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Introduction & Return.

This bio written 2025-05-08, and last edited on the same day.

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Basics:

In kink spaces, (both online, and IRL), I go by Eric. It's not my real name, EricHave is a pun on èirichidh, a Scots Gaelic word meaning 'Rise Up!'. It was a political username, before a kink one, and while I don't talk much about politics on this account, I stick with the name, because I like it.

Pronouns: He/Him/His

DMs are open to anyone, but ask permission before turning the chat NSFW.

Mental Health:

I used to have a problem oversharing on various parts of the web, which I like to think I'm mostly past now. Here's what I'm both comfortable having on a bio, and feel is appropriate to it:

I'm autistic (diagnosed with Asperger's at 6.5), and went to a special school for autistic kids.

I have a history of anxiety, and depression. This intersects with, but is not caused by my neurodivergency. I am medicated for both, and have been for a long time.

I have ADHD, for which I was not diagnosed until well into my twenties. I am currently also medicated for that, and it's helping a lot, not only with my focus, but with my anxiety, which was completely unexpected, but certainly welcome.

I started therapy in January of 2024, and Jesus Christ has that helped. I had to go private-sector to find a decent therapist, but that's another story.

Currently unemployed due to disability, and on PIP. Took for-fucking-ever to get them to believe me, and a couple of people in the scene actually helped with that.

Kink Stuff

I have had one IRL sub before, and several online ones. The IRL relationship was short-lived.

I am not currently active in the scene, and haven't been for a while. I went to events relgiously for about a year from late 2021-2022, and have attended them sporadically since then. I stopped going regularly for mental health reasons, and have tried to return to that level of activity again several times since then. ATM it's not my biggest priority in life, but it's still an eventual goal.

My IRL experience with most stuff is severely limited, to the point that I'd still regard myself as a beginner to things llike shibari, and impact play, despite some experience with both.

For a long time, I thought I was purely a Dom, but I had a very interesting experience, and discovered that I'm a switch. I'm still dom-leaning, but am interested in exploring my submissive side at the moment.

I write erotica sometimes, and feel it makes for a pretty good creative outlet. I end up hating most of what I write, though.

Hobbies/Interests:

I love linguistics/foreign languages. If I have an autistic special-interest, then it's this. I read etymological dictionaries for fun, and have several conlangs I'll never finish. I'm monolingual, because I can't seem to focus on one language enough to actually learn the fucking thing, but the ones I come back to the most are German, and Latin.

I like Maths. I'm legitimately currently trying to teach myself Linear Algebra, for fun.

I love Sci-Fi, and fantasy. When it comes to the former, I tend to prefer either Philosophical/Political stuff (my favourite being Dune), or magnificently over-researched Hard Sci-Fi (If you're a fan of Rendevouz with Rama, then DM me immediately). When it comes to the latter, my favourite is the ASoIaF series. My second-favourite author in both genres is Ursula K. Le Guin, which probably makes her my favourite Speculative-Fiction overall.

I am extremely Left-Wing. As in, 'if I elaborate on this in public I'll end up on a watchlist' level Left-Wing.

On the off chance this needs to be said explicitly, yes that means I'm pro-Independence, pro-LGBT, pro-Immigration, pro-Trade-Unions, pro-PoC, pro-feminism, etc.

I try to live according to these positions. Sometimes I fuck up. I apologise in advance, and promise to fix it anytime I do, provided that I know how to go about doing so.

I have two pet cats. I love them, and will send you pictures of both if requested.

My favourite genre of music is 90s Hip-Hop. I'm a backpacking prick.

On this Blog:

I used to be somewhat active on the kinky side of Tumblr, then I accidentally ran into CSAM on this site in January of 2020, and logged out planning to never log back in. It's been over five years, and I've been repeatedly reassured by multiple people I trust that that sort of thing doesn't really happen here anymore, so I'm back. I hopefully will not regret this decision.

Upon rereading some of my old posts, I found that in my late teens/early 20s (for context, I am currently 27), a lot of shit I wrote was weird, cringe, creepy, or just expressed views I no longer hold. I have no scrolled through every post I made, and reblog where I added my own commentary, from the earliest post on the blog to the present, and added post-return edits between square brackets. If there are any pre-sabbatical posts left without such an edit, then this is an oversight on my part, and please feel free to inform me of it. Please note that I have not applied the same level of scrutiny to examples of situations where I simply reblogged something without adding my own commentary on it.

My main goals with this blog are:

Writing erotica and sharing it.

Finding cool stuff and reblogging it.

Also, this probably goes without saying, but: 18+, Minors DNI.

