I'm a girl from Germany so english isn't my native language. I'm a grey-romantic, polyamory, pansexual, 20, have many fandoms and even more shippings. But only a few of them are straight. I write fanfictions; only in german; and draw fanart. I love animals and hate the most of the human species. And... Well i guess this is it actually.
Also ich habe "Feuermond" nochmal gelesen, nachdem ich "den roten Büffel" nochmal gelesen habe.
Und mir ist eine Sache aufgefallen.
Hugenay hat am Ende von Feuermond einen Brief an Justus geschickt.
Und der Satz, in dem er schreibt, dass er Justus das nächste mal unter anderen Umständen begegnen wird.
Und daraufhin sind mir zwei Sachen in den Kopf gekommen.
1. Hugenay wollte Justus außerhalb von einem Fall treffen. Das wird von Hugenay auch ein wenig bestätigt, als er Justus sagte dass er gerne von ihm im Gefängnis besucht worden wäre.
2. Hugenay hat schon nach Feuermond beschlossen dass er Justus nicht mehr manipulieren möchte.
Was für mich auch irgendwo viel Sinn macht, wenn man Hugenays Gefühls Chaos in dem Fall mit bedenkt.
Ich meine er ist ein internationaler Kunstdieb, der schon viele Freunde und Bekannte hatte, die nie den Zusammenhang zwischen ihm und seinen Vater herausgefunden haben.
Er begegnet nach Jahren seiner Karriere diesen Jungen und ist fasziniert von seinem Intellekt. Er fängt an ihn zu manipulieren und landet immer wieder in einem patt.
Einige Zeit später, versucht er das Gemälde zu zerstören, dass er immer gehasst hat. Da ist dieser Junge wieder da und tut so, als wüsste er alles und doch weiß er nichts.
Der Junge hält ihn davon ab das Gemälde direkt zu zerstören und durch seine Faszination für den Jungen lässt er sich auf ein Spiel ein, bei dem er sich sicher ist, dass er es gewinnt.
Mit jeder Frage die er gestellt bekommt fühlt er sich sicherer und dann sagt der Junge alles, was er niemals aussprechen wollte.
Plötzlich befinden sich beide in Lebensgefahr, der junge bringt sich fast um und verschafft ihm einen Herzinfarkt.
Und am Ende, haben beide ein Gespräch, in dem der Junge, den er die ganze Zeit versucht hat zu manipulieren, auf seine Seite zu ziehen und abzulenken, den er unterschätzt hat und auf den er seine Probleme projiziert, ihm seine komplette Vergangenheit erläutert, aus zwei kleinen Fakten und dem absolut brillanten Verstand den er hat.
Dieser Junge hat gezeigt, dass er sich nicht manipulieren lässt. Der Junge ist ihm ebenbürtig.
Und diese Erkenntnis zusätzlich zu dem Fakt, dass der Junge sein Geheimnis nicht verraten hat, lässt ihn ihn mit anderen Augen sehen.
Wirklich, Hugenay hat sein Leben auf den Kopf gestellt bekommen in dieser Nacht. Deswegen, würde es mich nicht wundern, wenn er schon nach Feuermond, als er diesen Brief geschrieben hat, wusste, dass er Justus nicht mehr auf die gleiche Art manipulieren kann und will.
Aus irgendeinen Grund, finde ich diese Erkenntnis so crazy...
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Als ein Justus/Hugenay shipper, habe ich "den roten Büffel" wirklich gerne gelesen.
Erst einmal: Justus, Baby, wenn du extrem nervös gegenüber einer anderen Person bist und du nicht mehr nachdenken kannst, dann wirkst du ein bisschen verknallt.
Ich liebe es, dass Justus und Hugenay sich gegenseitig quasi einen Waffenstillstand versprochen haben.
Sie wollen sich noch mit einander messen und werden noch ein paar Fälle zusammen haben, aber Hugenay hat Justus versprochen nicht mehr zu versuchen ihn zu manipulieren. Und Justus hat seine extrem verbissene und fixierende Art auf Hugenay abgelegt.
