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“Get into bed then!” Ben hobbled over to you, putting his hands on your arms to keep him up.

“No you!” You retorted, giggling a little at his hiccup.

You both just arrived home from a long night of booze and games, Stones’ idea, celebrating the win of the semi final. You couldn’t refuse, you was extremely proud of your man and wanted him to let loose and chill out a bit after such a tough fight to get where he was with his team.

“Pleaseee, I’ll get in after you know I will.” He slurred, pushing you lightly to the soft mattress, your knees hitting the bed and almost making you fall.

“Ben! I haven’t even got my pjs on. Can you pass me them over there.” You pointed at the wall basically, he turned and raised his eyebrows.

“The wall?” He questioned.

“No, the clothes.” You rolled your eyes.

“Y/n, there’s no clothes there.” He walked over to it, looking at it.

“Babe, the clothes over there I said.” You quickly moved your finger as you noticed he was actually right and you pointed at the wrong place, but your mind was blank and spinning so you really didn’t know what you was doing anymore anyways.

“Ohh yeah!” He grabbed your clothes and threw the over to you, leaving to go into the bathroom and sort himself out.

Once you was finished with your things the best you could, you folded onto the bed. Your head was banging and you knew you was going to hate yourself when you woke up for drinking way too much.

Ben stumbled into the room after, flopping onto the bed and letting out a loud groan.

“What’s wrong?” You questioned, looking down at him from up the top of the bed.

“Really?” He groaned again.

You chuckled and reached for him, trying your best to pull him up and onto you like a blanket, he wrapped his arms around you and sighed.

“I feel it too.” You smiled.

“I think it’s time to sleep.” He whispered, turning the light off and leaving you both in complete darkness.

Tonight was your friends birthday, and to celebrate you found yourself at this popular club in the middle of London. You loved to come out to party, and of course you end up chatting, flirting, whatever with whoever and wherever. However, you didn't expect that person to be Ben chilwell.

You was waiting for your drinks, and when you felt that hand slide across your back you immediately knew that you was about to get hit on. But when you turned around and was face to face with Ben, you didn't know how to act.

You always said that if you ever met someone like this you would act unbothered and anyways, you shouldn't be this affected, he was a Chelsea player, you was a Liverpool supporter. But he was so hot, it was absolutely undeniable.

"You alright?" He smiled, sliding next to you and putting his elbows on the bar.

"Yeah not too bad, yourself?" You nodded, proud that you kept your cool. You tried to act unaffected but really you was losing it on the inside.

"Yeah, can I buy you a drink?" He asked, smiling.

"Oh, I actually just got a load of shots for me and my friends. You could join us?" You mustered up, looking forward at the shots that just landed in front of you.

"Yeah sure, lead the way."

You walked back to your friends booth, every single one dancing either around it with a different person or sitting at the booth and talking to one another, the music radiated through the floor giving off energy that made everyone move and vibe. You sat on the end and Ben sat next to you, an arm behind you on the cushions at the top of the booth.

"So, obviously, I already know your name but you don't know mine." You took your shot and another one in front of him, hovering yours over the table.

"Ohh, of course. Hmm, you look like a .."

"No," You laughed, taking your shot now and putting the glass on the table, "Were not playing this game."

"Alright, tell me then."

"Y/N. And ben?"

"Thats me. You a Chelsea fan?" He smirked.

"Actually no. Liverpool, but I guess Chelsea are alright." You smirked back, shrugging.

"Wooow, okay then. I'll make you a Chelsea fan. You'll have the best night with a Chelsea lad." He laughed, nodding to himself.

"Whatever, not my team never will be." You turned away, but really your face was going red, your heart was racing and you couldn't lie but your legs were clenching together and you prayed that sweat wasn't forming on your forehead.

"Your a tough one to crack then." He took his shot, placing his glass next to yours.

"You'll just have to get to know me better, but obviously I know this might hurt your ego because your not used to losing games but this one you are losing. you can walk away if you don't want the risk." You smirked again, looking back at him and holding in your snicker.

"Ohh, like that is it? I like a challenge, I think ill take the risk." He shrugs, grinning.

"Don't say I didn't warn you." You turned to him fully, you knew that you totally didn't freak out and couldn't believe that he was actually into you even after your jokes. You didn't want him to leave and you couldn't believe it actually worked.

Yours and Masons little girl Autumn couldn't wait to spend a day out with her daddy ever since he said he would take her shopping to get princess dresses. She was so into the little high heels, frilly dresses and tiaras. You found it absolutely adorable as her obsession came from you, it was your 22nd birthday and Autumns 4th, she was born a couple days before your birthday and it was tradition to spend a day with all your friends and family for you both, you decided to throw a birthday party and then later on you would go out with Mason and your friends while your mom looked after your daughter.

