cold cold man

Because it is a holiday to reflect on what our people went through, and I believe it is a reason to band together, my house is open to those who may not have family or friends with which to spend Passover. Conversely, those who are interested in the celebration of the holiday may also attend if they like, as I am happy to educate people on the rituals involved.

We’re not a strict household (I myself am actually an atheist but I do celebrate the holiday as I would feel strange not doing so), as we don’t take the full span of the holiday off from work or otherwise, but we do take the first two and last two days to celebrate when we can– it remains to be seen whether or not we will be able to take the last two days off, most likely just the last as it falls on a Saturday. So, if you are available and would like to attend, just let me know so I can set a place for you.

You will be okay, Sir. If he gets angry or anything tell him that this is what I want to. It’ll upset him, I’m sure, but he’ll understand in time. That way he can focus on his Domme and children and not have to worry about me.

You won’t die, Sir. This is what he told me to do. It just ended up being his brother.

She doesn’t, no, but she may not want to be my friend anymore. So this is me double confirming again that this is what you want, Sir. Not because I’m easily accessible or any thing like that. But because you genuinely wish for me to be yours.

You deserve someone who isn’t scared. Who isn’t hesitant to talk to someone about his feelings. I’m sorry, Rhiannon. I promise I’m that guy. It’s just a little bit of nerves, but I’ll get over it easily. I’ll talk to him about it tonight. You might be fully right about the fact that he might not care-- he did ask you to do this.

Good, Sir. Good.

So… I’ll talk to Cordelia and you’ll talk to Master Maxim. And then we will go from there.

He’s the one who wanted you to find someone else. This shouldn’t be as terrifying as it is. And yet, here I am, extremely worried I’m about to die when I talk to him. 

You, Sir.

Sir, I have spent most of my life letting people’s opinions dictate how I felt about other people and I don’t want that to be a thing anymore.

I’d like to finally make my own choices and decisions in regards to my life and other people.

Well, Sir, you don’t have to claim me right away.

But I can’t let you dwell on that kind of stuff in regards to a future with me. Because I am a very dedicated submissive. I know it seems like I’m not because i’m doing all of this with you behind my Master’s back, but he told me he wants me to find a true Dominant — whether he really means it or he’s just saying it is beyond my knowledge, but he’ll have to deal with that fact.

Not to mention I’m going to have to tell Cordelia and I don’t know how she’ll react. But we don’t have to rush, Sir, but I will be completely devoted to you.

Well I know, but I still.. I have to tell Max, you know? And you’re right, which only makes this a little bit easier on me, but still. 

It will take some time adjusting because I care for him greatly, but… I think I’m ready to explore what I really should have.

I just want you to be positive that you’re… serious, Sir. I’m thirty-two years old, I’m already far out of my claiming prime and it’s going to be very hard for me to bounce back from doing this if we don’t work out. It’s no pressure of course, I just want you to be double positive about us and me, Sir. Because that’s what I’m scared about.

And I want to give you what you really should have. Honestly and fully. 

I don’t.... god. I just-- ah.. I don’t want to mess this up. I don’t know. I really do want to claim you I just am a bit worried about what happens if you suddenly hate me or don’t like my style or god, I remind you of my brother, or something like that.

Nothing would make me happier, Sir.

And... and... you’d be comfortable leaving your Dominant? [He’s trying to smile back at her, especially after she kisses him, but gosh, he’s just far too anxious about this whole thing.] 

Oh… well. Sir, you are nothing but sweet and kind. I’ve loved every single second that we spent together and… while I think it’s going to be very difficult to leave Master Maxim — I know that I deserve more than what I get from him.

And I think …. no, no. I know that I like being around you and submitting to you and going on dates. I think i can used to that very quickly, Sir.