Es ist quasi der Waffenstillstand ihrer toxischen Beziehungseigenschaften. Was für mich die Hoffnung aufkommen lässt, dass wir in Zukunft viel entspanntere Fälle mit Hugenay bekommen, als es normalerweise der Fall ist. Vielleicht sogar eine Art des beidseitigen freundschaftlichen Verständnisses, für das man schon die ganze Zeit das Potenzial gesehen hat.
Außerdem vielleicht arbeitet Hugenay in einem späteren Fall tatsächlich mal ganz alleine und nicht mit irgendwelchen Komplizen, die den großteil der Arbeit erledigen.
Die Szene im Gefängnis, als Justus Hugenay besucht hat, war absolut fantastisch und gab mir viel Futter für meine Obsession mit diesem Ship. Ich sehe dich Hugenay, ich weiß genau, was du da machst.
Außerdem muss ich lachen, wenn ich daran denke, dass Hugenay bei der Flut oben auf dieser Treppe steht, die Gemälde unter seinem Arm, sein Plan genau vor Augen, dann sieht er kurz zurück und bemerkt, dass Justus beinahe stirbt.
Ich sehe genau, wie Hugenay im laufen stoppt, fast stolpert und dann fluchend zurück rennt, weil wenn dieser Junge stirbt, wird er es bereuen und mit dem Adrenalin einer Mutter die ihr Baby schreien hört, zieht er Justus problemlos hoch nur um ihn zu beleidigen und so schnell wie möglich mit seinem Plan weiter machen zu können.
Dieses Duo ist (auch ohne sie zu shippen) so funny und ich liebe deren Dynamik. Ich hoffe, dass diese sich in zukünftigen Fällen mit Hugenay noch vertieft und entwickelt, denn es gibt so viel Potenzial.
A Few days ago i played DnD and i wrote down my inventory and Had to laugh so hard i cried.
(For context i am a Level 3 light domain Cleric Dwarf.)
So now you're gonna Hear it:
- Greg (the frog)
- 9 pieces of Wood with alcohol residue
- 3 giant spider legs to cook
- a bag with 26 human teeth
- a completely cleaned skeleton of a Dwarf
The best Thing actually was that my DM Said (after crying of laughter) that this is Not the weirdest inventory and pointet Out that one of us has a two days old severed head in their inventory. We Had Like 5-6 Sessions of playing at this Point.
I really think it's funny so Here is my updated inventory of my DnD character:
- Greg (the Frog)
- 8 pieces of Wood with Alcohol residue
- 1 giant spider leg to cook
- a Clean complete skeleton of a dwarf
- a pretty fur (75 gold)
- 6 arrows
- 8 tattered gnoll ears
- 3 cultists sickle
- 299 Fake gold coins
- 1 diamond
- one ugly necklace Made of human teeth
Fun fact: we still have the rottin' head with us. Also i Had the eyes of a traitor companion in my inventory and Greg ate one so i gave him the other one too, because what do i want with one eye of a traitor? That would be ridiculous.
Justus: Ohne euch, wäre ich der Polizei die ganze Zeit auf die Nerven gegangen. Ich wäre wahrscheinlich so gut wie immer im Gefängnis. Irgendwann hätte ich mich dadurch mit skinny angefreundet. Und zusammen hätten wir Rocky Beach in Flammen aufgehen lassen.
Peter: ... Darüber hast du aber viel nachgedacht...
Justus: An schlechten Tagen, wo ich mich Frage, wie mein Leben an unterschiedlichen Punkten mit unterschiedlichen Änderungen ausgegangen wäre? Ja, ja dieses Szenario kam mir dabei oft in den Sinn...
Skinny: Wie kommst du darauf dass wir beide Freunde geworden wären?
