam: but I'll only know in a few days
Cam: on happier news tho, I've met his horse (:
Dev: anytime ❤️
Dev: why in a few days? Haven't you talked to him?
Dev: yay? That's a good thing right? It's like a real horse or a ghost horse?
Cam: when we talked, his mind wasn’t in a great place, so he left and then he said he'll be a bit incommunicable for a few days bc he's looking for a place to move into
Cam: but I think he needs a space from me
Cam: it's great! Stardust is the bestest of boys
Cam: he's an actual horse, with the soul of a sort of daemon of Freddie's
Cam: he's really smart, super nice, his fur is super soft and he loves apples
Cam: also Freddie said he likes me :3
Dev: wait! Why is he looking for a place? Did he lose his apartment?
Dev: hey! Stop making this about you! People sometimes is just busy
Dev: don't be a fatalist. That's my job
Dev: oh that's crazy! I didn't know they had that! It's so cool
Dev: that's a good thing that his pet likes you right? I mean it totally says you're accepted
Cam: he was staying in the hotel, but he decided to leave
Cam: in think bc they fought
Cam: lmao you learned being a fatalist from me okay
Cam: Stardust is not his pet >.< he's literally a part of Freddie's soul
Cam: but yeah (: it was a really great day
Dev: at Warren's hotel? Yikes! No surprise he wanted to leave if they fought
Dev: exactly so the role is mine now, thanks
Dev: now that sounds so huge. Like a part of his soul likes you uh?
Dev: that's good. I'm glad you had a good time with him and his horse
Cam: yeah
Cam: fuck when you put it like that it sounds serious
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Dev: I mean it's not like you need to know but I usually just bottom. Not very into topping...
Dev: did something happen?
Cam: I pegged Adam for the versatile type I guess
Cam: but yeah
Cam: I fucked Freddie
Dev: well we haven't actually talked about it
Dev: he topped the first time, and he has done ever since
Dev: wow TMI!!! was it bad or what's the problem with it?
Cam: oh wow how come my unhinged non-relationship has more communication than yours? lol
Cam: you say it's tmi and then you ask about it 😏
Cam: but yeah, there's no problem with it
Cam: it was actually mind-blowingly great
Cam: I'm just having a hard time not reading too much into it
Cam: bc Freddie is old as dirt and this was the first time he actually asked a guy to fuck him, while also being a guy
Cam: and I might be spiraling just a tiny teensy bit 🤏
Dev: don't be an ass! 😒 what I'm saying is that I'm pretty sure he's a top but now you made me question it 😅
Dev: I'm not asking for details, idiot! I'm just asking if everything is OK
Dev: is this about the feelings you're absolutely not feeling for him?
Cam: such hurtful words when your big bro is here asking for help 😭😭
Cam: yes, it's about the feelings I can't be feeling
Cam: and the possibility he might be starting to feel things that would allow me to feel those feelings
Cam: bc like
Cam: ok I haven't hooked up with random people in a few months
Cam: but like
Cam: I'm not sure when people have sex that is "just sex" it's supposed to be like that was
Cam: am I making any sense?
Dev: you made me doubt the communication in my relationship 🤨 that wasn't nice either
Dev: ok I'm gonna be a little brutal here but first of all, you don't need people to feel things for you to feel things for them. It's not how it works
Dev: second, it's not healthy for you to assume that he might or might not be feeling things for you cause the only way to know is asking him
Dev: and third I'm pretty sure it stops being just sex when you start worrying and caring too much about them
Cam: okay sorry I didn't mean to
Cam: Ouchie
Cam: yeah but it's not like I could ask him without jeopardizing anything we kind of have
Cam: how much worrying and carrying is too much tho?
Dev: Sorry but you need me to be honest here
Dev: does having answers is more important than enjoying what you have?
Dev: it's never too much. I only feels like too much when we think it's not reciprocal
Cam: it's ok
Cam: ...no
Cam: I'm just trying to understand where's the line between "just sex" and "not just sex anymore"
Dev: then you shouldn't worry too much big brother
Dev: I do have another hard question tho
Dev: if you're caring and worrying so much about feelings that probably means that you want more from that agreement, but have you asked yourself what more do you want from it?
Dev: in my case, I didn't want Adam to be with other people. I wanted the exclusivity of a relationship and to make a life with him
Dev: that's why I took the step to ask him to be in a relationship with me, so it wasn't just sex
Dev: so maybe you need to be honest with yourself about what you really want from what you have with him 🫂
Cam: damn dev I just wanted to know if it was common for tops to want to bottom
Cam: now I have a fucking can of worms open in my head jeez
Dev: well I'm sorry! Dunno what made you think your bottom brother would ever top his boyfriend
Dev: I'm really sorry I'm making you overthink this. I just think it might be good for you to be honest with yourself about what you really want from your relationship. Especially now you declared your feelings to Trevor
Cam: I had hopes it was a normal thing!