#bio #about me #introduction

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queer-as-city-folk

Anti-city people are just plain fascinating to me

mrerichave

Learning that most American suburbs not only don't have supermarkets, but don't even have corner shops within a one hour walk, and that most of them don't have any pavement on the way, so literally your only options are to either drive, or commit the (uniquely American) crime of "jaywalking" explained so much to me about these people. They've literally never lived in an environment where "walking to the shops" was physically an option for them. The idea of quickly popping out to get one or two things, in a non-car fashion, is so alien of a concept to them that they literally can't comprehend it, until they experience it themselves.

No wonder so many yanks go to Europe and immediately lose their fucking minds.

stateownedslut

We figured out the radio programme the better part of a century ago and yet podcasts have never stylistically progressed past two guys talking to each other. No matter how good it is, it is two guys talking to each other. Sometimes one of the guys is a woman, which is better. Sometimes both are women, which is better still, but still bad. Sometimes there is a third man, which is worse.

mrerichave

"Because producing an audio documentary is apparently beyond the capacities of even our best producers."

Worse than that, there are people who can make well-produced audio documentaries, it's just that they're all doing schlocky, exploitative true crime.

jerreeeeeee

not every mutual fits neatly into an archetypal medievalism but there are some mutuals that im like yeah addressing you as “my liege” would come strangely naturally

jerreeeeeee

what mutual is prev

my liege lord

my loyal knight

my wise wizard

my evil advisor

my brother in arms

my lady muse

my wild mermaid friend

my fellow alchemist

my dashing rapscallion

my monstrous foe

Remaining time: 8 hours 43 minutes

#eleanor #my fellow alchemist

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stateownedslut

Not masturbating: reactionary

Cumming: accelerationist, left-deviation

Edging: a sign of the principled and measured revolutionary

mrerichave

Furthermore,

Abstinence: Reactionary, rooted in superstition.

Procreative Sex: Reactionary, rooted in Bourgeois notions of "Family Values".

Tantric Sex: Disciplined, Exercisial, Co-Operative, the mark of revolutionary comradeship through mutual self-improvement.

billymayslesbian

imagining a universe where porn is a marketable genre so you have to deal with raycon ads while trying to jerk your shit

torchichate

You’re an easy slut, aren’t you kitten? Almost as easy as dinner with Hellofresh

noelle-ism

i stopped giving a shit about "legit" purchases of digital products after i spent $80 on the entire Dark Horse collection of Trigun/Trigun Maximum ebook mangas, learning that I only got access to reading them through a proprietary website ereader function, couldn't download them, and couldn't get a refund, and then literally only a year later, getting an e-mail stating that Dark Horse was shutting down that part of their company and I wouldn't even be able to read them anymore. Fuck that

noelle-ism

Pirate shit. Don't feel bad for it. It's not "your fault" that artists, independent or otherwise, can't make a living. You downloading an album or ebook for free isn't the cause of the problem. The cause is capitalism, plain and simple, and pirating is a lucky loophole that companies are still trying to stomp out.

motherfucker-unlimited

Germans completely outdid the english language by calling tv a farseer. They got their orcish shamans to name that shit

mrerichave

Television is just farseer in pseudo-Greco-Latin. All the Germans did was translate the component parts into their own language.

stateownedslut

We have yet to invent a printer without malice for all life

mrerichave

There is precisely one scene in Office Space which has aged well, and this is why.

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aloneandforsakenbyfateandbyman

The Killer Reserved Nine Seats (1974)

aurevoir-mes-amis-deactivated20

This won’t make your blog look ugly. How could you not reblog this? REBLOGGING THIS COULD SAVE A LIFE!!!

recycled-soul-deactivated201401

This goes for assholes, too, guys. I know a couple who went tubing once, and they had to re-air their tubes, but the guy thought it would be funny to stick the tip of the air compressor up to her bikini trunks, the air ruptured something inside her and she died within thirty minutes.

riskpig

WHAT?

endangeredslug-deactivated20170

The thing about this? It’s in every pregnancy book I’ve read.

riskpig

WHAT?????

thegrimmlovely

Why is it in pregnancy books but not sex ed books?

willowofthehearth

Because the men in charge only care about the health and safety of women in so far as it enables them to have babies.

mayothefirst

https://www.healthline.com/health/air-embolism#outlook

ktty-kat

i remember one time i was chilling at the park with my car door wide open. an older man comes up to me and starts chatting, told me he was a physical therapist. i told him about my back issues and he practically made his way into my car to show some "move" he knew to help my pain. he put my entire arm back to the point where i couldn't move freely anymore. i hate to admit it but it turned me on so much ugh i wish he would have at least groped me for a little before he left. maybe put his hands up my shirt and played with my tits, or rubbed me through my tights to get me all hot and bothered. but no, he just left. talk about a missed opportunity because i would have just let it happen

mrerichave

I realise this is beside the point, but did he fix your back pain, or not?