Justus: Ich wäre wie du die ganze Zeit hinter Gitter und hätte irgendwann den Glauben an Moral und Rechenschaft verloren. Dann hätte ich Leute getötet. Du wärst irgendwie dazu gestoßen und kämst nicht mehr raus, weil du Angst und Respekt vor mir hättest und dich mit einem kriminellen Gleichaltrigen verbunden fühlst.
Bob: Sollten wir uns Sorgen machen, wie leicht es ist dich auf die dunkle Seite zu holen?
Peter: Oder wie schnell du anfängst morden zu wollen?
Bob: Du solltest der Auserwählte sein! Anakin, du warst wie ein Bruder für mich!
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A Few days ago i played DnD and i wrote down my inventory and Had to laugh so hard i cried.
(For context i am a Level 3 light domain Cleric Dwarf.)
So now you're gonna Hear it:
- Greg (the frog)
- 9 pieces of Wood with alcohol residue
- 3 giant spider legs to cook
- a bag with 26 human teeth
- a completely cleaned skeleton of a Dwarf
The best Thing actually was that my DM Said (after crying of laughter) that this is Not the weirdest inventory and pointet Out that one of us has a two days old severed head in their inventory. We Had Like 5-6 Sessions of playing at this Point.
I hate to explain concepts to people, that i am familiar with and they Haven't Heard anything about it.
A Few weeks ago a 4/5 year old aked me why i wear my bracelet and i instinctivily Said: "oh that's because These colours have a meaning." (I was wearing my pan-flag-bracelet) And this Kid aked me what this colours have for a meaning...
Like how do you explain that the LGBTQAI+ Community has a Lot of different colours with different meanings and Backgrounds as different flags for different sexualitys, so we feel appreciated and included, because for centurys people got killed for being "different" and homophobia exists, also this Special colour-Combination is the flag of a sexuality that means i don't Care about the gender of my Partner...
I'm waiting...
The mother of this Kid really Had to laugh about the Situation, she saw my helpless Look and left me to die :_)
other Things i hate to explain are my Hobbies. Because one is literally Reading and another is writing...
And i do both in a bunch different fandoms. So everytime a person asks about the Things i am Reading or writing i Just know, they will almost definitly Not understand a Thing about the concept of fanfictions✨™
Please explain to a 45 year old that you are Reading about a pairing that never existed in this fandom but the Fans thought it was cute so they wrote their own stuff and you will find anything about this pairing. Horror, rom-com, Thriller, dark romance, 4th wall breaking... Literally everything.
Oh and casually destroying their childhood and faith in the next Generation by doing so...
I don't think i will ever Not feel awkward by try to explain what a fandom is and what i'm reading and that fanfictions are actually Sometimes longer and better than actual books...
So i'm Back into Fnaf and i noticed Something about Security breach. That's Most definitly nothing new but i wanted to say it Out loud because i think it's interesting.
When i remember everything correctly in this Game the animaltronics are controlled by a Virus/ manipulated system by Vanessa/Vanny. To either kill children or Bring them to Vanny so she can kill them.
And now i realised two Things:
First of all Gregory either has so godamn much luck not dying literally before the Game even Starts or He knows about this Virus. Like Freddy is malfunctioning that's why the Virus/ system Manipulation doesn't Work. We know that Gregory is at least suspiciois about the Others animaltronics but He Trusts Freddy right away. But Just Imagine that Freddy didn't Had a malfunction and Gregory Just climbed inside of him... Or the malfunction would spread to His stomach hatch so Gregory could Just die without us or anyone even knowing...
The second Thing is that Sun doesn't seem to have the Virus either. Moon actively jumpscares you and hunts you, so we know He has it. But Sun is different. He warns you about turning Off the light. Sun holds you in one place, is Not calling anyone and does Not jumpscares you. He tries to keep you entertained and Safe in this place as if He knows what Happens. Counter to the knowing Part is that He Screams Security alert after throwing Gregory Out of daycare. But He for Sure does Not seem to be affected by the Virus/ system Manipulation.
So Sun and Moon have different systems? Do this Virus Just got to Moon? Why does Sun does Not seem to be affected by the Virus/ system Manipulation? How does their Systems even Work?