Cam: but yeah you're probably right
Cam: I just hate not having answers
Cam: feelings are so fucking messy
Dev: you're versatile right? Was it weird for you when someone asked you to top or bottom for them?
Dev: maybe he's versatile too? And he's just discovering it
Dev: the thing is that you can't be sure unless you ask
Dev: oh yeah! Feelings are chaotic but they're worth it at the end
Cameron
Cam: no
Cam: I mean, I am, it wasn't weird, it was just
Cam: we've never done it before
Cam: so it was surprising
Cam: you might be right
Cam: I can't ask him
Cam: I wanna go back to kindergarten when I could just send him a note saying "do you like me? [ ]Yes [ ]No"
Cam: but it's not like it would work anyway, Freddie didn't have kindergarten
Cam: he was created as an adult apparently
Dev: well you need to remember lots of things may be new to him even if he's like super old
Dev: you said it was his first time as a man, so it makes sense he's gonna have a few firsts
Dev: the thing might be that you might be seeing those as special firsts and for him they might just be firsts
Dev: yeah that doesn't really works well. the kindergarten method
Dev: why is it so scary to ask him?
Dev: well that explains a lot. He never grew or matured, he was just born as he is, and it makes sense why he's just so unaffected by things like the rest of us are
Cam: I think that sums up my fear
Cam: that I think things are special between us, and he doesn't
Cam: bc we had an argument before, he was worried I was liking him as more than just a fuck buddy and he kinda flipped
Cam: bc that's now how our agreement goes
Cam: but I’d rather have him like that than not at all
Cam: how pathetic is that?
Dev: oh Cam! it's not pathetic at all. We can't help feeling things
Dev: maybe he does cause he was created and not born but that's not your fault and there's nothing wrong with you feeling something for him
Dev: I understand that you're scared about losing what you have with him, but is it worth it to live with that fear?
Dev: when he flipped, did you say you had no feelings for him?
Cam: of course I said I had no feelings for him, what choice did I have?! to say "yeah, I might be feeling something" and him call things off?
Cam: I wouldn't do that.
Dev: are you aware that it's gonna be worse if he finds out you lied, and you've been lying to him about it?
Dev: I have the feeling that it's gonna hurt more to lose him now that if you had told him the truth back then 🫂
Cam: there's no right answer, either way I’m wrong
Cam: besides, back when I said it I didn't know I was feeling anything
Cam: so it's not like I was LYING
Dev: Cam, you're not wrong. It's not your fault he can't feel the way the rest of us do
Dev: there's nothing wrong with feeling things for someone
Dev: what changed?
Cam: I was attacked
Cam: he figured out something was wrong bc I stopped answering his texts
Cam: he came to find me, dev
Cam: and then he took me to Trevor bc he knew he'd be able to heal me
Cam: then he killed the one who hurt me
Cam: and threatened a whole race of people bc of me
Cam: enough to granted him a two week time out from his work
Cam: then he spent days at my place, playing nurse
Cam: making sure I ate, I slept and drank fucking water
Cam: famine incarnate was picking rom coms to watch while we cuddled on my couch
Cam: I spent a long time trying to convince myself there was nothing there
Cam: it's getting too hard for me to believe he doesn't feel anything
Cam: but whenever I come up with the subject of him feeling things we fight
Dev: wow that's a lot and it's obvious why you are convinced he feels something more cause it's just so clear by his actions
Dev: have you considered that maybe he just doesn't know he feels something for you? or like at all?
Dev: I think the only thing you could do is to wait but I know patience is not a forte for us. And the outcome could still be bad
Dev: so maybe you just need to ask yourself what you want out of it. If you push because you want him to admit he feels something for you it might just go to hell but if you don't you're gonna be miserable overthinking and fearing every second that you might lose him
Dev: honestly neither option seem good for you
Dev: and we're not even adding Trevor into this equation yet
Cam: he has said before, that feelings come back to him slowly
Cam: I don't think he's ever even cared much for anyone
Cam: did i tell you his brother saw me and Trevor at the wedding and thought I was cheating on him?
Cam: like, even warren thinks there's something there
Dev: do you think you can wait until he remembers how to feel?
