Finding my love of being creative again has been so amazing. It sounds a little silly but truly, truly its something ive been lacking in the last...2ish years? Almost? Not quite? Its been awhile is what im trying to say. I left fanfics on the back burner and barely touched them, I felt burn out and exhaustion over the AI hellscape we currently live in, I just felt over all bad. I worked in a store that was so toxic in my city every day I came home exhausted and not interested in doing anything and its makes me sad because I let this take over my life and stop my creativity for almost 2 fucking years. Thats... thats insane! Especially when you start to get older and time starts to just fly. I feel cheated that I let work control me so much that I stopped writing and doing the things I loved. Its offensive actually.
But, im back. Im back to old fics, new fics, I have supportive friends who help me proof read, i have amazing people in my life right now who have helped me get back on track and I appreciate it so much. I dont care about kudos, I dont care about hits. I dont care tbh. Im here for a good time now and thats my plan going forward.
For godsake im even enjoying streaming again!!! Its been so much fun.
Man I cant believe I let work take so much from me.