Yeah Just wanted to Yap about this random thoughts i Had. If you have some solutions or suggentions please feel free to share them :)
So i'm Back into Fnaf and i want to Rank my favourites Games, Just because of the fun. Before i do that i have No clue how toxic the Fnaf random is, so please don't Take my subjective opinion as an insult or anything but feel free to argue with me and each other :)
I will Rank them on Design, Characters, mechanics, repetitiveness and Lore drop. I will exclude "Help wanted" because i never really got into that Game and feel Like it'll be unfair for the Game to Rank it without knowing it good enough. Also i will Stop after Security breach (without DLC) because of the Same Problem.
OK now lets start:
9. Fnaf 3: I don't Like Fnaf 3 Overall. I don't Like Springtrap, i hate the gameplay, i think the Phantoms are kinda boring and even though the Idea of the Design is really good i hate how this Game Looks. The only important Thing about Fnaf 3 is (for me) the Lore drop between the nights and the awesome Things the fandom has done with it. For me Fnaf 3 is boring, ugly and mechanicaly repetitive. I am willing to listen to Arguments so please Change my mind.
8. Pizza simulator: i am thinking that Pizza simulator is Kind of mid. I think there are to many new Characters that don't get a new good introduction or actually any introduction, tho i Like the Designs of Most of the Characters i Just feel overwhelmed by Meeting all These new people at once. The gameplay is kinda boring, at least for me. Mechanically it has a lot of Changes in it but they are getting repetitive very quickly. The different endings are kinda funny but Not very... Good? Like it doesn't really Change anything and it does Not goes Well with the Story behind it and the way it's delivered with this Marketing Thing is (for me) very cringe. And that goes for the whole Game when this ad cutscenes are coming, it does Not go Well with the Story, feels very cringey and Changes the Style of the whole Franchise in one Game and Not in a good way. I think this describes this Game pretty good. Although i have to say (and that makes this Game better than Fnaf 3) there are a few good Lore Drops, the Designs of the Characters are good, the Idea is interesting, the "Interview" scenes with the Sound Testing are really awesome and scary and the Touch with having huge Open vents to both Sides of you while having your Shift is a pretty Dangerous Feeling (although i hate the gameplay in this shifts).
7. Ultimate custom night: i don't think it's Bad. Just think there are other Games that are way better. First of all i Like the Lore drop... Well part of it. Thinking of it as an endless torture for afton is pretty satisfying. I don't have any Idea why we have to have a Special child (the one you should Not have killed) when we already have so many Special Childs. Taking Elizabeth or Charlie which are theoriest about as the one He should Not have killed, but a Lot of evidence saying it's a whole new child No one ever Heard about and i think that's weird (also the Name is a slap, because afton should Not have killed any of the children, but anyways). I Like having all the Characters, even tho i feel kinda that it's actually Just a afterthought custom night for Pizza simulator, considering that Most of the Characters are Just from that one Game (which didn't Had an own custom night). But i Like the voice lines, Not all voices are fitting but the Most are and it's pretty nice. It gives Characters more of a character but i think the fandom has Made that pretty good themselfes so i didn't really needed that. It gives a Lot of Pizza simulator from the Design, but the mechanics are at the Same time repetitive and Not repetitive. Which is a good mid Thing. I feel Like for people who liking a good Challenge this is an awesome Game. For people who don't have the Patients for that it's Just for the Characters and that gets pretty boring.
6. Fnaf world: pretty high Up for a fun Game with absolutely No Lore Drops or relevantes to the Fnaf Franchise. A Lot of people don't Like it but i Love RPGs and that makes Fnaf world for me very interesting. Also i am in Love with the Style of the Characters. The world Design is Not very good but the Characters are so cute and adorable and that is pretty much why i Like this Game. Yeah it's repetitive and ugly and unimportant and broken but it's so cute and kinda fun.