You wore a dress and tiara of course, and Autumn wore the same. She absolutely adored how you looked, she always said "Mommy looks like a princess." to mason or "Look at mommy's tiawa". Ever since, after every shop you go in its always "Wheres the dwesses" or "tiawa mommy please".

After a while mason finally gave in, he said he would take her shopping and that's where he was right now.

"Only gonna get a couple dresses and those little shoes she has babe, not too much so won't be gone for long." He said, kissing you goodbye.

You knew it would be more then a few, probably a whole wardrobe full. When he walked through the door of the living room with bags and bags full of things you already knew you was right.

"Mommy! Look." Autumn said, running over with a tiara on her head and ice cream in her hand and all around her face.

"Hi baby! What did you get?" You reached out for her and sat her on your lap, taking a lick of her ice cream and smiling at her.

"I got pwetty dwesses and shoes!" She beamed, handing you the ice cream and jumping off.

You put the ice cream in the bin and walked over to Mason, putting your arms around his shoulders and giving him a kiss, laughing at your daughter ripping open the bags and taking everything out over the floor.

"Daddy went happy and bought too many dresses, didn't he?" You said to him, chuckling.

"Sorry babe, I couldn't resist, she was begging and I honestly couldn't say no. Gotta treat her like the princess she is." He huffed, faking an eye roll and smiling, watching his daughter put her dresses on over her clothes.

"I forgive, my turn to shop next?" You joked, leaning your head on his shoulder.

Lockdown was being announced and everyone was panicking, the news emphasised on the amount of food people were buying and how there was no loo roll left but also about how relationships weren't going to work out due to being locked in the houses for all this time without seeing your significant other or because you was seeing them too much.

You had only been on a couple of dates with Mason, but you both knew that you wanted to pursue something more personal and deep and not just mess around for the fun of it. Thats why when he asked you to isolate with him you didn't hesitate to say yes. Even though the news told you otherwise of how to feel you simply ignored and couldn't wait to spend as much time with him as possible, building up a true connection between you both and making your bond stronger.

Cuddling and kisses and sharing a bed.

You arrived earlier in the day and had already taken your things to the spare bedroom and now sat on his couch, him on the opposite side. You guys hadn't stopped talking throughout the whole movie that played and eventually when it ended you insisted that you bought a takeaway for the both of you.

He agreed and when the pizza arrived you both sat at the table and had a slice, talking endlessly about random things like 'why colours are named what they are' and 'how were humans created'. After about an hour, it was dark out and just turned 9pm.

"I'm gonna get comfy and ready for bed."

"Yeah, I'll meet you up there in a few." He smiled and kissed your cheek, grabbing the box and walking off outside.

It was pretty cold out so you pulled on a hoodie and joggers, and you removed your makeup and cleaned your face and teeth and sat on the bed in the free room on your phone.

He knocked on the door and peaked his head through the door frame at about 10.

"You coming?" He gestures to his room.

"Oh yeah, hold up." You smile watching him leave.

He lay on the bed on his phone, lighting up when he saw you enter.

"You don't have to stay in here if you don't want to." He stated, watching as you climbed into bed next to him.

"No, I want to." You snuggled up next to him, resting your head on the pillow.

"I want you to, too." He put an arm around your waist and finally rested down after turning the light off on the bedside table.

You were both submerged in complete darkness, a tranquil atmosphere surrounded you both, the duvet lazily spread across you and your faces faced each other. His eyes were closed, but you lightly leaned in and pecked his lips causing him to open his eyes.

"Goodnight." You said, looking up at him.

"Goodnight pretty." He smiled, kissing you again lightly and resting his head.

You fell asleep in his arms, totally engulfed with his care and serenity, it rubbed off onto you. This was the best sleep you ever had in ages, and you wanted to do it a lot more.

Cooking.

"Hey! Thats not where the flour goes." You retaliated at Mason putting the flour on your nose, a sneeze followed shortly after.

"Oh, my bad." He giggled, sticking the rest of the flour in the bowl.

"These are going to be the best cupcakes you have ever baked."You said, mixing all the ingredients with all the strength you had.

"Yeah? I reckon by myself I could cook some pretty good cupcakes. With no help of Course." He leaned against the counter, his apron said 'world best chef' and he was covered in all ingredients that you didn't even know had to be in the cupcakes.

"Well, we will see about that once you taste my cakes." You smirked, sticking your tongue out at him and wiping a little bit of frosting on his cheek. "Got u back." You giggled.

He grabbed you by your waist and pulled you closer to him so your front's were together.

"You look amazing cooking.." He cheekily smiled.

"Not too bad yourself." You kissed him, he deepened the kiss and ran his hand up your back, until you felt a hard crack on your head and then an ooze of a liquid go down your back, mason was laughing uncontrollably, holding his stomach and near enough rolling on the floor.