cathkaesque

Decisively securing my place as the Queen of banana discourse by going to a collective farm and hacking down some of the darn things myself with a big machete. It fucking ruled

This is a bungkalan, a collective farm, in San Jose Del Monte, less than an hour outside Manila. The farm was created by the Bulacan Farmers Association, which is affiliated to the Kilusung Magbubukid ng Philipinas (Peasant Movement of the Philippines, the main peasant union in the country). A bungkalan is a collective assertion to the peasants' rights to till the land, a demonstration that they are developing and cultivating the land and therefore it should belong to them. The bananas sell for 18 pesos a kilo, and our motley crew of trade unionists helped harvest around 1500kg. They harvest once a month. The proceeds are split 50:50 between the peasants who work the land and inputs for the farm. They also successfully campaigned for a school to be built in the area for their children.

The Association formed in 1995, and in 1997 secured land titles to land belonging formerly to the Araneta family, a huge landowning clan directly descended from Spanish settlers. They own huge tracts of land in Negros, where sugar workers are paid around 200 pesos a day (£2.43) to work their lands. The Aranetas have been trying to get the land back ever since, hiring security guards to destroy their crops. Bananas have deep roots and are hard to pull up - hence their use in the bungkalan. They are also fighting off the Viller and Ayala families, along with Japanese corporations, who want to turn the area into a speculative development and financial hub. The fight of the Bulacan farmers is against some of the largest and most vicious actors in the Philippines semi feudal, semi colonial system.

I was lucky enough to sit down for a long time with the KMP organisers for the area to plan out some solidarity efforts we can do from the UK to support the struggle of the Bulacan farmers. One of the efforts we arrived at is raising money for a solar powered water pump. Their petrol one is too expensive to run due to the runaway cost of fuel resulting from the Iran War. As well as increasing production, irrigation also increases the claim that the peasants have to the land (lands without irrigation are exempted from land reform programmes). I'm waiting for them to send me the exact model and costings, but even the high end ones while unaffordable for peasant farmers on their own are easily within reach of people with access to hard currencies. So watch this space.

To read more about the struggle of farmers in San Jose Del Monte (as well as the extreme political repression they have endured which I'll write about separately tomorrow), see here:

Farming communities in San Jose Del Monte have become vital sources of agricultural products for Metro Manila. They have established their r

ilynpilled

twt communists r doing the r women bourgeois conversation again

ilynpilled

something has to be done about MRArxists

ilynpilled

marxist manosphere

mrerichave

During the rise of the Nazi party, there were so many ex-Communists joining the SA, that the others had a nickname for them "Beefsteaks". Until now, I never understood how that could've been such a widespread phenomenon, but "Establish a code of virtue"/"A New Breed of Human Being" guy is a Beefsteak waiting to happen.

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stateownedslut

I could probably find a way to sexualise socially conservative communists were they not all laser-focused on transmisogyny

mrerichave

>Maga Communist Dom who keeps indisting that the USSR was right to outlaw abortions, while denying he has a breeding kink.

>Nazbol Dom who insists that you're not *really* dedicated to Socialism, unless you accept your role as a Slavic Agrarian Tradwife.

>CPGB-ML member Dom who attempts to dykebreak you, because "Lesbian-Seperatism is reactionary, and if you're a lesbian, then you must be a separatist!"

>Pseudo-Jucheist Dom who insists that the DPRK fixed "The incel problem", by using "Family Values", to "solve the inequality in the 80/20 rule." (This is a description of an actual person I met once. Jesus Christ did I hate that guy.)

>Pseudo-Maoist Dom who keeps insisting that "Sex-Positivism is a bourgeois ideology, based around encouraging women to commodify themselves.", but then takes that to mean that if you aren't completely covered up in public, you're secretly a prosperous bourgeois OF model, who is therefore a class-enemy.

ashereden

SHUT THE FUCK UPPPP

I recorded over an hour of edging to recommended hypno vids and it’s all totally useless bc my settings were fucked up and so it recorded the audio from the files playing in my headphones instead of me

mrerichave

If you're allowed to include that original video audio, then you could still salvage it by adding subtitles to it, and doing it as a captions thing.

Hell, you could even make a second video, where you masturbate in reaction to your original botched masturbation, but record the audio right this time, and thus double your money from your error.

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