5. Security breach: i Like this Game, Just Not as much as the Others. They have Well introduced new Characters and Styles, going more in the relationship-building Thing and do have fun stuff on this Game. A Few of my favourite animaltronics are in this Game but I have to say that it is Not the best Game in the Franchise (for me at least) but it's Not Bad. New mechanics, Designs, Characters, nice Lore Drops and Not really repetitiveness when you Play it for the First time. It got good Potential for challenge-runs. But for me it's Not really part of Fnaf anymore. Like the Style Change and all the new Characters and relationship building with them feels for me Like a new Part of the Franchise and i liked the old parts very much. Still It's a funny, broken Game with Potential.
4. Fnaf 2: do i have to say more than the withereds and puppet? Yes? OK! New mechanics, that are kinda fun, but they do get very repetitive. As i already mentioned the new Characters are really cool. I Just Love the withereds, mangle, puppet. It's pretty stressful because of all the Characters but they are actually pretty much all the Same except for a few exceptions. The Game mechanics are Not my favourite and don't excactly Like the whole Style of the Pizzeria, the Lore drop is kinda mid but there are a few more plus Points. The Designs of the withereds, i Just Love them so much! Foxys main character mechanics, cute mangle, the hatred everyone has for ballonboy, my nostalgia for this Game and what the Franchise Made Out of it, puppet, "five AM at freddys: the Prequel" and the fanfictions about the animaltronics living in this Pizzeria Like fucking roommates.
3. Sister location: the First Game with this whole new Style. That i really liked. Playing this Game the First time it's awesome, new mechanics, No repetitiveness and so much confusion. The Lore drop in this Game was freaking insane, the Hidden custom night, the awesome new Characters, the voices, the Lore drop, it's a pretty good Game. Playing it more often than ones can be pretty slowed down and making it feel more boring. But to repeat myself the new Characters are awesome and the voices are so good and Well Made. But i think what brings it so high Up in my Rank is all this awesome stuff the people done with this Game and the Characters. It's such a good Game with this awesome Style and a twisted Story.
2. Fnaf 1: yeah i know the gameplay is repetitive, it's Not very hard and does Not have a Lot of Lore Drops. But i'm a sucker for the original. It's the First Game that started this Franchise, it still looks awesome and Has a unique Style, the animaltronics Look awesome the Sounds are kinda cool and the different mechanics of the Characters are very fitting and nice. I Just Love how this Game Looks, how the Characters Look and how much of characterization there is for Our favourite OGs. I'm a simp for this Game and all this nostalgia Will Always gives it a Special place in my Heart.
1. Fnaf 4: it's the best Game and No one can Tell me different. It has the advanced Style of the newer Games but the memorable mechanics of the First ones. The Sounds are Not only very good but also very important. It's (for me) the scariest of all Fnaf Games, Not only because of the Designs but also because of the settings. The Characters are looking super good and one of my favourites (Plushtrap) is in this Game (and almost only this Game). The playing does get a bit repetitive but (as all of the First Fnaf Games) it makes Up with increasing difficulty. With Nightmare fredbear and Nightmare the mechanics Changes over time. Also the Lore drop is nice but Not to much over the top and it honestly gave me the chills. For me it's the best Game.
Thank you for reading my rant about These Games and please feel free to say what your favourite or least favourite Game of These is :)
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Verso saying His sister doesn't need "this ugly mask" is wholesome, as Long as you don't remember that He never Put down His own masks and asking this of her.
I realised that in the canvas there are not many creatures with White/greyish fur.
How did Verso came to His coat-fur?
There is actually one with White/greyish fur. And honestly i Like to think that Monoco noticed, during them both living in Frozen Hearts together, that Verso is cold and gave him His own fur, so Verso would be more protected against the Wind.
It would be even more possible and cute when Monoco gave him His underarm-protection, what i really do think, because of all the gestral-runes written on it.
I really, really wanna know what the gestral-runes mean. We need Translation, i wanna know the Hidden messanges! Also i need fanart and fanfiction about this!
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I Love how you can Tell that painted Renoir is Made by Aline and her grieve.