"Mason!" You shouted, shocked and holding your head, "Did you just egg me?" You laughed, grabbing the egg that was on you and smearing it all over him.

"Two can play that game!" You giggled, grabbing flower and eggs.

Fight and makeup.

"No, I just don't particularly like her. You told me about what she did, she's a bad influence." He argued back.

"Oh, so she's a bad influence? So you think I would do something like that?" You scoffed. Your friend invited you to go on a walk around the park, and you told Mason but when he heard your friends name he instantly scoffed and shrugged his shoulders. He had no care about it and sighed, telling you to just 'do what you wanna, your choice at the end of the day.'. You asked why he was being so moody and he replied that he doesn't like her, and you understood why but because he didn't like her didn't mean that you couldn't hang with her. You did tell him that she did cheat on her boyfriend and you completely disagreed with her actions too but now he was saying she was a 'bad influence' like you was going to be influenced by what she did and start following her actions like you was a child.

"Its only for a catch up Mase, I haven't seen her in like 3 weeks. I haven't been at work remember and ive been locked up here."

"Yes, but anyone but her. We could go. I't doesn't matter, just go. Ill see you when you get back." And then he stormed off up to his gaming room, releasing all his stress on his games.

After about 40 minutes, you realised he was right, it wasn't just the cheating but she just overall was a bad person and you shouldn't have been encouraging such gossip with her.

You entered his room and put your hands on his shoulders, he looked back at you and then carried on his game like you wasn't even there.

"I'm sorry Mase, you was right. I can surround myself with much better people, and I will."

He turned his chair around so he was facing you and grabbed your hips to sit you down on his lap.

"It's okay, and ill go on that walk with you. Let me just finish this game." He said, smiling lightly and giving you a kiss which you returned.

Go-to support.

It was about 2 months into lockdown and your work had been piling up. You was stressed and so not motivated to do anything, even getting up out of bed was hard.

This day was particularly a struggle. You had to finish a presentation and only had today to do it, so you panicked and speeded it, finishing it as quick as ou could without caring about the outcome and just sending it off.

You sat at the kitchen table with your face in your hands, thinking about all the possibilities, will you lose your job? Will you get demoted? You just couldn't stop your mind from wandering.

"Are you okay babe?" You heard Masons voice from behind you and felt a hand on your back soothing you.

You couldn't hold it in anymore and broke down, whimpering and wiping your eyes.

"Mason I need a break from work, its so stressful and I think with the work I just did I'm going to lose my job and im just not motivated to do anything and I-" you rambled on, until he cut you off.

"Hey, hey calm down," He crouched down and placed his hand on the side of your face, wiping your tears away with his thumb. "Don't beat yourself up about it. It's happening to everyone now, im sure if we ask your work to give you some time for your mental health im sure they would let you." he smiled reassuringly.

"We?" You sniffed.

"Yeah, we. We're gonna get through this together. Now, it's always we." He stood up and hugged you tight.

Love and a movie night.

It's been about a 5 months now, and you and Mason had been going strong.

Mason insisted that you watch a movie tonight, sit down with some popcorn and snuggle up together. Of course you said yes.

About halfway in the movie, a conversation popped up about 'what would you do if you was a worm?' and you couldn't stop laughing, at both of your responses.

"Yeah, but I would definitely still love you if you was a worm." He joked, laughing with you.

You stopped almost instantly, looking over at him.

"What?" He looked over, confused.

"Did you just say that you love me?" You questioned, sitting up.

"You didn't hear? I love you." He smiled, chuckling.

you gasped, putting your hands over your mouth. He reached out and grabbed your face.

"I love you." He repeated, just for you to realise what he did, so you could know that it was real, to process the words.

Eventhough it was raining, you still dragged Ben to join you outside and have a dance in the rain, something you always told him you wanted to do. You was at your sisters wedding after party, everyone was inside but the outside was decorated beautifully, with fairy lights and banners. No one expected it to rain but you obviously couldn't trust the English weather.

You was obviously insane enough to grab Bens hand and lead him outside, the songs still being heard from there loud and clear.

"Wanna dance?" You raised your eyebrows up and down and held your hand out.

"In the rain? You really are crazy." He laughed, taking your hand and pulling you closer to him.

The water had fully drenched you both by now, your hair soaked and your bridesmaid dress sticking to your body, his suit doing the same and his hair falling down over his forehead.

You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, looking up at him and watching the rain roll down his face.

his hands were placed on your hips, moving you to the slow beat of the song, looking at the different features on your face.

"You're beautiful." he stated, wiping your wet hair away from your face.

"No you are." You smiled, pecking his lips and resting your head on his shoulder.

He chuckled and rubbed your back slowly, both your feet still moving to the music. The light highlighting you both in the middle of the garden with the rain still pouring down on you.

"I love you." You mumbled.