Dev: it's ok if you can't
Dev: you did, you were very upset about it
Dev: maybe his brother has been human for longer and he assumed as any other feeling person but the truth is that it doesn't matter what everyone thinks, the only thing that matters is if he feels or not and he's the only one who can give you an answer about it
Cam: I have a lot of time
Cam: I can wait
Cam: it's just frustrating I guess
Cam: I wouldn't want to rush him either, if he's going to feel anything, it should be on his own time
Dev: then my suggestion is to enjoy the ride without overthinking too much
Dev: of course it is. We don't like to be unsure of where we're going with someone
Dev: yeah, maybe is for the best to give him time
Dev: how long have you been hooking up?
Cam: telling me to not overthink things is almost offensive
Cam: six months, give it or take
Cam: why?
Dev: I know but you can try
Dev: well it's reasonable that you start feeling something for him
Dev: I fell for Adam way before that
Cam: but didn't you guys do the whole dating thing before sex?
Dev: not really. We hooked up in Halloween and then slept together a few more times
Dev: we started calling them dates by December
Dev: I asked him to be my boyfriend on my birthday so 😬
Cam: wow
Cam: I mean
Cam: I’m glad it worked out for you guys
Cam: it really puts it into perspective
Dev: we had lots of talks about difficult things
Dev: I told him about Keith, and he told me about Irvin
Dev: we learned each other's boundaries and baggage
Dev: it worked out, but it wasn't easy
Dev: I freaked out a lot and annoyed Chris about it
Dev: especially when Adam was turned, and I thought he was cheating on me
Dev: it's been a ride and I'm sure it'll be for you too but all you can do is have faith
Cam: I told them both about Em, so that's one subject checked at least
Cam: I’m sorry, you'll be the one I’m annoying tho 😛
Cam: thanks dev
Cam: I’m just not usually a man of faith, I guess
Dev: that's good. It helps
Dev: that's ok. That's what brothers are for
Dev: anytime
Dev: you should be. You're dating an angel 😆
Cam: 🫂
Cam: WELP
Cam: in my defense, I’m also hooking up with one of the bringers of the apocalypse 😛
Cam: and Trevor is kinda wanted by heaven from what I know, so he's a bad boy angel 😉
Dev: lol smart
Dev: so you have a thing for bad boys uh?
Cam: 🤔 I guess I do, huh
Cam: what about you, squirt?
Cam: how are things going with Adam anyways?
Dev: yeap you do
Dev: what about me?
Dev: everything is going great 😊
Cam: idk I feel like lately I’ve just been dumping all of these things onto you, and I never ask how things are going over there
Cam: you said the dates started in December, right? do you guys celebrate it? like the anniversary of it all?
Dev: well don't worry about it. It happens and it doesn't bother me to be there from you
Dev: nope. We don't actually celebrate any anniversaries. We didn't last year so we might not either this year
Cam: well, we're kinda immortal and so is he, so I’d assume after a while it'd be kinda boring to celebrate the anniversaries 😛
Cam: which reminds me
Cam: do you wanna marry him?
Dev: well neither of us was immortal when we started dating so I don't think that had anything to do with it
Dev: I'm not sure I want a wedding, but I do want to share my life with him
Cam: that's really sweet
Cam: you gotta have a wedding tho
Cam: bc the only thing I was missing from Erik and Seth’s wedding was the speech of the best man
Cam: and I’m already writing yours lol
Dev: I'm not sure about you giving a speech after you hated my boyfriend and thought the worst about him 😬
Cam: in my defense, he WAS really shady and also an evolutionary predator
Cam: but we're cool now
Cam: also, his best man has the duty of talking shit about him, I'd be there to talk about you baby bro
Dev: he was not!
Dev: I'm not even gonna got married and if you're an ass, you won't be my best man 😏
Cam: I said we're cool now!!!!
Cam: specially now he's apparently friends with Freddie
Cam: and he WAS SHADY, you even said to yourself you thought he was cheating!!
Cam: really? 🥺 you'd do that to your favorite brother?
Dev: so you're cool with him now cause he's friends with Freddie?
Dev: he wasn't! You're twisting my words
Dev: you're my only brother
Cam: I'm not cool with him bc he's friends with Freddie, it just means something to me that he is
Cam: I'm cool with him bc he actually cares a lot about you, and he does his best not to hurt you
Cam: which is kind of my standard for being cool with whatever boyfriend you have
Cam: and yes, that makes me your favorite brother (:
Dev: right! So if he and Freddie didn't get along would you think the same?
Dev: you're lucky I've only had two boyfriends. A horrible one and a good one. It's easy to choose
Dev: nope
Cam: I actually would
Cam: he being friends with Freddie tells me about him, not about his relationship to you
Cam: heh that's true
Cam: considering I only had Em, you're on the same boat lol
Dev: ok you have a good point
Dev: we really are uh? Maybe we needed to have a bad experience to then find the one... or in your case the two 😋