Real Renoir would Not blame Alicia for everything.
Real Renoir would Not be mad at Verso and what he'd done to this Family.
Real Renoir knows that it's Not their fault. He knows how much Verso is hurting and how much Alicia was Missing outside.
And still she Made painted Renoir more Like real Renoir, by making him Care for His children.
He would Not fight Verso, If He wouldn't Attack him.
And from what i noticed it's almost everytime Verso, who is First being vanished by His Gradient Attack. And then Maelle. If it's a coincident, so it is. But you can still read in it, that Renoir don't want to Fight His Kids. He don't want to Hurt them. He don't want to include them in this cruel insanity.
Aline painted him with Love and grieve. Wanted him in her side, protecting her, Like she knows He would, If He was in her side. She Made him Like she knew him and portrayed her own Feelings and grieve in His Feelings.
We know real Renoir wouldn't say half of the Things painted Renoir Said. But in their personality and protection they are the Same.
I watched the third season of Alice in borderland and Here is the conclusion.
I think for what it is, a continuation of a series without having the template of the Manga for it, it was the best they could have Made.
They know excactly how to introduce new character without let them seem to be Off or unlikable. The Storyline was Not weirdly unfitting, Not forcing the character in unrelatable Situationen, at least for the Characters.
Have i missed a few character? Yeah.
Am i sad that they didn't Show? No. Because having them showing Up in the Last Episode for Not even 10 minutes, was way better than forcing them in a Story Line they would logically never appeared in.
We got new husband Material. I was so Happy to See that Banda and Yaba, were the "big Bad evil". More Like Banda being the "Big Bad evil" and Yaba is a Supportive trophy husband. We Love to See it, i Hope that there are many new fanfics between them coming.
Ryuji is a nice Chatacter, i Like him, and He is an asshole. Also i Had think about disabled people in the Games, and i Love that they Made it true and possible.
Tetsu was at first a weird unlikable Guy with a drug Problem. But in the end, He became the MVP in some of the Games, such a lovable character and really i am surprised, how much i liked him.
Then there is the Yakuza (i think His Name was Mazuka, or something), He is Just a aguni 2.0 and i actually Loved it. Spiteful and protecting. Also His super Power comes Out when He loses His Shirt what is a very funny mechanism.
Rei is a nice, cute Style Icon and i Loved her so much.
I thought nobu would die in the Zombie Game First, and was so wrong. Congrats Kid, you are better than i thought.
Over all i liked that in this season all the groups actually weren't backstabbing all the time. Considering it with the First Borderlands, there would have been so much more betrayal from everyone and it was actually quite nice to See wholesome groups, Just helping each other.
Arisu, why you Cut your Hair... Half of the time i haven't recognise him. Anyway, He was going around being the Leader of a loyal group. Like a jesus and His followers.
I think Overall what i thought was a little irritating for me was the man who was introduced with "the Joker" but Out of the Things He Said, He is the gate-watcher, Something Like that, you know who i mean. First i looked at the Guy and i was Like "that's usagis dad!" And then i was Like "wait No... Who is that?" And i am still confused by him and His purpose.
I think the whole Point He Made is to expand the Things the Borderlands are doing. Like i didn't need to have someone, who watches the Death and guiding them or asking them where to Go or bringing them to the Land of Death, because i think that it would Kind of Ruin the Point of the Borderlands, but Well, that's my opinion.
Btw, r.i.p. Banda. Yaba couldn't even say goodbye.
I really liked the small cameos at the end. Seeing everyone again and know what they do now, is so nice.
I'm so proud of everyone coming Out of their Trauma and gettin' Help.
Also aguni, you are very gay. What do you mean that your Point to live is the hat hatter gave you?!
And of course Chishiya is coming Up with questions instead for answer Arisu.
After all, i think it was a worthy third season. Full of fun and emotional Moments and likable character. I could Go on and on about all the Things i liked or noticed, But that would be even more than it already is.
I do Hope, that there is No fourth season or when there is, that it's Not playing in America.