Been a while away, but I'm up all night so I felt like writing & posting. Kill me now. / Žijem, pozdravujem. Hore celú noc tak sa mi chcelo písať. Kto vie čítať a nemá čo robiť nech číta. Nespavosť robí svoje, každopádne, peace! 🤙The 3 a.m. blues, body asleep but mind so awake. An endless flow of thoughts; a wild river rushing into an already overflowing lake. Waves of questions crashing my shores like the waves by the ocean... By the hundreds, by the thousands, despite the body laying still my mind's in constant motion... Eyes wide open, though all I see is the darkness of night - pitch black. Behind it though, so many visions of experiences from the past that I'd like back. Oh those childhood memories, so many mistakes made but so many lessons learned. Relationships and friendships spent, though some forever earned. What was it all for? Was it good for something or was it just a wasted youth? Did it have a higher meaning? What does the word meaning even mean to You? We're all so alike, yet so not. We live the same lives, but actually we do not. Crazy how that "works"... Although when one turns on the news, we can all see it does not. Despite being connected to all by virtual means, we seem to have lost the only connection that was truly real. Everyone now has thousands of friends, but none of them for real. How many of them truly know anything about You? And even if they do know a thing or two, is it even all true? So much senselessness and hate is out there. It somehow still sickens me even though I'm selfish, even when I really don't care. I was told to focus on what truly matters. So to focus on negativity? No, that I don't dare! And no, I didn't lose all hope, I know it's out there somewhere. I just hope all those that are lost will find it, we can start there......... ((aaand the rest i'll just keep to myself)) Enjoy Your weekend, that's if You made it this far and are even reading this. #daybyme #dnescestujem #slovakboy #slovakiaboy #czechboy #love #life #travel #travelersnotebook #mykonos #greece #summer (at Mykonos) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3y11_8BI_2/?igshid=hdn9sc509wlr
